From: Kamal E Y [email protected] >

To: Sabrina [email protected] >

Sent: 18 May, 2000 08:34 PM

Subject: blind love

I didn't say that I don't like the promotion. What I said was opting out of the training. It will be boring. All "quality" meetings are like that. There will be a lot of time wasted on formalities of documenting, etc. this time it is better to do some other work, I feel. But the thing is if I document well what I did, then it will be useful for the newcomers. But I feel documentation boring.

Tee Malta person. I don't understand his words "I miss her so much". If he misses her that much then how can he look for some other girl? And that also, very soon after breaking with his girlfriend. The kind of relationship which starts from a photo is artificial, I feel. You are not "falling" in love. You are forcing yourself to love. That is different. Even with maturity and all those stuff, I believe, "love is blind" and it should be so. Love should be like a storm, a tornado, demolishing all the obstacles. It may get weak one day. But as long as you are in love, it should be reckless and blind.

Yes, these days, I am also too much-excited thinking of you. When in the morning I wake up, I am hard with your thoughts. I find it very difficult to control myself. Our sweet bod is still in my tongue. Your softness, still in my hands. Oooh!

Oh, my writer, how is your menses day? Ok, take care. Sleep early.

Love

Kamal