𝐇𝐢𝐬 𝐇𝐞𝐚𝐫𝐭 𝐭𝐨 𝐋𝐨𝐯𝐞

𝐓𝐮𝐞𝐬𝐝𝐚𝐲; 𝐎𝐜𝐭. 𝟏𝟑

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Crystal rub Blu back as she leaned over the toilet, throwing up. She wasn't sure what was going on with her daughter, but this was what she woke up to. She only had one thing in mind for the reason of Blu unexpected sickness.

"Blu, I think you need to take a test. I can go get you one and we can see right now." Crystal told her daughter, Blu shook her head.

"I'm not pregnant." She told her mom.

"You started throwing up out of nowhere, morning sickness is a-"

"I didn't have sex!" Blu shouted, cutting her mom off and looking at her. She flush the toilet then wipe her mouth with the back of her hand.

"I don't need to take a test because I didn't have sex." She said more calm like, leaning back on the wall. Crystal nodded her head, taking her daughter word for it. She still wasn't sure what was going on with her.

"Okay, so tell me what's wrong with you? You don't just wake up throwing up if it's not pregnancy. Is it a stomach ache, a fever, what is it?" Crystal asked, her voice stern.

Blu stare at her mom, her eyes watering. She had never told her mom about that day since she didn't want to disappoint her. The last thing she wanted to do was disappoint her mom. That's the only thing she didn't want to do.

"I-" her voice cracked, tears cascading down her cheeks. "I have to tell you something that I regret doing. I really don't want you to look at me any differently mom." she finally spoke, Crystal run her leg.

"I won't babe, what happened?"

Blu let out a sigh, "You know that private school you put me in? Well, I ended up meeting this girl who was a senior and we became friends. She was cool and helpful, very helpful. So, when I ended up having a crush on another senior she helped me out. She told me what he liked in a girl and how I could please him." she started, sniffing and wiping her tears.

"And one way I could please him was giving him head, so she told me and I believed her. So, one night I went over to his house with the girl and we were all chilling. They eventually left leaving me and the boy alone and I decided to take matters into my own hands. I ended up giving him head and I let him record. After that, they stopped talking to me and he ended up posting the video all over social media. I was bullied by everyone at the school. I was even jumped in the bathroom by four girls I didn't know."

"There were been groupchats that people put me in and they talked about me. Sent the video around back and forth, they even sent death threats. They told me to kill myself and that I would never be anything. I ended up ruining my own life like crazy." She finished, her head hung low.

"Blu..." Crystal cooed moving next to her. She wrapped her arms around her and Blu laid her head on her moms shoulder, crying.

"I'm so sorry." She apologized, Crystal moved her hair and kiss her temple.

"It's okay, baby, it's fine." She told her, rubbing her shoulder.

"It's not okay because a boy showed the video at school yesterday. In front of everyone mom, everyone seen it." Blu cried out looking at her mom. Crystal pouted, wiping her daughter tears.

"And what did the school do?" Crystal asked, Blu shook her head.

"I didn't go to the principal because I didn't want anyone to know it was me. I just want this whole thing over."

Crystal nodded her head, hugging Blu tighter. She rub her shoulder, kissing her temple.

"I'll handle it, Blu." She said, kissing her temple again. "I'll handle it."

"Of course, you get fucking suspended for two whole weeks! Two fucking weeks for fighting!" Apollo shouted, pacing back and forth.

Jahseh sat in his chair, slouched down a little listening to his father yell at him. It was nine in the morning, Jahseh had just dropped his sister off at her daycare and was now back so his dad could yell him off. He knew his dad wasn't going to take the suspension too well and overreact. Whereas Jahseh was just chilling about it.

It was all some bullshit to him, but him staying home for two weeks and not having to be around people felt fine to him. And now that he had a car, he damn sure wasn't going to be in the house. No matter what his father said.

"ARE YOU FUCKING LISTENING!" Apollo shouted loudly, bringing Jahseh out his thoughts. Jahseh look at his dad who's face was scrunched up, his eyes droopy with bags underneath them. Jahseh didn't want to be an ass, but it didn't seem like his dad had too much time on his hands.

"It's mad early and your yelling for no reason man." Jahseh remarked with no emotion. He really didn't care about any of this that was going on. He just wanted to go to sleep.

"I'm tired of your shit." Apollo muttered walking up to Jahseh. He gripped Jahseh shirt tightly, standing him up.

Jahseh quickly shoved his dad, "Get the fuck off me." He said aggressively, his anger quickly showing since his dad was doing the most.

He didn't care about being yelled at, but being touched up for no reason was unnecessary. He would never his dad, but his fists were balled up ready to do so. Apollo seen his fists balled up then chuckled.

"You got your fists balled up like your going to do something. Your going to put your hands on me huh?" Apollo asked, shoving Jahseh back.

"Stop touching me." Jahseh told him, but Apollo didn't listen.

He shoved Jahseh again, "Huh? You wanna be mister tough guy right? You wanna fight, so fight me!" Apollo continued shoving him, trying to provoke him even more.

Jahseh anger took over him and he attempted to hit his dad, but Apollo was quicker. He grabbed Jahseh arm putting it behind his back then put him in a chokehold. Their father-son relationship went completely out the door and it seemed like they were complete strangers. Jahseh started hitting his dad arm that was tight around his neck.

"This what the fuck you wanted right?" Apollo sternly asked, not bothering to let go.

"Let me go." Jahseh told him, his eyes started to get watery.

"Let me go." He repeated, his voice cracking a little. When he got so angry, he started crying and right now he wanted to cry his eyes out. But, he kept it together for the sake of not wanting to be called a bitch.

Apollo finally let him go and Jahseh started coughing. He sniffed wiping his face from the tears that was falling.

"Now your crying like a little bitch, fucking pathetic." Apollo spazzed, shaking his head then walking out his room. He slammed Jahseh door shut leaving him alone.

Jahseh sniffled again trying to get himself together.