From: Kamal E Y [email protected] >

To: Sabrina [email protected] >

Sent: 30 May, 2000 02:07 PM

Subject: crocodile tears

Hon,

In a sense, you are right. If I was in Ojas's place, I would not have done what he did. I am against such relationships. But when he came to me at 11 o'clock in the night and told me that he was trapped, there was no other way than to allow him to bring her to our house. I had asked my other friends to get a ladies hostel for her. But since it was too late in the night, no hostel will accept. The other option was to take a room in a hotel. But that is risky. If they get caught by the police, both of their futures will be destroyed. The only option was to ask the girl to go to some friend's house. Ojas asked that and she didn't agree.

I don't support Ojas in having touched her. Even if it was her mistake he should have stood against it. I don't know, maybe out of frustration or her persuasion, he did those things.

If I meet her friends, I don't think that I am going to do the same thing. As you had written earlier, people's relation is not only for sex.

About going home this week, I am not sure I can. The problem is that my college mates have planned a get together here in Bangalore. They will come here on Friday night. If they insist that I should attend, I cannot go home. Some of them even want to talk about our relationship.

And about the crocodile tears, I don't know whether you will understand. If Ojas's eyes get wet talking about his girlfriend, even after so many relationships with other girls, it means that he loves her. I understand your sentiments about keeping the mind as well as a body clean. And I agree with it. But Ojas's girlfriend knows that Ojas may not marry her. She had agreed that if they could not marry, she will also marry someone. I was against this idea. But from their point of view, I could not give them any solution. So I didn't express any resent.

Good thing, if you tell Ojas's girlfriend about all these. Then she may feel pain and break the relationship with Ojas. That will break Ojas's heart also. So both of them will split and become very happy.

Don't worry about TOEFL results. You didn't have enough time to learn. You have to improve your grammar a little more. You can do it sitting in your house and reading. Your vocabulary has considerably increased. Keep it up. No comments about the dream. Maybe...maybe...

Love

Kamal