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︎Yuan 𝑆𝑜leil Fortune♡︎

"𝚈𝚘𝚞'𝚛𝚎 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚌𝚑𝚒𝚕𝚍 𝚝𝚑𝚊𝚝 𝚕𝚒𝚔𝚎𝚜 𝚝𝚘 𝚙𝚕a𝚢 𝚠𝚒𝚝𝚑 𝚏𝚒𝚛𝚎 𝚞𝚗𝚝𝚒𝚕𝚕 𝚢𝚘𝚞 𝚏𝚒𝚗𝚊𝚕𝚕𝚢 𝚕𝚎𝚊𝚛𝚗 𝚢𝚘𝚞𝚛 𝚕𝚎𝚜𝚜𝚘𝚗 𝚜𝚝𝚎𝚊𝚍𝚢 𝚝𝚑𝚎𝚛𝚎 𝚍𝚊𝚗𝚌𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚠𝚒𝚝𝚑 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚍𝚎𝚟𝚒𝚕 𝚊𝚜 𝚒𝚏 𝚢𝚘𝚞 𝚍𝚘𝚗'𝚝 𝚔𝚗𝚘𝚠 𝚢𝚘𝚞'𝚛𝚎 𝚖𝚊𝚍𝚎 𝚝𝚘 𝚋𝚎 𝚊 𝚋𝚕𝚎𝚜𝚜𝚒𝚗𝚐"

- 𝔸𝕌𝔾𝕌𝕊𝕋 𝟟-

"Ima lose my fucking mind just tell me where he is.. TELL ME WHERE THE FUCK HE IS." I broke down.

As of right now I felt like shit. I couldn't think straight I couldn't breath I just wanted him I wanted to breathe him, be in his skin. And everybody was telling me bullshit. "We're trying to find him.. we're gonna to find him calm down." All types of bullshit I didn't want to hear. Bitch how hard is it to find his ugly ass ?? Not that fucken hard. And if I gotta do this shit by myself he isn't going to have anymore friends...

Ima kill all of them.

"You act like we're not looking or we're not worried either. But this is something he does, he runs he always has. Sometimes he needs a break from life." Dre shrugged.

"We WoRRiEd TOo." I mocked him. "Shut yo dumb ass up and get the fuck far away from me. With your weird ass. You ain't worried bout shit but yo damn self bitch." I scrunched my face up walking away from them.

"Watch that bitch word Yuan".- "yea who you calling a bitch." The other one intervened.

"Him bitch. Stupid bitch. Dumb bitch slow bitch you bitch. And since you wanna be captain save a bitch. You can leave right with him. And leave Jordyn dumb ass here. Thank you... Bitch."

I threw a strawberry at his head and it hit him in his forehead.

"Aight because now I want to fight." Mari tried to get up.

"No both of y'all needa chill the fuck out." Dre pushed him back down mugging him.

"No she wanna throw shit I'm finna max her shit out." Mari clapped his hands.

Boy shut up.

"I'm not fighting you, ima boujie bitch you're not going to take me out my fucken character. Nanana booboo." I stuck my tongue out chuckling.

"Bitch if you can't fight just say THAT." Mari yelled.

"Let me tell you something." "If you think I'm finna fight you.. and I just spent 3400 on my customized tech 9 your a dumb bitch and your going to be a dead bitch as soon as you run up. That isn't no threat that's a fucking promise." I shrugged with my gun in my hand.

"So you're going to try and kill ME."

He pointed to him self acting like he was shocked.

I blinked "ain't that what the fuck I just said... I swear to Mother Earth it was." I scratched my head with my gun.

"Bitch go play with your crystals bitch." He yelled.

"Forever a spiritual bitch. But I'll slap the FUCK outta you." I scrunched up my face.

"Weirdo." I scoffed seeing him still trynna get up.

Niggah got a death wish.

"Anyway I'm bored, get the fuck out of my houseeeeeee." I pointed to the door.

Walking in the kitchen I remembered that I gave him a necklace.. that had a GPS tracker in it. But to set it up it would take up to 4 days. I can't take another 4 days.

I hate having separation anxiety. It's one of the most annoying parts about me. I hate people but once I like you, you're stuck with me.

I ran to the bathroom because I had to go pee. That's my fucken problem, always waiting to the last minute.

"Bitch I was looking for you- OWE bitch." Jordyn straight faced me rubbing her head.

"Bitch you just scared the shit out of me... literally." I said.

"Okay but did you reallllly have to throw that hard ass metal ass paper towel holder at me." She mugged me.

"Well you just." I put my hands in front of me explaining her walking in on me.

"Sigh. Your a bullshit ass bestfriend." She shook her head.

"And is the fuck." I shrugged flushing the toilet.

"So how you gone find your niggah?" She sat down on the floor next to me.

"Who my niggah?" I questioned.

"Yes your niggah." She looked at me confused.

"Sadddd." I laughed.

"Bitchh, I'm crying." She shook her head.

"What's the first thing you gone do when we find him chinks?" She asked.

"Give him a kiss. And I'm not one for PDA so he better appreciate it." I pouted thinking about him.

"Awww th"- "Then beat the fuck out of him because you a dumb ass how the fuck you get caught slipping, he know he ain't nothing but 100 pounds soaking wet, boney ass he know it don't take much to kidnap him." I cut her off.

"You is literally just a niggah, I hate it here." Her mouth dropped.

"Then leave." I crossed my arms.

"There's the door bitch." I pointed.

Getting up she dusted her booty off.

"Bitch my floor ain't dirty." I mugged.

"Gurl, shut up. Anyway can we go get some food- or something shit. I wanna get high too. " she mumbled c

Wiping my ass I got up to wash my hands.

"Okay let's go to get the stash. Go get woods, smoke eat get extra food and snacks then smoke again. Then eat again." I suggested.

She smiled nodding her head "then watch a movie and K.O."

"Yeaaaaa bitch."

I ran out of the bathroom going to find my air forces.

"Sigh bitch, that mean I gotta put on shoes and shit too." Jordyn whined.

"Gurl you ain't gotta do shit but be black and die." I looked at her.

But I actually liked that about Jay, no matter the cost she was going to match your fly. She was never going to try and 1 up you either. Either she told you what it was before she stepped out with you, or she went based off of what you decided to wear.

It always gave me hater of weird bitch vibes when people did the opposite of that. Fuck is you trynna do bitch?

You bitches that try to out dress. And down dress your friends. Mmmm I'm already hip to y'all.

Coming back into the room she grabbed Kai's green hat with my initials on it and went to the red truck.

"Get in bitches, we're going shopping."

"Yo, you dope as fuck for that though." I chuckled walking out of the house.

"AHHHH THATS MY BESTIE LEMME SEE SOME ASS." She shouted out the window.

So I dropped down.

"YEAAAA YOU KNOW THE MOTHERFUCKEN VIBES BITCHH." She cheesed making me cheese.

I swear to god I love the fuck out of this gurl.

"What's the vibe?" She turned to face me.

"I don't even know but I do know we not pulling up to the Bluetooth connect and that song start."

"Play that Garden Bum playlist" she suggested.

"Yeaaaaa." I nodded my head thinking about it.

Lauryn Hills Doo Wop started playing as I bobbed my head and she started tapping the steering wheel pulling off.

"Bitch don't start doing the extras now." She side eyed me.

"Gurl chill out." I rolled my eyes sitting back.

As we pulled up to to the gas station a Red charger pulled up right next to us.

Looking at each other we shook our heads.

"Some bullshit."

"It's always going to be."

Walking to the back I went to go get any type of gummy candy and some sour belts. While Jordyn was in the front.

"CHINKS get me a green brisk..and don't forget to get you a brown one. And two waters. You know you water ready."

I nodded my head not saying anything as the boys from the red charger came into the store.

"Yea of course we already got em, but we dont really want him I guess." One of them was talking to the shortest one of them.

"Oh what the fuck. That's some shit. Done wasted time." Another one of them smacked they teeth.

The one that looks to be the leader was heading towards me as I was trying to make it back to the front.

"Aye excuse me what's yo name beautiful." The leader one walked up to me licking his lips.

"You ain't even been talking to me for 1 minute and you're giving me a fucking headache." I mumbled rubbing my head.

"I'm worth it though." He smiled leaning on the counter.

I raised an eyebrow "Them little ass 5 minutes you niggahs give in bed is not worth the headache...or the hype." I chuckled walking past him.

As his friends laughed at him I took some of the bags from Jordyn telling her to get the honey bourbon back woods and dutches too, I wanted to be on my ass.

"Aight shawt." He pushed himself off of the counter. "I don't disrespect women but you gone regret ever disrespecten meh." As he walked out I shaked my head while Jordyn shivered

"he gives me the creeps." She grumbled.

"Gurl..because gurl." We walked out the store.

"Sigh. Bitchhhh." Jordyn smiled turning to me.

"We got that gas. That's gone put us on our assssss." I smiled back.

" and we not worried bout the past. Cus got damn I'm finna have a blast." She responded.

"Where you want to go to smoke?" She asked pulling out of the gas station.

"Umm can we go to the hill top?"

"Dope vibes good views and sun. Bitch we finna have fun."

"Yeth yethhh." She nodded her head.

On the way there I rolled up 4 woods and a king, or a double Dutch.

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A/N: these unprofessional ass fuck. but have you ever had a double Dutch😭? It's where they put two Dutches together and roll it like a wood... them bitches so harsh and will have you on your mfkn back bitch😭😭😭.

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"I can't wait to get high bitchhh." Jordyn smiled throwing her head back.

"Yea, bitch that's cute and all big can you change this song fuck is this?" I scrunched up my face.

"You right, my bad OG." She chuckled.

Pulling up i smiled at the sight of the sun, I loved that Jordyn was different just like me. We didn't have to go out and party or do hoe shit to get a kick out of life I really didn't like people so I hated when "friends" would try to convince me to go out by talking shit about what I enjoyed just to try and make me prove a point.

This was my enjoyment that I needed before I lost my damn mind.

"Bitch always day dreaming." Jordyn mumbled while waving her hand in my face. "Helloooo you want me to take out all the blankets or just some?" She asked getting out of the car.

"All, because how high we finna get? We might need a nap, before our nap." I explained.

Nodding her head she went to go lay the blankets out in the back of the truck while I grabbed all the drinks, the woods and the rest of the weed.

Sitting in the back of the truck I layed on my back while Jordyn layed on my stomach passing the second wood back and forth.

Toosii "in my eyes" started playing.

And you know when you so high you can feel the music yea this shit was hitting.

"I was built off the hate but I can't take nomo." I mumbled looking at the wood. This bitch was smoking me.

"Yea.. I can't take nomo." Jordyn nodded her head.

"Bitch I done seen the darkest." I chuckled.

"2X WE THE HARDEST." Jordyn yelled. As I passed her the wood again.

"What the fuck is morals? I been buying onlyfans." I questioned tapping Jordyn.

"Cus thats chump change to that money that's in them rubber bands." She sung along.

This bitch always passed the vibe check.

"The one who letta woman be a woman now that's the ones you call a man." We mumbled together.

"Backwards for ya.. im the only one who move backwards for ya." I mumbled lighting the 3rd wood.

"I'm so high Chinks. I don't think I'm breathing." Jordyn blinked.

"Bro, don't be on that shit we ain't even lit the double Dutch." I whined drinking my water.

"Okay.. while we smoking that, c-c-can can can can can we go get something to eat?" She stuttered.

I raised an eyebrow "yea, where you wanna go?"

"Uhhhhhh." She started snapping. "That one place.. you know what I'm talking about?" She asked.

"Bitch you didn't say shit how the fuck am I supposed to make you know what you talking about?" I sat up rubbing my head.

"Bro whatdidsheesayyyy?" She mumbled.

"Mccht bitch you know what I meant." I sighed.

"That one place that got the backgrounds everywhere you can take pictures." She slapped her thighs.

"Ohhh, Eat & Flick. Yea let's go there." I nodded hopping out the back of the truck. While Jordyn slid down the front.

On our way there I called to make a reservation.

Walking up to the front I tried to act normal.

"Hey-Hi-Yes. I have a reservation under Yuan Soleil." I whispered the end not wanting anybody to hear my full name.

"Yes, if you can follow me right this way."she smiled waving at us.

I looked at Jordyn taking pictures and smiled my best really dope as fuck.

"What you getting?" She asked getting straight to the point.

"Mmm the shrimp and lobster macaroni, and then the shrimp and lobster Alfredo to take home." I smiled thinking about my food.

"I think ima get the oxtail plate. And then the same as you to take home." She smiled.

As soon as the waiter came I looked at her expectingly.

"Hi what can I get for you guys." The woman smiled looking down at me.

"Hi over here." Jordyn chuckled knowing I wasn't going to talk.

After ordering our food she shook her head at me.

"Bitches be threatening 6'5 niggahs that kill people for a living and can't even order her own food." She cackled.

"Okayyyy your point." I turnt my lip up.

She laughed and shrugged not talking anymore laying her head on the table.

And I did the same...

"Mmmmm FUCK." I threw my head back as Kai was devouring my shit.

"KAI I c-cannnn'tttt." I whined.

"Yu can't what?" He spoke, his head still deep in me sending shivers down my spine.

"What can't yu do?" He questioned as he rammed into me.

"KAIIIIIIII." I screamed out as he started delivering deep hard strokes.

"Mmhm, yu feel so good mama." He mumbled looking at the mess I was making on his piece.

"Tell me how good I feel inside of yu."

"Hahbajaja." I tried to speak.

"Hm? I can't hear yu." He started picking up the pace going even faster.

"FUCKKKK you feel so good Kai so good." I cried our squirting again.

"Wake up our food is here." Jordyn tapped the table in front of me knowing how I am when I'm sleep.

"Hmmph, dream was hitting too." I mumbled picking up my fork to start eating.

"This shit smack." Jordyn threw her head back.

"Mannn." I smiled mouth full of food.

Stumbling back into the house I looked at Jordyn while she looked at me.

"You wanna roll up again?" She asked.

"You know itttt." I smiled falling onto the couch.

As I'm rolling she started playing music.

"Sunshineee." She smiled while I started rapping to Sunshine by Lil flippe.

"I know you wanna chill with a player but all you gotta do is keep it real with a player." I nodded my head.

"How many did you roll?" She asked.

"Only 3. No double dutches either I think we high enough bitch." I sighed.

"No such thing bitch." She rolled off the couch laying flat on the tile.

"Your right. You right as fuck."

We lit both of them and passed them back and forth as India Arie The Truth started playing and I sat up.

Starting to mumble the song feeling every word.

"And the things I don't like about him are fine with me..because it's not hard for me to understand him because he's so much like me.. and it's truly my pleasure to share his company. And I know it's gods gift to breathe the air he breathes."

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"I do understand where your coming from though." I looked at him as we layed naked in the bed.

"I just feel like it's so hard for me to change, I can't just up and be nice to everybody and be understanding, and having this disorder makes it 10 times harder.. sometimes I hate the shit I do but I don't want my life to be any other way other days. And it's all because I'm bipolar." He looked up blowing smoke out his mouth.

"You gotta notice Ky'lan by you saying it's stopping you it's stopping you even more, don't even look at it as a disorder, okay?"

"And here I am pou' ing my feelings out ta yu.. ion know what yu doin to meh.. but I love it in every typa way babey." He smiled lazily at me now hovering over me.

He kissed my lips. "I got you.. forever.."

"You a sappy ass niggahhh." I dragged looking into his eyes smiling too.

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Snapping out of my trance I looked up at true ceiling to keep from a tear dropping.

"I'd give up everything to be with you right now." I mumbled.

"Hey... Yuan what you think them niggahs was talking about in the store?"

"Huh?"

"When he was like we got him but we don't want him."

"You think they was talking about?-" i questioned.

Running out the door behind Jordyn I got in the truck.

"If they got answers we need them and we need them now."

"I swear, I'll kill all of them..."

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