Yahoo Messenger: 9 May 2001 07:06 PM

Subject: it is better to get hurt than be in dark

julietscity: I don't want to discuss my job with you

romeobanglore: ok

julietscity: that is doing something meaningless...

romeobanglore: you treat me like a stranger

julietscity: In order to save trouble, I may tell you that I found a new job and then continue to deceive you ... Do you want to hear?

julietscity: NO

romeobanglore: no

romeobanglore: I discussed my job with you

julietscity: This is my problem ... I don't want to repeat what I said before. This will hurt your heart and hurt your feelings.

julietscity: do you believe I can take care of myself?

romeobanglore: repeat what? it is better to get hurt than be in dark

julietscity: do you? do you trust me?

romeobanglore: that is not the question

julietscity: I assure you ... I will find a job ASAP and repay my debt also soon

romeobanglore: that's not the question

romeobanglore: can we talk after 15 minutes?

julietscity: you're pushing me for a job, making me feel guilty for not having a job...

julietscity: NO

julietscity: Why is afternoon tea so important now?

romeobanglore: ok...I won't say anything

julietscity: I am leaving now

romeobanglore: because people are waiting for me!

julietscity: ok...I am leaving

julietscity: c u tomorrow

julietscity: bye now

romeobanglore: you know after the department change, some people went to other buildings...all of them come together at tea time

romeobanglore: you won't come back?

julietscity: no

julietscity: you must concentrate on your work

julietscity: we can't chat all-day

romeobanglore: ok

julietscity: c u

romeobanglore: I will just check after some time...

julietscity: NO

julietscity: don't do that

julietscity: I am leaving

romeobanglore: honey

romeobanglore: I know you are there

romeobanglore: I won't talk about your job

romeobanglore: I don't have any work

romeobanglore: ok...I'll leave...but tell me why you don't want to talk?

romeobanglore: helloooooooooo

romeobanglore: you don't want to talk...

romeobanglore: but you are still there...

julietscity: I was on the phone with the CEO of the committee

julietscity: He asked me to work with them ... but I replied to him and I was sorry about that. I found a job in K city.

romeobanglore: ok

romeobanglore: hmmm

romeobanglore: haha...they need you badly

romeobanglore: they know how good you are

julietscity: They don't have many options in this area of ​​experience...

romeobanglore: you see...you are worth their money!

julietscity: so what?

romeobanglore: ok

romeobanglore: you are great!!!! mmmmmmaaaaa

julietscity: I can accept hard work, but I can't work with some colleagues

julietscity: yes... as you know, if I'm great ... why don't you cherish me?

romeobanglore: so now you should be sure that you can get the job you want...ok...I am not talking about your job

romeobanglore: SAY THAT AGAIN!!!! I DON'T CHERISH YOU????????

julietscity: yes...you don't

romeobanglore: How can you think like that?

julietscity: when people cherish things... they fight for it at all costs...

julietscity: Sylvia thinks the same way. You should try to fight for anything before giving up.

julietscity: I told you... If this happened to my friends ... I think so too ... you know what I would do.

romeobanglore: to fight against enemy is ok...but to fight against those who love you?

romeobanglore: yes...I know

julietscity: you don't love your parents, you just assume you have to obey unconditionally

julietscity: you also lie to them, without trying to communicate your inner world

romeobanglore: you know the cultural difference is the problem

julietscity: you lied to them that you love them... but you also hurt their love for you

romeobanglore: maybe I don't love them, but they love me and so I am indebted to them...for all the things they did to me

julietscity: no...I am the problem

romeobanglore: I lie to them...I am not a good son...but my lies keep them happy

romeobanglore: I didn't hurt them

julietscity: one day they will know that you are not repaying, you are just abusing yourself to punish them

romeobanglore: you know that...I love YOU much more than my parents

romeobanglore: yes, one day, they will know...I am waiting for that day...

julietscity: why do we discuss it again!

romeobanglore: but I have to think of their life also

romeobanglore: yes...why do we discuss it again? It deepens the relationship

romeobanglore: ok...

romeobanglore: hmmm

romeobanglore: I could have given you some money every month...it will be not much...but I want to save some money to meet you

julietscity: If I want money... I can sell some of the funds' holdings

romeobanglore: nononon...don't worry

romeobanglore: not in July

romeobanglore: not now...I know why you bought the shares and this is not the time to sell it

julietscity: you save money for me ... I don't need that money now ... I want big money ... not just a little bit !!!

romeobanglore: haha...I know

romeobanglore: we will make it, honey

julietscity: I don't know... we have said and expected, but I do not believe that luck will come knocking on my door.

julietscity: I was just forced to find something to do ... that's all.

romeobanglore: it will...I am 10% sure about it...trust me and believe me

romeobanglore: not 10...100%, sorry, hahaha

romeobanglore: believe me... we will do it with a few years

julietscity: hmmm...100%... No one can be 100% sure that thing comes true

julietscity: a few years? Hey... your parents will grow old ... they may need money to do something, or they may need money to pay for your marriage ... a few years? We will continue to quarrel, who knows when our dispute will end, right?

romeobanglore: 100% sure

romeobanglore: they don't need much money...only for my sister's marriage...that we can manage

julietscity: don't offer a dream or hope to me

romeobanglore: even if we fight, this deal will never end...you know I also feel that I borrowed money from your sister!

romeobanglore: I am 100% sure...in a few years we will make it

julietscity: No...nonono... I borrowed money before I knew you

julietscity: hey...stop talking about money also

julietscity: hello?

julietscity: If you are busy now ... I must leave for dinner

romeobanglore: let's continue the discussion tomorrow

romeobanglore: ok...leave...I also have a stomach pain... need to go to the house

julietscity: Is your lunch bad?

julietscity: is it serious?

julietscity: you can handle it, right? Because I can't do anything for you

romeobanglore: no... I will have to go to the toilet

julietscity: ok...

julietscity: bye now

julietscity: c u tomorrow

romeobanglore: yes...I can manage it

julietscity: c u

romeobanglore: mmmmmmmmaaaa

romeobanglore: give me a kiss...you didn't give me for a long time

julietscity: You told me we must hide our love, right?

romeobanglore: hahaha...please honey

romeobanglore: ok...hide the love...give me a sexy kiss!

julietscity: mmmmmma, mamamama, mmmmmmmmmmma

romeobanglore: THANKS A LOOOOOOOOOOOT HONEY

julietscity: a sexy kiss???

romeobanglore: you are the best!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

julietscity: compare with Ms. Austria?

romeobanglore: I love you, I love you, I love you...

romeobanglore: mmmmmaaaa

julietscity: mmmmmmmmaaaa

romeobanglore: yes

julietscity: don't tell Ashok!!

julietscity: he would think his girlfriend is the most beautiful one in the world

romeobanglore: no...no comparison...you are the bbbbbbbbbbbbbbessttttttt

romeobanglore: no...I told him!

romeobanglore: hahahaha

julietscity: WHAT?

julietscity: you did?

julietscity: How can you hurt him like that?

romeobanglore: 100000 kisses to you

julietscity: He won't agree with you, as do other friends.

romeobanglore: hahaha...I did

romeobanglore: he also agrees...even if with difficulty...I showed the photos of you to him

romeobanglore: but I didn't say that his lover is not good...

romeobanglore: it's okkkkay

julietscity: but... he also kept a photo of the young lady. By contrast, Europeans should be more beautiful.

romeobanglore: MMMMMMMMAAAAA

romeobanglore: of course not...I saw her photo

romeobanglore: you are much prettier than her

julietscity: don't tell Ojas or Mahendra...otherwise, Ashok will feel sad

romeobanglore: hahaha...ok

romeobanglore: you are my little sweet honey!

julietscity: are you sure? because only you know my body... so, only you say that, you don't know the body of that young lady ... Maybe she is as good as Honey!

julietscity: now I remember what you said last night...

romeobanglore: mmmmma again!

Yahoo! Messenger: romeobanglore has logged back in. (2001/5/9 at PM 07:01)

julietscity: Has Ashok had sex with that lady?

romeobanglore: I don't know the body...but the looks...the face and smile...you are the best!

romeobanglore: ok...go for your dinner

romeobanglore: yes he did

julietscity: Hey... don't tell anyone ... it's a secret between us

Yahoo! Messenger: romeobanglore has logged back in. (2001/5/9 at PM 07:04)

romeobanglore: yes he did, we have to discuss more tomorrow

romeobanglore: bye for now...

julietscity: ok... bye

julietscity: what did he say? Is sex good? is this his first sex?

romeobanglore: hahahahahahahah

romeobanglore: yes it is!!!!!!!!!!!!

romeobanglore: tomorrow we'll discuss that...ok?

julietscity: ok

romeobanglore: mmma

julietscity: mmmmmmmmma, mmmmmmmma, bye