𝐇𝐢𝐬 𝐇𝐞𝐚𝐫𝐭 𝐭𝐨 𝐋𝐨𝐯𝐞

𝟒 𝐰𝐞𝐞𝐤𝐬 𝐥𝐚𝐭𝐞𝐫 (𝐧𝐞𝐰 𝐲𝐞𝐚𝐫)

Jahseh stare at his arm, tracing his fingers over it. He had finally got his cast taken off and he more than relived. His arm was feeling slightly better, he just had to take it easy. Unfortunately, that wasn't going to happen since today was a terrible day. Four weeks had went by and still no good news. Actually, there weren't any news.

Miracle was still in her coma, still laying in that hospital bed, and still unresponsive. It was getting to the point where the doctors had not choice but to pull the plug. Of course, they weren't going to allow it, especially Jahseh. He spoke his disagreement every time the doctors brung it up.

So far, he had made four doctors embarrassed and switch to other patients. His tone got aggressive as days and weeks went by to not only the doctors, but towards family and friends. He had an attitude all day and night, a pissed off look on his face 24/7. It was the same angry face he always had from the beginning.

He was going back to his old self.

His nasty attitude made people not want to talk to him or even look his way. And he didn't want them too either because he knew he was spazz out. He wanted his sister home and if that wasn't going to happen, then everyone had to feel his anger whether they liked it or not.

The bell rung bringing him out of his thoughts. The class started packing up their things as his teacher kept talking. He got out his seat, putting his bag on his back. He didn't have to pack anything up because he didn't take anything out. He wasn't doing any of his schoolwork and he didn't care. He put his hood on his head, then walked down the aisles heading towards the door.

"Wait, Jahseh!" His teacher, Miss Ambers, called out to him. Jahseh sigh, stopping in his tracks. He turned around to face her, a mug on his face.

"What?" He asked rudely, Miss Ambers tucking in her lips.

"No need to be rude. I need to have a word with you about your work in class. You haven't been doing anything for the last four weeks. Can you explain that to me?" She asked him, leaning her hands on her desk.

"There's nothing to explain, I didn't do it and I'm not going to. Are we done?" He asked, still with the aggressive tone.

"Jahseh, whatever is going on at home shouldn't affect your work at school. You still have to do your school work."

"And if I don't?" He asked, nonchalant. Miss Ambers stare at the boy that stood nearby. She kept her composure, wanting to stay professional.

"If you don't then I have every right to report you to the principal and he'll figure out what to do with you. This is your last year, so you should be trying to keep your grades up for college. Football isn't going to get you very far in life." She told him, Jahseh shrugged his shoulders.

"Don't care." He responded then headed out the classroom. He knew he should make sure his grades are good, but that was the least of his worries for right now.

He walked down the hall with his head hung low. The hallway was crowded, so he bumped into people without apologizing. Some students cursing at him for being rude. As he continued walking, he ended up bumping into some of the boy basketball players.

"Damn, mane. Say excuse me next time." The team captain, Mikey, spoke looking back at Jahseh.

"Suck my dick." Jahseh retorted, Mikey smack his lips.

"What's your problem?" He asked him, dragging the situation out. Jahseh roll his eyes turning to face them.

"Nothing, but if you tryna make it one then we can do that." Jahseh retorted, Mikey started laughing with his friends.

"Nah, I'm good homie. You got anger issues." Mikey said before him and his friends walked off.

Jahseh suck his teeth, ignoring his remark and began walking again. The bell rung again and everyone started to clear out the hall, besides, Jahseh who was done with school. Reaching the front of the school, he walked straight out the doors with no hesitation.

He was done with this.

She plopped down in the booth, slamming her stuff down. "What the fuck is your problem?" She asked him bluntly.

"Blu, don't start ya shit right now." Jahseh told her, not in the mood to argue with her. He just wanted to chill and not have to go back and forth with her over nonsense.

"No, I am going to start my shit cause you lost you everlasting mind. This attitude you have, got to fucking go." She told him, Jahseh sigh putting his head down on the table. Blu pulled on his hood making Jahseh smack his lips.

"You doing the most right now." He remarked, sitting up.

"No, you're doing the most. Your attitude is disgusting and you need to fix that shit. I understand you have shit going on, but that doesn't mean be an asshole to other people. Especially towards Mikey since he's a really nice guy."

"Is he really nice or is he nice because he's another guy you let record while you give him top?" He blurted out on accident. He quickly realized what he said and look up at her fast.

"Blu, I did not mean to say that." He cleared up quickly, not really meaning it.

It just slipped out.

Blu didn't even say anything and instead grabbed all her things. She got up then headed out the diner, Jahseh running out after her.

"Babe!" He called out to her, but she ignored him.

"Baby." He grabbed her wrist, Blu stopping in her tracks.

"Jahseh, lemme go." She told him.

"Listen, I didn't mean to say that. It just came out wrong and you know that. I would never say that shit to you, babe come on." He told her and Blu shook her head, looking away from him so she didn't start crying.

"Baby..." he trailed off, pulling her close to him. He lift her chin up so she was looking at him. "Blu..."

"Can you let me go please." She begged him, Jahseh seeing the hurt in her eyes. He had knew he fucked up, but he didn't mean it whatsoever. He was just upset and he went about it the wrong way.

Like he did always.

He let go of her and she turned on her heels, walking away from him. He watched her leave, biting down on the inside of his lip.

"Good job Jahseh." He muttered to himself.

He was messing everything up.

late night update for my readers...

a. how y'all feel about the way Jahseh acting?

b. you think his sister bring in a coma still is a reason for why he's acting like this?

c. thoughts on what he said to Blu? y'all think he meant it or was just upset?

d. this isn't going to break them up, I just wanted a little drama ig