From: Kamal E Y [email protected] >

To: Sabrina [email protected] >

Sent: 28 January, 2000 07:49 PM

Subject: attend Akarsh's marriage

Dear,

I am ready to discuss anything with you. But as I have said it is not difficult for me to say some things like, "if we couldn't get married, will you give me a baby." Maybe this was an intentional forgetting. I didn't want to discuss this. Actually I even didn't want to think it myself. So I conveniently forgot it. You have dug up a nice example of my intentional forgetting.

Still, you see, I can't imagine I living somewhere else and you live there with our baby. It is impossible for me to imagine. Ok, I have thought about such a situation. But in that case, my mind always tells me not to leave you alone with a baby. I can't imagine you and our baby living somewhere and I living some another place. Wait, before asking for such a promise, let my mind come to that...I know you are very serious about this, but...

I will be leaving for Germany for 3 months from Feb 8th. Today I got the invitation letter from there. Anyway, I will be able to read your mails from the office there. Yesterday I told you not to discuss this because we were talking about some more serious things. You don't need an invitation from me to discuss this. You can gatecrash into my mind at any time and start prodding!!!!!

I have already written, I have to go to my home town today to attend Akarsh's marriage. I will come back on Sunday or Monday. So you may not get a mail from me tomorrow.

Today I have to complete some formalities with Visa. So bye for now. I will be here for some more time.

Love

Kamal