Have you ever found yourself in love ?

Have you ever felt the need for killing someone ?

Have you ever seen someone lost in dark paths of life ?

Even if all the answers above are "no", this is story is for you as long as you keep yourself open mindend and alert...

Well, let's start before we loose track of time. Ahem.

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"She's beatiful", Katsuo thinks to himself while seeing that red haired girl presenting herself to the class.

It was the last day of school before summer vacation, strangly a new student arrived.

"Hi everyone, my name is Kawashima Miyako.", the girl said while giving a little jump of excitement. "I hope we can be really good friends and enjoy every little moment in this school.", she ended the phrase with a big smile in her face.

She was the typical girl everyone would like, be it for her personality or for her looks. Miyako had a short bang cut red hair, it was so red that it appeard to be tainted with blood. Her eyes where big and blue, like two saphires. She had a feminine face and a perfect, white as snow, skin.

"She'll never talk to me", Katsuo thinked to himself while sad with reality. He was a normal boy after all. Bold cut black hair, skinny body and black eyes. She would never even give a chance to someone like him.

People wanted to chat with her, but they were unable. Mr. Okamura wouldn't let as the class is still going.

Katsuo's face started to sweat and his hands to shake. He was really nervous with a girl this pretty in the same classroom as him. He had a fetish for red heads.

When the bell rang and the interval started, almost everyone came to talk to her to know a little bit. Katsuo had to go go the rooftop, because he had some some problems to solve.

He got up there while shaking like crazy, and encontered Yamamura Tadashi's gang.

Tadashi was short, 160cm tall and weighted 50kg. His head was shaved on the sides, making lines that appeard to be waves, while the top of his head was full of blonde hair. He had a scar on his face, that went from his left cheek to the top of his mouth.

Katsuo came closer to Tadashi.

"Where's my money ?" - Tadashi asked calmly.

"S-sorry. I only g-got 10.000yen..."

Tadashi opened a big smile while aproximating.

"Well... normally i would beat you up until your teeth jumped out of your mouth, but.. because i'm in a good mood today i want to know. Why the hell didn't you bring my goddam money !?" - said Tadashi while grabbing Katsuo by the shirt.

"Im s-s-sorry im s-sorry! I swear this wont happen a-again! After vacation i will pay you, i-it's a promise!" - Katsuo started crying in fear

"You owe me 50.000yen, if you're going to pay me LATE, you will pay me the double. 'K kid ?" - Tadashi raised his hand as if he was about to punch Katsuo, but gave up and dropped him on the ground

"Do you understand your situation ?"

"Y-yes s-s-sir."

"Good, if you don't pay up were gonna tell that you bring drugs to school."

Tadashi cleans his shoes on Katsuo shirt. Proceeds to spit on him and go away while calling him a bitch.

Katsuo start to cry alone.

He wanted Tadashi to go away.

Months ago, Tadashi put lsd and mdma in Katsuo's backpack, just to blackmail him. Since then Katsuo has to pay him an ever increasing amount of money every month. It started as 10.000yen, but since then it has gotten as high as 50.000yen.

Katsuo's father had died and his mother is abscent. He survives with the little money his mother decides to give him.

Recently, Katsuo became low on cash.

After crying for a while, he washed his face and put a sweater on.

The day went as normal.

He went home with thoughts in his mind.

"Why am i like this ? Why nobody likes me ? Am i such a bad person ? I just wanted to be normal!" - Katsuo put his hand on his chest, as if his heart was in great pain.

Katsuo lived in an two-story rental apartment. It wasn't perfect, but it was cheap and good enough to live well.

He entered the apartment with a sad face and a bitter taste on his life. He felt like he was a piece of garbage.

He threw the keys on the table, and went to his bedroom. He hasn't cleand the apartment in days and it started to smell. He put his backpack on his bed.

Katsuo punches the bed while screaming with a pillow on his face, to cover the sound.

He just gives up and falls on the ground. Thinking to himself, "how can i put up with this ? Am i just this stupid ? Why did i have to be born this way ? I wish i was never born!" Katsuo screamed to himself, while slaping his face with anger.

He started to gobble up his antipsychotic medicine, in order to calm himself down. When suddenly, he recieved a notification on his cellphone.

He looked at it, and saw a message from the new girl.

"Hi, i don't know if you remember me, but im the girl that presented herself in front of the class today. I wanted to know if we can know each other better ;3"

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Althoug it's right this happend because of pure luck, you're wrong if you think it's good luck.

Katsuo didn't know at the time, but crossing the path of this girl was a sign of death and misery