This whole night didn't feel real. I truly felt as if I was in a fairytale.

Candle lit dinner on a yacht with my favorite food and being surprised with an engagement and beautiful ring seemed too good to be true.

My lips still tingled from our kiss after I said yes. He held me so gently and the connection of our lips felt so loving and caring. If I could take the memory and play it on a screen, I'd watch it every day.

Dion's hand gently rested on my thigh as we laid in bed. His half lidded eyes watched TikTok's on his phone as giggles left his soft lips, "Dumb ass nigga..." He mumbled as he rewatched the video, this time giggling a lil harder, "Babe,.. if they gave you a trigger to a bomb and said you had to blow up either me or a bus, which you choosing?" His eyes moved to me and my own widened, "I'm not answering that." His smile drops as he puts his phone down, "You supposed to choose me... fuck all them niggas in there bruh." I shake my head frantically as he looks at me like I'm crazy.

"I'm not blowing up a bus, babe.. and yo ass is too smart to get in a stupid situation like that so no need to worry." I lean in to kiss his cheek but he dodges it, "No.. Go kiss them folk on the bus." I pout before gripping his chin and pressing a fat kiss on his cheek, ignoring his grumbling, "Shut up. I'm not doin either.. You so mean." I ignore his pout as I make him look at me before kissing him over and over.

He finally gave in after a moment, kissing me gently and holding me there. His hands snaked around my waist as he pulled me into his lap, "Aight.. I'll let it slide this time only cause you bout to be my wife." I smile brightly at the name and look down at the ring on my finger.

"I love it so much.. I'm literally obsessed.." I hold my ring hand up to show him and blush as he kisses it gently, "Thank God. I looked everywhere for it.. Ask Tasha. She helped out wit so much." His face softened as he let his head fall back to rest in our pillows, a satisfied sigh leaving his grinning lips.

I lean over and press a gentle kiss to his nose before grabbing my phone, "Lemme say thank you to Tasha and pop the news to everyone!" He hums softly as he watches me start calling our group chat, smiling like a dumb muppet at the camera as everyone started filing in.

"Heyyyyyy!" Tyler was the first to answer as his face came into view. Strobe lights and screaming was all I heard as he kept dancing, "Girl you missin the fuck out! They got free drinks and hella niggas here!" He yells over the music and I laugh, "I have a man already, Ty." He looks at me like I'm crazy before his eyes widened, "Oooh yeaaaaaaah." He drunkenly nodded his head, "He there wit you?" I nod my head and show Dion on the phone.

"LAWD HAVE MERCY!" Ty screamed, earning a few looks, "Lemme get my AirPods and talk to this fine gentleman.." I laugh as he hurriedly shuffled through his bag as Tasha joined, already screaming and hollering, "OH MY GAWWWWWD!" She sings and I laugh loudly as Sierra beside her gives her a crazy look, "What's wrong?" She looked confused as ever as Tyler finished getting himself together and Tasha settled down.

"I just wanted to tell y'all some really really reaaaally good news." I sing softly and watch them all lean into their phones, "Yo man got a brother? Cousin? Uncle?" Tyler nosily brought the camera to his eye, as if he would magically be able to see Dion again.

"Even better!" I squeal and slowly raise my ringed hand to the camera. Screams and surprised gasps filled the room as they all looked at it.

Tasha set her phone up as she grabbed Sierra, jumping up and down before praise dancing, "Finally! My baby got a ring on dat motherfawkin finger!" She yelled to ceiling before Sierra started speaking in tongues, "And if he hurt her, may his hairline recede and his teeth fall out!" She sang and Tyler nodded his head in approval.

"Tell yo bald headed friends to stop Wishin weird shit on me." Dion spoke up and they all stopped dancing before instantly shoving their nosy faces back in the camera. Sierra tapped the screen, "Lemme see the man that stole my wife from me." I laugh as I point the camera to Dion again, who angrily flipped it off.

"JESUS!" Sierra fake fainted onto Tasha who fanned her face, "Mhm girl.. I told you.." She slides her a knowing look as Sierra looks to Dion again, "He got a cousi-" Dion cut her off with a loud sigh, "No the fuck I do not. Leave my family alone. Y'all too crazy." He mumbled the end as I burst out in giggles.

"Yo man got a attitude problem.. that's why his forehead big as hell." Tyler snapped and I had to suck my lips into my mouth as Dion looked at the phone like he was crazy, "Yo face to lil for your head. Why the fuck yo shit square shaped an-" I slap a hand over Dion's mouth as I quickly muted the phone, "Stoooooooop!" I whine loudly and he sighs softly before kissin my palm, "Aight.. tell that cotton swab to shut the fuck up den." He mumbles and I nod my head before removing my hand.

He places a gentle kiss to my cheek and I unmute my mic. "What he say?" Tyler quickly speaks up and I ignore it, "Anyway..!" Sierra giggles as she shakes her head, "Ignore his ashy ass. Tell us about what happened tonight!" I more than happily change the subject as I lay with my head on Dion's chest, putting us both in the camera, "Sooo first Tasha and I went to the salon to get our nails done and I knew something was happening when she shut the nail tech up for sayin somethin weird." I give Tasha a look and watch her burst out in laughs.

"Cause she knew it was a secret and was doin too much." Tasha rolled her eyes as she showed her nails to the screen, earning compliments before I continued, "And then she dropped me off at my place and Dion surprised me with a trail of roses, leading to the bedroom and I was like shook cause I never had even been given flowers before!" I gush as they awe and lean in more, "And I kept a crap ton of the petals in a jar to save!" Dion's eyes widen slightly, "I can give you more flowers, babe. Every day if you want." He presses a soft kiss to my head and I could feel my cheeks warm.

"Y'all bout to be my fuckin breakin point." Tyler's chin rested on his hands as he sipped his drink, "And this shit watery now.." He looked close to tears as Tasha and Sierra laughed at his pain. "It gets even better cause then he surprised me with a whole outfit prepared. Like a pretty black dress that made my ass look so freakin phat!" They gasp and Sierra leans in, "And no picture?" I giggle as I shake my head, "We actually took some! I wanna get them printed and hung up in our house! And probably get a sleeve thingey for my dress so it won't get ruined.." I mumbled the end to myself as they all hummed their agreement, "I have one for you boo. Don't worry." Tasha winks and I blow her a kiss.

"And then Tasha drove me to a big behind ship dock and they had like hella rich people yachts, right? So I'm like, 'Oh my gosh.. are we goin there?' And she's like, "Teehee I cant tell!" But then turns in and I see Dion standing on this beautiful ship!" I stop to catch my breath as they all giggle and Tasha proudly smiles, "I'm a good ass best friend like for real." Tyler nods in agreement and greedily takes a big sip, "Okay and then?" I laugh as Dion gently plays with my hair, trying to hold back his smile.

"I get on the boat and Dion's standing there, all fine and extra breedable, like I almost jumped him right there! And he had prepared this delicious ass seafood boil and it was sooooo freakin good y'all." I gushed as I placed a hand on my warm cheeks, "And he cooked it all himself so it was like extra extra special!" They gasped as their eyes moved to Dion who threw a arm over his face, trying to hide from them. "Yo friends is bug eyed.." he mumbled and we all burst into giggles.

I remove his arm from his face before placing a fat kiss on his cheek, making everyone 'ooh and awe' at us. I laugh as I feel the warmth in his cheeks and press mine against his, "Yup! And then we got up to look at the fireworks and that's when he said his speech and got on one knee! Like y'all.. I felt three seconds from passin out and exploding at the same time!" Thinking of the moment made butterflies flutter in my stomach. I could feel Dion gently twisting my ring as I talked.

"That is so fucking romantic.. I really can't believe my baby is getting married!" Tyler gushed, tears streaming down his face as he took a longer sip of his drink until the cup was empty. He flagged down another bartender who gave him another, "Like we finally meet up after years and like a month later you're fuckin engaged." He took another long sip as Tasha sighed.

"One, send me your address and I'll pick you up." She gave Tyler an annoyed look before paying attention to me again, "And two, congratulations to the finest couple in New York! I'm so damn happy for y'all and your family." She sent me air kisses as I sent them right back, laughing as Sierra's eyes went wide.

"FAMILY?! Like as in a kid?!" She yelled and I excitedly nodded my head, "Yes! We just found out too!" She looked pale as Tasha rubbed her back, "Told you our baby done grown up..I'm so fuckin proud of you." Tears welled in her eyes and she fanned at them quickly, "Now I don't told my ass I wasn't gone cry and here the fuck I am.. Ready to start bawling." I laugh and look up to Dion who had the biggest smile on his face.

He placed a gentle kiss to my head as we watched my friends cry and congratulate us.

I don't think I've ever been this happy.

If y'all been wondering where I've been, I've been screaming and crying in this book. I shidded, farted, and ripped my emotions and thoughts into this book as an outlet so yeah :D it ain't like a actual story but just poetry and crying :D bye y'all teehee😚