𝐇𝐢𝐬 𝐇𝐞𝐚𝐫𝐭 𝐭𝐨 𝐋𝐨𝐯𝐞

stood in front of her big mirror, fixing her outfit. It was Halloween night and she was going to make a grand entrance for coming back. Kaycee fixed her top, pushing up her breasts. She was wearing a slutty cop costume that she knew was going to get the boys attention, attention to be exact.

"Your a bad bitch and bad bitches always get what they want." She spoke to herself, pushing her breast up again. She flip her hair over her shoulder then blew a kiss at herself.

Once she was done, she headed out the room. Music was being played downstairs and she heard people singing along to it. She wipe the corners of her mouth then headed downstairs. Her house was filled with people from her school enjoying themselves, all dressed up. Walking through the crowd, a few boys turned their heads fast looking at her.

She gave them a smile, pushing past them and entering the kitchen. She seen her goons; Brittney, Angel, Tiffany, Lillian and Cherice all hanging with each other. They all turned to face her, their faces dropping at her outfit.

"Okay bitch!" Tiffany gassed, snapping her fingers. Angel kept quiet as the rest of them hype Kaycee up. She knew it was Halloween and it's a time for you to dress up, but Kaycee outfit was doing too much for her.

She kept her comments to herself though. She didn't want to be that stereotypical dark skin girl that's always complaining about something and had something negative to say.

"You look so damn fine bitch." Brittney complaint, reaching to touch Kaycee, but she smacked her hand away. Brittney tuck in her lips then hid the embarrassment with a smile.

"I know I look fine, you don't need to tell me. Do we have enough snacks and drinks? My first day back, I don't want people saying my party was ass." She said looking around at the girls. When she seen the worried look on their faces, she roll her eyes.

"Why the fuck isn't there enough?" She shouted causing the people that was in the kitchen to look at her.

"The fuck is y'all looking at?" She asked them aggressively and they quickly turned away. She look back at the girls, her attention landing on Angel.

"Go get more snacks." She told her, Angel scrunching up her face.

"Umm, no, the fuck." Angel remarked, a gasp coming out Cherice mouth.

"Oh jeez." Lillian mumbled, already knowing this wasn't going to be good. Angel roll her eyes at their reactions. She knew since Kaycee was back, everything was going to change.

"Fine, Brittney come with me." Angel told her.

"She's not going, only you go, so hurry it up. I don't have all day." Kaycee shooed her away, Angel mumbled to herself walking away.

Brittney started laughing, "I'm glad your back." She said and Kaycee mugged her.

"Oh shut up."

Meanwhile, Dexter and Jahseh leaned on his car while Blu was inside. Jahseh stare at Kaycee house, the same house he been to about three times. He regret ever coming over and just dating her in general. Him and Kaycee started dating at the end of their sophomore year. For some reason, she asked him out and at that moment he just said yes.

It had caught him off guard since she did come up to him out of nowhere. He was just minding his business when a girl comes up in her cheerleading uniform and asked him out. He only said yes since she was surrounded by all her friends. He could only imagine how embarrassing that would've went for her. But, as he look back at their relationship, he wished he would've said no.

Kaycee was controlling and that's what she tried doing to Jahseh. Unfortunately, she couldn't control him since he wouldn't let her. In all honesty, he barely paid attention to the girl. She would call just to complain that he didn't text her back knowing he was busy. The constant back to back texts when he didn't answer the first one. Multiple calls he gotten during class and at practice.

For them to only be 15 and 16 year olds, she required a lot from him. A teenager wanting to be taken out every weekend to fancy restaurants was unnecessary. Eventually, he finally had enough of her and her bull. The day his brother died and he sat in a jail cell, hoping his dad would bail him, all she was doing is spamming his phone. After sitting in the cell for a week and a half, she was at his house minutes after his release complaining how she didn't like him ignoring her.

And after he told her about his brother dying, she still complained like always. That was the spoiled in her. She was spoiled by her parents, so she wanted other men to spoil her too. Unfortunately, you had to mean A LOT to Jahseh for him to spoil you. And she didn't mean shit to him.

"I didn't think you would come." Dexter finally spoke, breaking the silence between them.

"What you mean?" Jahseh asked, putting his hood on his head. He didn't dress up in a costume since he was interested. A simple hoodie with jeans and a shirt was good for him.

He was plain as always.

"I mean this is your ex party, so I didn't think you would come." Dexter clarified.

"Oh, I'm not worrying about her. Plus, Blu forced me out the house." He said just as Blu got out the car.

She huff, fluffing her shirt. She was dressed up as Connie Maheswaran from Steven Universe, a show she highly adored watching.

"I thought you was doing your hair?" Dexter asked her and she shook her head.

"I was trying to, but I was struggling." She answered, blowing the piece of hair in her face. Jahseh shook his head, chuckling.

"Anyway, let's go party. I'm not waiting for y'all!" Dexter shouted, walking off without them.

"You ready friend?" Blu asked Jahseh excitedly, pushing her glasses back. She had finally gotten new ones after some weeks. Her mom ended up getting her extra pairs as well in case they broke again.

"Before we go in, I gotta talk to you." He said, grabbing her hand and pulling her close to him.

"What we talking bout?" She asked him.

"Two things; for one you look really pretty in your costume." He complimented her and she smile.

"Jahseh giving me a compliment, too cute." She giggled, Jahseh shook his head. "But, thank you."

"Your welcome and the second thing I need to tell you is the host of this party is unfortunately my ex." He told her, Blu raise her brow at him.

"No, I don't still like her...no, I don't want her...no, I didn't know this was her party. Yes, she's problematic and that's why I'm telling you about her. No, I don't want you to do anything and if she tries to make a scene let me handle it. Okay?" He asked, answering all the possible questions she might have.

"I-okay." She said stuck. "You fucked me up with that one."

"My fault, we good though?" He questioned and she nodded her head.

"Yup, I'm not worrying about none of that. Just came to have a good time and let's go!" She exclaimed, holding his hand and walking to the house.

Even though, Blu wasn't worrying about it, Jahseh was. He just wanted the night to be peaceful.

The night went by and the party was still going on. The house was filled, people in the living room, kitchen and even the backyard. Everyone was having fun, especially Jahseh and Blu. They were in the backyard singing Trap Queen by Fetty Wap that played on the speaker.

"Everybody hating we just call them fans though. In love with the money, I ain't never letting go." Blu sung dancing with Jahseh. He twirl her around and she let out a giggle, once he pulled her back to him.

"I see this your song." Jahseh joked, Blu nodded her head.

"Hell yeah, y'all new generation don't know shit bout this. This what we call real rap not that gibberish today." She joked.

Jahseh smack his lips, "Girl, your younger than me, so pipe down."

"By a year, so don't get all big headed now boy. I'm still a bad bitch, so age don't matter." she roll her neck at him. Jahseh looking her up and down, leaving his thoughts to himself.

"Blu!" Sydney shouted causing the Jahseh and Blu to look back. Blu face dropped as Sydney walked over to them, she was dressed in a red devil costume. She was twirling her devil tail in her hand, smiling hard.

"Ooh, fix your face cause that wasn't cute." She remarked, Blu mentally roll her eyes.

"What you need Sydney?" Blu asked, crossing her arms.

"Girl, relax. Y'all came here together?" She asked, ignoring Blu question and pointing in between the two of them.

"Why does it matter? I don't know you." Jahseh chimed in, Sydney roll her eyes at him.

"I just asked a question, so relax. Anyway, I came over here because my friend been acting fake lately." Sydney said looking back at Blu.

"What are you talking about?" She asked, confused.

"I know your smarter than that, Blu. Lately, you been acting fake and I wanna know why?" Sydney asked again, crossing her arms. Blu look back at Jahseh for a second before looking at Sydney.

"I haven't been acting fake. I don't even know what your talking about." Blu said, Sydney scoffed.

"Umm, you do though. All of sudden you started acting fake and ion like that."

Blu roll her eyes, "Okay, I'm not acting fake. I'm not sure if you remember, but your the one that's been acting fake towards me. After that whole bonfire incident, you changed." She told her l.

"I didn't change though."

"You did though. Do you not remember you let a random man choke me all because I wanted to go home? Do you not remember that?" Blu asked aggressively, Jahseh raise his brow.

"A dude choked you?" He asked, Blu glance back at him then look away.

"Girl, he didn't even choke you. Your overreacting, just admit you didn't like that I was messing with the dude since he was flirting with you." Sydney said, shrugging her shoulders.

"He did choke me though, I had a whole bruise on my neck and I cried in the bathroom. Not to mention, but I had to walk home in an neighborhood that I wasn't familiar with. After that, you started moving fake and I just followed along." Blu told her, starting to get pissed off. The fact that her only friend she made during the summer was acting like this was beyond her.

But, if that's who she wanted to act then Blu was going to act the same.

"Wait, a dude choked you and you didn't say anything?" Jahseh asked, chiming in the conversation again. He didn't care about their little argument, he was more worried about Blu.

"Jahseh, not now." Blu told him and he scrunched up his face.

"Whatchu mean not now? A whole dude choked you." He said, Blu turned towards him.

"Jahseh, it doesn't fucking matter!" She shouted at him.

"Blu, I'm not the one to play with." He told her, she felt butterflies in her stomach so she turn away from him.

"Ah, y'all cute or whatever. Does he know about your video?" Sydney asked, Blu instantly pissed. And out of anger, she ended up pouncing on Sydney and hitting her.

They started fighting catching everyone else's attention. Everyone started crowing around the two girls, Sydney now on top of Blu while Blu was kicking her. Jahseh sigh to himself deciding to step in. He pushed people out the way who were recording like always, some recording the ground with their terrible quality.

Blu ended up standing to her feet, Sydney still on the ground since Blu wasn't letting her up. They both had each other hair, Blu using her feet. Her dad had told her when she was young that in a fight, using feet was good. So, she was taking note on that. Jahseh wrapped his arms around her waist and pulled her off Sydney.

"You could've kept your mouth shut!" Blu shouted. Her cheek was bleeding after being cut by Sydney ring. Her knuckles was hurting as well from hitting wrong.

"You should've kept your legs closed!" Sydney shouted back, the crowd gassing up what she said.

"Bitch..." Blu grabbed Jahseh hands moving them from around her waist. She ran back up, Sydney attempted to kick her but she couldn't do so because of the many people blocking her way.

By now, Blu blood was boiling and she was completely pissed off. Her and Sydney kept arguing going back and forth, Jahseh wasn't here for it whatsoever.

"Blu, let's go." He told her, but she ignored him. He step in front of her, pushing her back.

"Your really a fake ass bitch!" Blu shouted as Jahseh kept pushing her back.

"Oh, shut the fuck up!" Sydney shouted back. Over all of it, Jahseh picked Blu up throwing her over his shoulder and walked away.

Kaycee walked out the house seeing all the commotion. She was wondering why drama was starting at her party. Her attention went on Jahseh who she seen walking past.

"Heyyy, Jahseh!" She dragged, waving at him.

"Fuck you." Jahseh replied, walking right past her and leaving the house.

"Jahseh, put me down." Blu told him as he carried her to the car. "JASEH!" she shouted and he put her down.

She shoved his chest, "Don't touch me." She remarked, pissed. She was about to walk off, but he grabbed her arm. His hand found his way around her neck and she look at him.

"Chill the fuck out before me and you have a problem." He told her, sternly and she instantly got herself together.

"Okay, fine." She said, her stomach doing cartwheels as she look him in the eyes. The feelings, sexual tension; it was there. Quite noticeable between the two, his hand wrapped around her neck and she was close to him. Very close, close enough where a kiss could probably end up happening.

Blu biting the inside of her lip. Her stomach still acting all crazy just by a simple action. She didn't know being gripped by the neck by Jahseh would make her feel this way. She wasn't sure if she liked the feeling or not. Jahseh was also feeling weird, he didn't want to let go of her. It was something about them being close enough that did something to the both fo them.

Unfortunately, they weren't ready.

Jahseh let go of her, clearing his throat and stepping back a little while Blu fixed her shirt.

"Umm, imma take you home." He said, not really wanting her to go. He wanted her to be here with him. He wanted her close like how close they were, but much closer. Skin to skin contact, their lips...their bodies...close.

"Uhh, yeah." Blu answered, nodding her head. She was trying to process her thoughts. She didn't want to go home unless she was able to bring Jahseh in. She wanted his hand around her neck again, she wanted his lips to touch her...she wanted-

"We should get going." she interrupted her thoughts, turning around and walking to his car.

"Fuck" they both muttered at the same time.

excuse any typos