From: Kamal E Y [email protected] >

To: Sabrina [email protected] >

Sent: 18 April, 2000 02:58 PM

Subject: just for nothing

Honey,

I am not sure what you wanted to express by writing such an mail. How did you find out a reason from my mail just to have a fight? It is just for nothing. I think you want to convey something. Maybe come back to the normal position after a high period of emotion. Do you really have something to tell?

About my gifts, I didn't tell you to give it to someone else. I just asked it as a joke. I very well know that the T-shirt I gave you is not of your size and of no use to you. The moment I gave you the gift, it is yours, I don't have any ownership on the gift. So I cannot insist on what you do with that.

And your gifts to me, there were two choices for me. One is to keep the gifts nearly and safely without making them just another common thing. The other choice is to use the gift like other others I have. I chose the first option because I like gifts to remain as gifts. What matters is the mind behind the gift. So I want all the gifts to be eternal, to be with me forever. And the only way to do that was to keep them safe. But I understood that you don't like me to do this way. So...today I am wearing them. And the shaver, I have already started using it. It works wonderfully!

You told me to say directly what I want you to do. Did you tell me directly to use the clothes you gave me? No, you didn't. You just cried without telling me. That moved me because you didn't insist on me what to do.

I had written another letter to you, but it seemed I was simply adding oil to fire. So I decided to change the letter.

Good thing you went to a doctor. I asked it so many times. How are you feeling now? Take the pills regularly. Please, the arguing and other things are secondary. Be smart. Oh, you don't know why I want you to be smart. There is no specific reason. You are better when you are smart. Is this reason enough?

Thanks a lot for the signature of Jackie Chan. Don't send the book to Bangalore now. Send it only after I reach there, ok?

Write soon, I want to know about your condition.

Yours

Kamal