From: Kamal E Y [email protected]>

To: Sabrina [email protected] >

Sent: 11 October, 1999 06:33 PM

Subject: nothing to say except "I love you"

My Dear Princess,

How are you? How are you? And how are you?

This is the real homecoming. After some trip, coming back to a real home. I want to shower you with kisses and carry you in my arms to bed!

Your wish at last happened. You asked me to test myself by not writing or talking to you for 10 days. That happened, even though I tried my best to avoid this. I had your number there and I tried to call you on Tuesday and Wednesday, but couldn't even get the line to your country at all. Then I went to an internet center to see whether you had sent me any mail (I really was tensed since you told me you won't send any mail!). I saw your mails but could read only one. The connection was tooooo slow, agonizingly slow and that makes it impossible for me to send any mail to you. You are thinking now, there are all excuses, right? Yes, a simple excuse. But you know me very well and you can't think that I am playing games with you. Today I came early in the morning and rushed to the office to talk to you.

There is one more thing that prevented me from calling you. For the last few days, I was in my relative's house. I also went to join my classmate's engagement. You remember her? Those classmates with which I had sex? One is getting married. But no, my dear, nothing happened between us. Don't think I was enjoying my holidays. I want you. Now the feeling of want is more than that of love. As you once said, I want you more than I love you!!!!! I will call you tonight. Between 7 PM and 7:30 our time. Oh, how much I want to hear your voice.

You told me about coming there for these 10 days. My colleagues here also asked the same. They teased me asking where I actually went, hometown or S city!! I don't have anything to write now. All I want to tell is to your ears. We will talk today evening.

I have been reading the story of Sabrina. The stranger in my heart. She says she hurt her family and relatives. But I know she can't hurt anyone because she is so softhearted. She might have been alone till these days, but she is not going to be alone always as she said. There is someone to see to it that she is not alone. She may be rebellious, but her heart is full of love. Only a few people have been able to see it. And I am among those. I will say "shut up" to her when she says such things and we will lie silent in each other's arms.

I made a big mistake. I didn't give you my house number. I thought I will give it in my first mail. But then, that mail you wrote destroyed all my thoughts and plans. I could not think anything else, other than asking our forgiveness. Now here, this is my house number. Such a thing should never happen again.

+91-XXXXXXXX

And one another thing, which I am glad to tell you. My mailcity account (this account) is reaching its maximum limit. It is because of our mails!!! Soon I will start another account, only for us. I am so glad!

It's 4 o'clock now. I am feeling too sleepy. I didn't sleep well last night. Now I am going. I will call you at 7 o'clock. Ok, my sweet girl...

Always yours

Kamal