𝐇𝐢𝐬 𝐇𝐞𝐚𝐫𝐭 𝐭𝐨 𝐋𝐨𝐯𝐞

𝐌𝐨𝐧𝐝𝐚𝐲; 𝐎𝐜𝐭 𝟏𝟐

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day had just started, all the students were either hanging in the gym or in the cafeteria. Everyone was on their phones, talking to their friends and enjoying each other's time. It would be a perfect time for it to happen, a perfect time.

Looking up quickly, Jahseh seen Blu walking over. Nothing was said, all she did was grab his hand and roughly pulled him.

"Blu..." he muttered letting her drag him out the double doors. He tuck in his lips as she continued pulling him, walking in the girls bathroom. She let go of him, shutting the door then locking it.

"Blu..." he called her again, watching her check the stalls. He was confused as to what was going on. Once she checked the last stall, she walked back over to him and took off her hood.

Jahseh look at her and was able to see her eyes were red. She sniffed, wiping her face.

"Blu, are you okay?" He asked her, before speaking she got herself under control.

"I need your help." She finally said, wiping her tears again.

"Help with what?" He asked.

She sniffled again, "I-I did something really, really bad and I need your help." She repeated herself again.

Jahseh sigh, "Help with what? And why are you crying?" He asked her again, getting slightly annoyed.

Blu took a deep breath, "Okay, so before I came here I went to a private school and I had this crush on a senior, I was fifteen at the time. Since I liked him, a friend of mine who was also a senior, hook me up. We were at his house one day and time went by and I ended up giving him head because I thought that's a way for him to like me. I also let him record, I didn't think too much of it. Anyway, he ended up posting the video all over social media. I thought I had ran away from my past, but David tried forcing me to give him head in the car and since I didn't he said he's going to post the video." She explained all in once breath.

"Wait, you gave head to a senior when you was fifteen?" He asked and she huffed.

"Yes, I did-"

"Blu, what the hell? You was fifteen, why are you giving top to an eighteen?" He asked her.

"It was a mistake, Jahseh. I wanted him to like me."

"So, you suck his dick?"

Blu scoffed, wiping her face again. "That's not the point, Jahseh. David might expose that video and I don't want it to circulate again." She told him getting to the point. Any moment now, her life would be over and she didn't want that.

"Okay, what do you want me to do?" Jahseh asked, confused. He wasn't sure what she wanted him to do about the situation.

He didn't want to sound like an ass, but it wasn't his problem. Not to mention, he doubt someone would stoop that low and expose somebody. No one did that anymore.

"I don't know, but I really need your help." She told him, Jahseh sigh.

"Blu, I don't know how you want me to help. You acting like I can get everyone's phone and stop them from getting the video. I'm not a computer genius or anything." He told her, shrugging his shoulders.

"Can't you like threaten him or something? I really don't want that video out there."

Jahseh shrugged his shoulders again, "Blu, I don't know how to help. Me threatening him isn't going to do anything, I don't know what to tell you." He said. He didn't want to sound heartless, but this situation was really out of his hands.

"You know your the first person that I came to because I thought you would help me. But, never mind." She said, unlocking the bathroom door then walking out.

Jahseh followed out behind her, "Blu!" He shouted her name watching her walk off. He ended up losing her in the crowd and he let out a sigh.

The day went by normal. Nothing happened, no exposing, no video being shown. Everything was completely normal, at least that's what everyone thought. Unfortunately, school wasn't done yet and during their last period the school was having an assembly. The whole school was in the auditorium while the principal of their school was talking.

Jahseh sat beside Dexter, tuning out the principal. All day he haven't seen Blu, she didn't come to the class before the assembly, so he was curious as to where she was. At first he didn't think anything was going to happen, but that all changed the moment he realized they were having an assembly. Two big screens were hanging on the walls of the auditorium and he had a feeling it was going to be present on them.

He hope it wasn't though.

Feeling someone nudge him, he look over seeing Dexter facing him.

"Where's Blu?" Dexter asked, Jahseh shrugged his shoulders.

"I'm not sure, she's-" his sentence was cut off when a loud shrieking noise was heard. He put his attention forward and seen the two big screens coming on. A video started playing and everyone started watching.

"Uhh..." Principal Harry dragged, looking at the screen. It had everyone's attention soon as they seen what it was.

"Shit." Jahseh muttered to himself.

The video continued playing and everyone just watched. The video of a girl giving a man head was shown, the girl face who was Blu was blurred out. No one was able to make it out, but Jahseh did since he knew about the video.

"OH YEAH!" A random boy shouted causing people to laugh.

"Alright, can we get those off." Principle Harry said into the mic. "Let's turn this off. Students turn away from the screen please."

As Harry tried to get the screens off, the students were busy enjoying the show. Some boys every now and then shouting random things out.

"YOOOO, WHAT'S HER NAME!" A boy shouted standing up in his seat.

"That's so disgusting." Jahseh heard a girl that sat behind him. The video continued playing over and over again, Principal Harry having a hard time turning it off. It was just a big screen that was hooked up to wires in the wall. It was built in the school, not just a regular plug he could take out.

As the video kept playing, Jahseh figured he had no other choice but to help. He let out a sigh then got up, Dexter called after him but he ignored him.

"Let's stay in our seats." Principal Harry said seeing Jahseh walking down the aisle. Ignoring him, Jahseh walked to the front row. He seen David and other guys on his football team, laughing.

He walked over to them, standing in front of David. All you could head out the speakers was a man grunting.

"Wassup, Jahseh." David greeted him with a smile.

"Turn the shit off." Jahseh told him, nonchalant. David look at his friends then back at Jahseh.

"I don't know what your talking about?" He said, his friends laughing.

"Ain't shit funny, David. Turn the fucking video off." Jahseh told him again, still nonchalant. The last thing he wanted to do was fight, but if he had to then he would.

David chuckled then stood up and from that Jahseh felt threatened. He hated when people stood up to him, it just urged him to punch them in the face.

"Listen homie, I know you know it's her in the video and that's cool. If you want that, you don't have to try so hard man. All you gotta do is grabbing her by the neck and force her head down. It's that simple and she good too." David chuckled in his face and Jahseh wasn't having that.

Out of anger, Jahseh ended up punching him in the face. Now, this was something else everyone could watch. They heard Principal Harry talk into he mic, but neither boy listened. Touching his lip, David laughed before hitting Jahseh back. The two started fighting right in the front row, kids recording and guards quickly running over to them.

This was one interesting day.

Jahseh sat in the office, he held an ice pack on his eye as he waited. He had a black eye which was the only damage done to him. Two kids sat beside him on their phones watching the video they recorded of Blu video.

"Yo, I really wanna know who she is. I want my dick sucked like that." One boy said to his friend.

Jahseh grabbed the boy phone out his hand then threw it on the floor with no remorse. The boy look over at Jahseh about to go off on him.

"Say something, I dare you." Jahseh told him giving him a side eye. The boy look at his friend and decided not to say anything. Principal Harry officer door opened and David walked out. He also had a black eye from Jahseh punch and his lip was busted.

"Alright, David, I'll see you in ISS tomorrow." Principal Harry told him, patting his shoulder. David nodded his head then gave Jahseh a side eye as he walked out.

It took all of him to not get up and punch him again. But, he couldn't cause he was called in the office.

"Mr. Smith, come in." Harry told him, Jahseh got up bad walking in the man office. He took a seat in the chair in front of the desk and Harry sat down too.

"So, what? In school suspension too for some days or something?" Jahseh asked, Harry folded his hands sighing.

"Your not getting in school suspension, your actually suspended for two weeks." Harry told him, Jahseh scrunched his face.

"Your kidding right?" He asked and Harry shook his head. "That's bullshit."

"Okay, language Smith. I don't want to get your dad." Harry told him and Jahseh roll his eyes.

"I don't care, so I'm getting suspended for two weeks and David gets in school suspension when he's the one that played that video? That's bullshit." Jahseh repeated, not caring about cursing.

"You started a fight in school-"

"So, that's two weeks of suspension?"

"Yes, the board of education made the days longer for fights. And you started a fight, so you get the two week suspension. Sorry." Harry said, shrugging his shoulders.

"So, your telling me that nigga plays a private video in front of the whole school and all he gets is in school suspension. But, when I punch the nigga in his face, I get suspended for two weeks. You do know he played a video of someone without their permission right?"

"He said he didn't play the video, so he didn't. I'm not sure who played the video and still trying to find that out."

"The nigga was just in your office."

"Smith, your language is unacceptable. And like I said, David said he didn't play the video and that's that." Harry repeated himself, Jahseh chuckled nodding his head.

"So, if a rape victim say she got raped, but the dude that did it said he didn't, your going to take his side?" Jahseh retorted and Harry sigh.

"Those are two different situations, Jahseh and you know that. The girl in the video didn't get rape, she participated in activities and it was recorded. Maybe the girl should think about her choices first then this wouldn't have happened." Harry shrugged his shoulders.

"So, your saying it's the girl fault for her video being played without her permission?"

"I'm saying if she never participated in such activities then she wouldn't have been exposed. If she didn't want her video to be out then she wouldn't have had it recorded in the first place. It seems like she was asking for it be shown."

Jahseh squinted his eyes at his principal, having thoughts of jumping across the desk and choking him.

"You know what lemme ask you something, Steven." Jahseh said leaning forward in his seat.

"It's Principal Harry." Harry corrected him and Jahseh shrugged his shoulders.

"So, Steven, let's say I fucked your wife and decided to record her throwing her ass back on me. I mean her ass is jiggling, she's moaning loud as fuck and calling me daddy. And I end up playing the video right in front of you. You literally watched your wife call an eighteen year old daddy and say my dick is better than yours. Are you still going to say what you said? Or what about your daughter? Isn't she fifteen and she plays softball? How about I go out to the field, convince her to suck my dick and I'll record. Is it still her fault for it being exposed or is it different cause it's someone personal to you? Huh?" Jahseh questioned.

"Smith, your suspended for two weeks and that's it. Now, see your way out my office." Harry told him sternly, ignoring his question.

Jahseh let out a small chuckle, nodding his head. He got out, grabbing his bag. He started walking to the door, he opened then look back before walking out.

"Tell your wife I said hi, Steven. I'm sure you'll know me once you say me name." He remarked, walking out the office and slamming the door shut.

He hated this school.

Now, where was Blu?

again y'all ignore mistakes please, I'm sick as hell right now, so me head isn't straight at the moment but I'm still giving y'all updates that's how determined I am

anyway y'all have a good night