From: Kamal E Y [email protected]>

To: Sabrina [email protected] >

Sent: 13 March, 2000 11:16 PM

Subject: let me give it a try!

Honey,

Ok, I will give it a try. This week, I will try to tell you everything that I think. I think one of the problems is that I am not writing from my office, I have to finish the letter within some time, so no relaxation.

The pressure from the people around me, you asked me what to do. There is nothing to do for both of us, except to hope for the best and love each other. There are some people who told me very bad things about going to S city. They said it because they didn't want me to get in any danger. They didn't know much about you and about the intensity of our relationship. We can't blame them. They tried to show their concern to me. But sometimes I felt very bad at their comments.

The way we treat our friends is different. You don't let anyone come so close. But here, it is different. Friends are informal and they can say anything. You never give anyone a chance to judge you, but I do it sometimes.

And about my feeling for the past few days...I was a bit angry when you didn't pick up the phone. And as usual, I decided, if you don't want to talk to me, I can't do anything. So I decided to be very formal for you. I thought that you are treating me like your office colleagues. To some aspects, it is true, but I have found out that it is your character.

Last Saturday, we went to Koblenz and Cologne. Both are very nice places. If you had more leaves, we could have gone there.

This week, my boss is on leave. I had some work. But today I came to know that our earlier solution is having a lot of adverse effects on many other areas. This, I have to talk to him and find a new way. I have got a bad feeling about this solution. It will surely create some problems.

Today morning, I tried to melt the butter by putting on the stove. But I switched on the wrong stove and I didn't know that. So after taking a bath, I came out and found that the butter has not melted, I increased the heat and went. After some time I came back and touched at the switched-on stove. A slight burn in the finger!

Here the weather is becoming warm. Today is 13 degrees. I hope it will be warmer by the time you come.

Love

Kamal