From: Kamal E Y [email protected] >

To: Sabrina [email protected] >

Sent: 14 April, 2000 06:27 PM

Subject: enjoying the first *

Honey,

Your will is one of the funny things I heard from you. I couldn't believe it. You are not old enough to write a will! You are still young. Why you wrote a will? I think because of your too much thinking. One day you might have thought about a distant future and might have decided to write a will. I am still surprised by it.

And do you think, if ever that will comes into use, will I be able to feel comfortable with what you have given me in the will? Never. I can never think of anything from you without you smiling behind it. I am not complaining! The fact that you had a will was shocking to me, and the fact that I was in it was touching. I didn't know what to say.

The day I first ejaculated, in your cunt, it was something more than body pleasure. It was the first time I ever do it with a woman. You know in India also like in many Asian countries, sex for one night is not common. So first real sex has some meaning to me. I felt that I have done a great thing. It is that feeling that made me happy and thinking. It was like something unbelieve coming to true. I enjoyed having sex with you. The sight of my thing going in and out of your cunt was very much exciting.

Maybe my penis has touched your uterus. That might be the reason for pain. But after the first time, we made love for 2 or three more times, right? Did you have the same feeling? I never wanted to enjoy hurting you that is why I ask you every time "paining"?

The German Marks cannot be exchanged by your bank? Some international banks may do it. But they may want some commission. If it is more, look for some other way.

I also never want to lose my love for you. I have always told you that you have a soft heart behind a tough mask. I am glad I found it. It means so much to me. You are pretty too. You are ideal.

Today you will finish all the packing, right? Go early to bed. When you were here, you told me that you have to write a TOEFL class test before starting to HK. A little bit pressure, right?

And this week was your menses week, right? How was everything? Any pain? Bleeding? Stomach pain? Tell me, I want to know.

About living together for 1 year in secret, I have thought about it. We will discuss it after you come back, ok? My family reputation is in no way affected if you are my wife, I know. But the society and the relatives always looking for something to criticize.

Ours has become the costliest love in the world! Spending a lot of money and taking a great effort to see each other! But it is worth. I want to see you every time.

At what time you are leaving? Promise me to call from HK if you feel bad. If you don't call, I will assume that everything is good there, ok?

Ok for now...

Yours only

Kamal