From: Kamal E Y [email protected]>

To: Sabrina [email protected] >

Sent: 26 October, 1999 09:29 PM

Subject: Too busy a day!

Attachments: pic.jpg

My love,

You called here at 10 o'clock? Oooh!! I came here at 11:30. I had a small accident on the way. I went to a workshop to get the bike repaired. That was why I was late. Why didn't you call after that? I waited here until 2 o'clock. Then I had to attend a video conference with our German counterparts. Just now I have come back. This was a busy day. I have to go to the cricket practice soon.

It is OK to make quick decisions. You have come all the way after making decisions of our own. I will be always with you if you make a decision, whether good or bad. We will fight together against any possible bad things that may turn out.

I thought your date was on the 28th. Oooh!!! I had known that it was on Sunday, I would have called you somehow. You know, I am not familiar with the period. I thought after 30th, it will be on the 28th. I am responsible for making your last menses a bad time. I had decided to talk to you on this day. But it didn't happen! OK, now, how was everything? Any pain in your belly? I remember you had pain in your breasts last time. How was it this time? You know how much I want to caress them, not only when you are having your periods, always. I will kiss your belly to take out the pain. Your menses is nowadays tension-filled for me too!

Today you asked me two questions. About my feelings when I was in my hometown and about my father. The first one I will think a little more deeply and write tomorrow. About father, I will try to write some things now. He was in the army till I was 15. He came to the house only once or twice a year. So I was not close to him that much. I had a respect and some kind of fear about him. My mother used to scare me by his name when I did something wrong. So I always had an image of a strong and not friendly man. I never used to ask anything directly to him. Only through my mom. Even now it is the same, even though many things have changed. He wants to sit and have his dinner with me and my bro and sis, but he hasn't said it explicitly. But when he comes to eat, we usually get up and go to the kitchen. He came here and took me home when I was down with jaundice. He also had never said not to any of our demands. But we still are not so close to him. Everything is done through mom.

Is this an answer? I don't know. Tell me if you want to know more.

You told me not to tell about my girlfriends. You know after I found you I have never been romantically involved with any other girl. You are my only girl. These are some things which I want to tell you looking into your deep eyes.

Here I am sending you one more photo. I will send two more soon, OK?

Love

Kamal