Yahoo Messenger: 10 July 2000 09:18 PM

Subject: lost connection anniversary

romeobanglore: r u there?

julietscity: yes

julietscity: how to do

romeobanglore: r u there?

julietscity: yes

julietscity: why can you see me?

romeobanglore: ok

julietscity: ???

julietscity: WHAT?

romeobanglore: now it is ok.....

julietscity: PLEASE...

romeobanglore: you are using messenger, right?

julietscity: yes

romeobanglore: red in color!

romeobanglore: with messenger, you must be fast

romeobanglore: and now the status is ok

julietscity: the T-shirt color I wear now by your present

romeobanglore: hahaha...I am wearing your shirt, your socks, and your underwear

julietscity: liar

julietscity: you told me it should be fast, but it didn't

romeobanglore: really...really

romeobanglore: the white socks, grey shirt, and blue underwear

julietscity: why are you that late

julietscity: grey shirt? it's the long one

romeobanglore: no now it is fast

julietscity: what's now

romeobanglore: no, the short one

romeobanglore: faded grey shirt

romeobanglore: which was a bit short for me

romeobanglore: Londonize

julietscity: Oh

romeobanglore: now .....

romeobanglore: remember?

julietscity: forgot

julietscity: the sky is raining

romeobanglore: we have to do something to memorize the occasion

julietscity: so, you don't have any idea?????????????????????

julietscity: then don't do it????????????????????????????????????

romeobanglore: good...rain is romantic

romeobanglore: I love rain

romeobanglore: you can't go out, right?

julietscity: my heart is raining

romeobanglore: what are you saying?

julietscity: my sky is raining too

romeobanglore: can you go out?

romeobanglore: and buy a cake for us?

julietscity: no

julietscity: no

romeobanglore: and a candle.

julietscity: no

romeobanglore: ok

julietscity: thank you

romeobanglore: then, can you cook something for us?

julietscity: no

julietscity: it's not my house

julietscity: what do you want?

romeobanglore: then sit there and sing a song

julietscity: you can't hear

julietscity: why I just feel very mad on my mind and it seems to burst out...

julietscity: everything is not that great as I wished,

romeobanglore: I lost connection, I didn't get anything you said

romeobanglore: after I asked you sing

julietscity: I wished and waiting for today for a long time, but...you didn't

julietscity: never mind

romeobanglore: started complaining

julietscity: anything I said it's not that important

romeobanglore: really?

julietscity: what's the point?

julietscity: connection problems. connection problems...

julietscity: nothing could completely to say and understand

romeobanglore: what can I do?

romeobanglore: blame everything on me

julietscity: burned the computer

romeobanglore: what abt the computer?

julietscity: you see

julietscity: you don't know what I said?

julietscity: you don't know my language?

romeobanglore: I didn't understand

julietscity: so...

julietscity: forget it!

julietscity: how to start?

julietscity: how to start a celebration?

julietscity: now...its' the connection problems again.........................

julietscity: great!!!!! great!!!!

julietscity: anyone home?

julietscity: I am the madness woman in this room without any right reason

julietscity: without any reason to hurt people's heart

romeobanglore: I lost connection again

romeobanglore: I lost connection again

julietscity: you see... I am right

julietscity: I always right

romeobanglore: which room you are in?

romeobanglore: you are in messenger, right?

julietscity: do you need me to send all the writing to you later?

romeobanglore: messenger doesn't have any room

romeobanglore: yes, I need. I have lost many parts

julietscity: but I have no time to do it

julietscity: I am very busy, then you are busy too

romeobanglore: then why did you ask?????

romeobanglore: hahaha

romeobanglore: just to say "no" to me?

julietscity: I'm bored so I ask

romeobanglore: what has happened to you?

romeobanglore: what all you are telling?

julietscity: you ruined our anniversary

julietscity: my favorite day!!!!!!!

romeobanglore: thanks for putting the blame on me

julietscity: so I deserved it, I know

romeobanglore: don't behave silly

romeobanglore: I don't want to have a verbal confrontation with you now

julietscity: sorry, it's not a good time for me, maybe the best way is to stop conversation now. agree?

romeobanglore: you have something to say?

julietscity: no...it's not the right day

romeobanglore: yes...bye

romeobanglore: c u later

julietscity: you never know, how can you know...it's me always to wait for you...it's me always to blame on you...then, you might think that's because of my silly behavior and my irritable temper!!! But if you could pay more or a little attention to me, not too much, I won't feel mad at you. I won't complain about you...you sometimes...always...have so many reasons...happened on our special day...you should schedule the day from Saturday. We had a date from Friday...but today, it's Monday. why have I to worry about you or mad at you? cause you also treat today as a special day. But you never know or I never feel that you had known. How much I wished to have a special day like today that I never had. And this special day has gone...no more again like today. And today is the worst day...for me...for you maybe...yes,...man's ego?

julietscity: I read your ego and mad with words...

julietscity: It shouldn't be that way, but we have no choice. To hurt each other is now we could do. We both may feel tired or hate some parts of us. the characters part...we couldn't stand or couldn't understand...

julietscity: it just the worst day I feel. there should be one of us that is reasonable, that should be you not me. I won't connect with you If my brain is still angry enough to harm you.

julietscity: you should be proud of your ego...because you always wish to be different. And you are different, trust me, you are. No matter what you did, or you plan to do...at least we had past our anniversary. We ever had it, even it's the worst memory between us.

julietscity: You will feel regret, after one day or half-hour. But I won't, in some stubborn things. I will keep hurting myself without any helping from anyone. I think I am right to myself, while you think that I was putting blame on you...you should know that you really did some bad things to me.

julietscity: if you...no...I won't ask for...

julietscity: my choice or your choice...

julietscity: on the last day in this way...

julietscity: it all will become our lost and bad impression in the rest of life...thanks for the company with me for a year. I am glad to meet you...you are the best friend and man I have...keep your ego high and with you forever....thanks.