From: Kamal E Y [email protected] >

To: Sabrina [email protected] >

Sent: 28 December, 1999 12:49 PM

Subject: no mocking

Dear girl,

What made you think I mocked at you? Mocking is making fun of other people's fault. Did I make fun of you? NO!!! I was just being sarcastic. That is my way. I never scold people or show my anger directly. I always prefer sarcasm. Because it will drive the point without making any bad feelings. And if you scold me I will not have any hard feelings or hurt, I have told this before. But I will remember all those words because you were showing me your views and your character.

You want me to be happy while you face your problems? This I cannot understand! What do you expect me to do while you are facing problems? Do you think I can be happy when you are facing problems? Will you be happy when I am facing problems? I want to be with you and solve your problems with you. Don't say your problems are not my problems. They are. You are of course independent. You can have your own opinion and viewpoints, but you are my woman, I can't let you suffer under problems. Not all problems can be solved by me, I know. But at least I could give a try.

You told me I don't have to stand the way you are. No, I will be with you everywhere in anything be it good or bad.

You know "Of the unspoken word, you are the master. Of the spoken word, you are the slave." It means, before speaking a word, you are the master of that word. You can do whatever you want with that word. But once you have spoken the word you cannot do anything. You are just a slave of that word. What we have written in those mails are passed. Those were not nonsense, those were the thoughts of two adults. Let us not discuss them too much. It will spoil our meeting. Our 7 days, we have to make a paradise, right?

Love

Kamal