Yahoo Messenger: 16 November 2000 11:32 PM

Subject: when will you stop loving me?

julietscity: Sylvia told me to enjoy my life...

julietscity: but how?

julietscity: everyone likes to enjoy life, but how?

romeobanglore: we need to meet...

romeobanglore: then we will enjoy

julietscity: there are many problems and need to be solved

romeobanglore: yes...we live with problems and try and hope for the best

julietscity: until next century?

romeobanglore: but as long as we are together...we will enjoy

julietscity: no... We have no hope, stop saying this to me

romeobanglore: you don't hope...but I have my right to hope

julietscity: ok, enjoy your right too

julietscity: but never tell me...

romeobanglore: and don't say to me that we don't have hope

julietscity: ok

julietscity: I told you last night, no matter what reason we live together for 1-2 years...

romeobanglore: how to come to the US is the question

romeobanglore: how to get u there

julietscity: In short, do you follow my advice?

romeobanglore: what is it?

julietscity: you have read my mail

romeobanglore: yes...

romeobanglore: I asked you about your coming to the US

julietscity: So do you agree?

romeobanglore: you didn't say anything there...you asked me to treat you as a kid

julietscity: and treat a kid with simple thoughts or terms

romeobanglore: will u love me?

julietscity: while we live together?

romeobanglore: yes

julietscity: Yes...of course...I will love you then

romeobanglore: and...

julietscity: But after we were forced not to be together... I can't love you, you can't say you love me anymore

romeobanglore: when will you stop loving me?

romeobanglore: will you do that?

romeobanglore: why not?

romeobanglore: why I can't love you after that?

romeobanglore: why?

julietscity: When you find a new bride from India ... I will hate you more than I love you

romeobanglore: kill me while we live together

julietscity: No... We haven't enjoyed our life... as you say...

julietscity: that's the only time we can enjoy our life, right?

Yahoo! Messenger: romeobanglore has logged back in. (2000/11/16 at PM 10:22)

romeobanglore: I don't want to live in a world where you hate me

julietscity: I won't let you know that I hate you

julietscity: and you can still have a better life with your newlywed bride and family

romeobanglore: I told you...the last day of our living together, kill me

romeobanglore: I don't want to live better

julietscity: no... It is you who chose the pain from your parents.

julietscity: your choice, remember?

romeobanglore: you mean...if I choose to be with you...all the problems will be solved?

julietscity: Now you tell me to kill you? How should I face your parents...

romeobanglore: my parents are not your concern...they will not ask you

julietscity: No... difficult to solve... but you and your parents fight silently without telling them your pain

romeobanglore: fight? who will win? and what will be the winner?

romeobanglore: if I win, who will lose?

romeobanglore: I will do that...of course, I will fight

romeobanglore: you think it is easy to convince them?

julietscity: No one wins or loses... just change their mind... time changes... people change, culture changes. Now you want to give me hope, so tell them what you think

romeobanglore: so tell me what is my choice?

julietscity: You never ask them to do the change for you...

romeobanglore: I will tell them...of course...

julietscity: find a chance to let me meet them

romeobanglore: but if I tell today...I definitely know the answer will be NO

romeobanglore: I try to bring the situation

julietscity: Let them see me ... don't talk to them about a girl who has never met

romeobanglore: you know what will happen if I tell them I am living with you?

julietscity: you told me you will let them know me little by little, but

romeobanglore: it doesn't make any difference...they may like you...

romeobanglore: but even they are not free, right?

julietscity: someone you love most...and a foreigner...or...

julietscity: Then, who is the one who has the right to control the whole of your life?

romeobanglore: if I tell them that I am in love with a girl from S city while working in Bangalore, will they take it seriously?

romeobanglore: I care for you and my parents

julietscity: SO!!!

julietscity: does it seem that your parents cannot determine your happiness?

romeobanglore: If I tell my parents that I am living with a girl, they will definitely be shocked and they have no choice...they will allow me to marry you...

romeobanglore: but they will be sad for the rest of their life

julietscity: great! they will allow it

julietscity: What does the sad mean?

julietscity: How do you know they will always be sad?

julietscity: because of relatives? you said you won't care about them!

romeobanglore: my parents can make me happy. ME. But who will take care of their happiness?

romeobanglore: because the society is like that...they will be teased

julietscity: We will become rich ... and then move out of the village

romeobanglore: I don' care of them...but my parents will have to live with them, right?

romeobanglore: out of country...not village

romeobanglore: that's the chance

romeobanglore: and that's what I am trying

julietscity: Forget the problem... will you? It's the same, no further changes... so, now we leave it and never try to change it again, and you know what to do...

julietscity: Love is not the only choice in life ...

julietscity: you chose your parents and it's good...you have to face it in the whole of your life

julietscity: and you have to accept ... when I choose to leave you after you get married

romeobanglore: I didn't choose them

julietscity: That's my choice, I can't complain ... I accept the choice

julietscity: and we have to face it

julietscity: Don't tell me you are only 5 years old and you don't have any right to make a choice.

romeobanglore: tell me...you know all the problems...what to choose?

romeobanglore: tell

julietscity: Even if I give you my advice, you will not take it because you are not me, so you never do what I would do