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Theo

Elora looked petrified as her little heart was pounding against her chest. I wanted her to be the one to tell everyone, to give her some control. I know what happened was a big deal to her, and it was for Eugene and I too.

Fuck, she was so good for us. I'm still pissed off that Duke interrupted. We barely even got started.

I don't see why this has to be so difficult. She wants us. We want her. Duke tried scolding us earlier, but Eugene and I just walked away from him. He doesn't even believe his own words, why would I waste my time. He wants her as badly as the rest of us.

That's why he watched from the kitchen doorway for several minutes as we devoured her. Eugene and I knew he was there but Elora clearly had no idea. He says he doesn't want her in a sexual way, but his actions don't match his words.

Felix looked shocked as he stared down at Elora. I narrowed my eyes at him, hoping he's not going to react poorly. He would have done the same thing if he was there.

She's had a confusing past two days, first the rouge attack, now exploring her newfound sexual feelings towards us. Elora has always been sensitive, and when she feels things, she feels them with her whole heart. She needs to know there is nothing wrong with what happened, and if any of them say the wrong thing, I'll lose it.

Quin leaned both hands against the kitchen counter, looking perplexed, "What do you mean, fooled around?" He asked.

Elora heart skipped a beat before it started pounding again. "It was my fault, I asked them to," she started. I widened my eyes at her, not expecting her to comment on it. She was standing with her back against Dukes front where he held her shoulders, almost defensively. I don't blame him, Elora almost got her ass smacked by Felix a few minutes ago.

Her eyes wondered around to everyone as she spoke faster than I ever heard her before. "I- I know it was wrong, but I don't care, and if I don't neither should any of you. I know you all feel the tingles too, and that's not a coincidence. Unless I have a disease that I somehow gave to you..." she softly shook her head, veering off topic, her hypochondriac self overthinking.

She took a shaky breath, "I'm very confused about a lot of things, and I haven't felt these kinds of emotions before. So if I'm doing something wrong, you have to tell me," she glanced at Felix quickly. "Since the three of you got back my brain has been mush, and I'm not the only one acting weird so you can't be mad at me-"

Felix softened his eyes, "No ones mad at you-"

"I'm really overwhelmed, between Duke sending mixed signals, almost kissing me then pretending it never happened," Duke tensed behind her and I almost let out a small laugh. What a fucking hypocrite. "And Lucifer keeps making weird comments that I don't understand, and Dane saying I did something unintentional that's making his hair crazy, and now this happens and you two," she looked at me and Eugene, "Tell me there's nothing wrong with feeling like this, then you all react like I killed someone," she rushed out in a single breath.

When she finally caught her breath, it came out shaky and her eyes welled with tears. All the emotions of what she just said must have caught up with her. "But I didn't, you did. You killed those things like it was nothing. And it really scared me..."

Duke went to his knees and turned her around, hugging her face into his neck. She wrapped her arms tight around him and sobbed.

I widened my eyes. Why is she crying so much? I feel horrible, but I don't understand it. Maybe it's a human thing?

"Shh, it's okay, Elora. You don't have to explain," Duke soothed.

"I don't know why I'm crying, I feel really bad though," she said through broken tears into his neck.

My shoulders dropped, I've always hated seeing her cry.

I felt eyes on me and locked eyes with Lucifer. He was glaring at Eugene and I... what the fuck. If looks could kill.

Duke swooped her up into his arms, and she wrapped her legs around his stomach. "We don't have to talk about anything tonight," Duke started carrying her away. "How about we watch a movie, how does that sound?" He suggested.

She sniffled, "Okay," she agreed. "Can I have that candy bar now?" She asked sweetly.

"What candy bar?" Duke carried her out of sight and upstairs.

Felix sighed, running his hands through his hair, "I didn't see that happening so soon," he said. He grabbed a glass and filled it with whisky, "We'll discuss it tomorrow," he declared, looking exhausted as he walked out of the kitchen.

"My question still stands; what the fuck did you mean by fooling around, Theo?" He snapped. "She's not one of your whores-"

I glared back at him, "You don't think I know that?" I spat. "It's been months since I've fucked anyone because all I can think about is her. Don't speak unless you know what you're talking about," I seethed. How dare he accuse me of using her. I love her with my whole heart and I would never treat her like some piece of meat. I know I don't have the best reputation with women, but Elora is different. She's my princess forever, and I'll always treat her like one.

"I kissed her neck, and Theo never got past her panties, it was very pg-13," Eugene answered Quin.

Quin slowly nodded, his mind clearly racing as he cleaned up diner.

"It might not have been a big deal to you two, but try to put yourself in her shoes," Dane said calmly, looking at the both of us.

I pushed my eyebrows together, not understanding. I know it was new for her, but we were gentle and any questions she had, we answered. "Are you blaming us for her outburst?" I concluded.

Dane nodded, "Yes," he gave us a pointed look before he grabbed his laptop and walked out.

Still feeling Lucifers glare I met his eyes. After thousands of years of knowing the man, I still can't read him. He hides his emotions and thoughts so well.

He stood up, still looking at Eugene and I. His jaw ticked before he spoke. "Do Elora a favor and educate yourselves on aftercare and sub drop," he said in his low tone. He joined Quin behind the counter and started helping him with the dishes.

He's right, how could I have been so negligent. I've never been with someone like Elora. She's very obviously innocent and submissive. Eugene and I should have seen this coming. For her, I'll make sure to do better next time.