Yahoo Messenger: 17 September 2000 12:46 PM

Subject: accept it and suffers

romeobanglore: helloooooooooo

julietscity: yes

julietscity: welcome home!!!

romeobanglore: I came here at 10 o'clock, but the system was having some problems

romeobanglore: Thank you!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

julietscity: great! you are home now and connecting is perfect~

romeobanglore: perfect

julietscity: what time is yours now

julietscity: I was checking my time to be the same as your computer

romeobanglore: 10:15

romeobanglore: hmm.....I skipped my breakfast to be with you

julietscity: my computer is 8 minutes late

romeobanglore: oh....so I can be 8 minutes late!

julietscity: no...I adjust it now

romeobanglore: che!

julietscity: you need time now for breakfast...I can wait

romeobanglore: no...I can wait till lunch

julietscity: you haven't read the email I sent you in the past 10 days

romeobanglore: no... did you send all the emails to my office id also?

julietscity: some

romeobanglore: those I can read now

julietscity: no...read the usa.net first

romeobanglore: it will take some time

julietscity: you told me to send there during this time and I also forwarded some messages to the office ID

julietscity: it's ok...but...you may be tired of reading many words I wrote

romeobanglore: ok...is there anything important in those emails?

julietscity: I have more important things to ask you

romeobanglore: ask now

julietscity: Did your mother say anything after she answered my call?

romeobanglore: she didn't say anything

romeobanglore: she doesn't know from where you are calling

julietscity: you told me your family know me, but you didn't tell them too much about me

romeobanglore: she thinks you might be from Bangalore

julietscity: she thinks??? so she asked you

romeobanglore: they know that you are not from my state and that you are close to me...that is all

romeobanglore: she didn't ask...she told me

julietscity: how did they know? At your dinner time?

romeobanglore: because you talked in English and your accent is different

julietscity: what did she tell you

romeobanglore: she told me "the girl who talked in English earlier called you"

julietscity: do people in Bangalore chat in other languages?

romeobanglore: they talk to me in English

julietscity: oh, that's the only word she said

romeobanglore: my colleagues

romeobanglore: yes

julietscity: how do they know I close to you?

romeobanglore: she remembers that you had called me the last time when I was there

romeobanglore: because we talk for a long time

julietscity: Last time I call you, your brother answered the call

romeobanglore: my mom also pick up once

romeobanglore: you called me more than once

julietscity: are you tired or hungry now?

romeobanglore: no

julietscity: do you have something to tell me?

julietscity: last time I asked and then you told me... you will tell me on Sunday

julietscity: so...now it's Sunday

romeobanglore: one of my colleague here committed suicide

julietscity: why?

julietscity: for his girlfriend? Or some work problems?

romeobanglore: some work pressure and something related to his marriage

romeobanglore: you asked me "can I come there next month"

julietscity: oh...you remember it...so...

romeobanglore: he jumped from the top of a 12 storied building

romeobanglore: you told me "don't waste money"

julietscity: he doesn't like the girl he will marry?

romeobanglore: I don't know the details about him, I came to know today only

julietscity: how old is he? What happened to him now?

romeobanglore: 26...he is also a project leader

romeobanglore: means?

julietscity: oh...and you are also in danger

julietscity: I mean how is he now? still alive?

romeobanglore: project leader isn't so dangerous

romeobanglore: he is dead

romeobanglore: instant death

julietscity: but the pressure is greater than others, and if something happens or is related to marriage or trouble with a girlfriend, your life will become a bit dangerous...

julietscity: oh...

romeobanglore: let us not think it that way

julietscity: did he close to you?

romeobanglore: a little bit...but not so close...I think he is older than 26...I saw his age in newspaper

julietscity: what about his girlfriend, the woman who might marry him?

julietscity: in newspaper

romeobanglore: I don't know anything about that...there was nothing about that in paper

julietscity: it is common in Japan, I can't believe it will happen in India

romeobanglore: it is becoming more common in Bangalore

julietscity: what does your company say in the newspaper?

romeobanglore: because of the highly stressed life

julietscity: do you feel stressed in your life?

romeobanglore: they didn't give any official comment...but all the people here observed 2 minutes silence and prayed for him

romeobanglore: everyone feels stressed

julietscity: no... I don't care about anyone... I care for you only

julietscity: do you?

romeobanglore: sometimes....just the same way as any other person in this world

julietscity: because you know how to relax

romeobanglore: yes.....I have a way to tackle

julietscity: how?

romeobanglore: it depends on the problems

julietscity: what kind of the way for you to tackle?

romeobanglore: sometimes...I concentrate on work too much so that other problems won't bother me

julietscity: oh...it's the same way for me

romeobanglore: see...everyone has something

julietscity: I tell you not to waste your money here because I thought you would be here soon ... and then ... even if I said that ... you must agree with me so that you feel the same

romeobanglore: now I don't have that much money

julietscity: why?

romeobanglore: I gave some to my brother...some to my parents...

julietscity: The money you give should be living expenses just like you usually give

julietscity: but you tell me you saved some money for this trip

romeobanglore: no... in addition to that, I gave some extra money

julietscity: Ojas borrowed some and he will pay back soon

romeobanglore: That won't be enough

julietscity: so...what's the plan now...

romeobanglore: wait for the job

julietscity: only wait?

romeobanglore: what else can we do?

julietscity: ok...ok...

julietscity: don't mad on it...it's a stupid question

romeobanglore: no, I don't feel angry

julietscity: but I feel sad

romeobanglore: what to do...

julietscity: if I send you tickets then when will you come?

romeobanglore: no....you also should not waste the money...you need money

julietscity: how about the visa from the government?

romeobanglore: I have to apply for new Visa...the old visa has expired

julietscity: but the government gave the visa for one year, right?

romeobanglore: no...only for some weeks

julietscity: now... my pain is not just money... even if I have to borrow money. I don't think it will waste money... if you can't come... I will go to Bangalore

romeobanglore: why you suddenly changed your mind

julietscity: because I hate waiting

julietscity: If I can control everything, I will move on and make things easier

romeobanglore: if we meet for some days...what will happen?

julietscity: relieve my pain

romeobanglore: but see...again...money is a problem...

julietscity: Or as you said, the meeting is not the most necessary for us at the moment ... then nothing will happen

romeobanglore: means

julietscity: you just need to teach me how not to rely too much on you... that will ease my pain

julietscity: are you there?

romeobanglore: just a minute

julietscity: a minute passed

romeobanglore: ok...I am back

romeobanglore: what can we do to ease the pain?

romeobanglore: if I come there for a week, will it work?

julietscity: how did you relieve your pain, or...

julietscity: yes... for temporary

romeobanglore: I accept it and suffers

julietscity: how can you stand it?

romeobanglore: do you really want me to come there?

romeobanglore: for a short visit?

julietscity: You don't like here?

julietscity: hellooooooo

romeobanglore: I have learned to stand it. I train my mind

romeobanglore: I like there, of course...

romeobanglore: only the money

julietscity: we can solve the money

romeobanglore: hmmmm...I have to plan. I need a little bit of time...

julietscity: because of the job

romeobanglore: that is one thing...

julietscity: what's another?

romeobanglore: maybe...to plan my work...to plan the leaves...if some German trip comes...

julietscity: I will go to Germany

romeobanglore: ok...that is not yet decided

romeobanglore: anyway...I will see...

julietscity: how much preparation time do you need?

romeobanglore: this week itself I will decide

romeobanglore: OK????

julietscity: OKKKKKKK