From: Kamal E Y [email protected]>

To: Sabrina [email protected] >

Sent: 14 October, 1999 01:29 PM

Subject: You shattered everything!

Dearest Sabrina,

Well, I understand why you asked me to find a job in the US. But do you really want me to do it? If you ask me this question, I will say "no". I don't think high pay is not so important, at least for one year. What I thought was to come and live with you there, and after some time, we can both go to some other place, maybe the US. I don't want you to lose your job. You love it very much, I know. Your suggestion has shattered all my plans. I have already told my friends about coming to S city. Now if we go to by your suggestion, everything needs to be changed.

There would not have been any problem if you had called me at my home. That will not cause any harm to my sister. My mother will not become hurt if you call me there. What Sumit said is OK, but see, the main thing is that I don't abandon my family. Going abroad is ok and accepted. I too don't care for anything as far as you are there for me. But as you said, it is better not to let my sister suffer because of our love. We have to be a bit cautious when dealing with my relatives. That is all, you are changing plans every easily. I am too slow to think and accept one plan. One plan I decided, and you changed it overnight!!!

Now! Money is becoming a problem between us. How can it be?? I think it is better if we talk about this between us. Mails are causing lots of misunderstandings. When will we speak next?

You wrote about living together for one year. Do you think it is enough?

I can't write any more now. I want my mind to settle down...

Always love for you

Kamal