From: Kamal E Y [email protected]>

To: Sabrina [email protected] >

Sent: 5 December, 1999 08:08 PM

Subject: Your work bothers me

My dear,

Ok, I give up. I have told you a hundred times not to work ignoring yourself. I know your responsibilities, but still...You can't tell me not to worry. It is my right to worry about you. Even if it bothers me, I must say I am proud of you. If my job requires me to work so hard, I will also do the same. To shun responsibility is not good. Now the only thing I can hope is to help you somehow with your work. I may not be able to do work for you because I don't know your language. But I will be always by your side to give you oral support.

I haven't checked the money in my bank. I will wait until tomorrow evening and then apply anyway. If the money has been credited, then it is good. Otherwise, we hope for the best.

What you said about sharing our money is correct. We both will have to help each other. You know, in our culture, there will not be much problem between husband and wife because of money. It is so because the husband is supposed to be the one who earns and the wife is the one who spends it for the family. The problem because the money comes up when the husband asks the wife to get more money from her family. Anyway in our case, since we both are earning members, this will not be a problem. I know you want to quit the job.

But wait till I get enough money for all our needs. Or wait till we discuss it personally.

My plans are still uncertain. I cannot work out all the details. The thing I know is that I will find a job abroad so that we can live together. This you know.

To have dinner with you, to walk in the streets with you, to kiss you, to sleep with you, to play with you, everything is my dream too. Do you know to play cards? Or chess? I also am jealous of the couples who live together without any problems. The 9 days of us, seems toooo short!

I haven't gone to the temple yet. I will do it for you. May your belief and innocence save me too!

Lovingly yours

Kamal