Chapter 18.

"Either you gone let it protect you or you gone fuck up depending on how you use it. It's like a friend and at the same time your enemy, depending on if it's in your hands or someone else's." Calvin spoke to Cyn as she felt on his gun.

"You don't seem bothered by none of it."

"Anything can seem anyway. You never know what's rambling on in any mans skull." He told her pointing to his head.

They sat in silence for a bit before she opened her mouth to speak.

"What goes on in your head Calvin, while doing all of this?" She asked more intrigued. He opened his hand and looked at his palms.

"Nothing." He said blankly. "Sometimes I use to even ask myself why in some cases, but after awhile shit just becomes natural." He shrugged like it was nothing.

"Ok assassinator Calvin." Cyn joked as she got up before Calvin grabbed her arm.

"Where you headed to?"

"To bathe nigga." She said as she pulled away and walked to the room that she had been staying in, Cyn grabbed some clothes along with a drying off towel and walked to the bathroom, she stripped out of her clothes and stepped into the tub turning on the shower.

Cyn rinsed her hair grabbing the shampoo in the window sill and squeezed some on her hair, washing it thoroughly, Cyn was careful not to get any in her eyes. Cyn took the rag that was used the first time and scrubbed her body until she was sure she was clean enough, hearing the bathroom door open Cyn stood still waiting for another sound, after a while she didn't hear anything so she figured it was just her paranoia.

Cyn closed her eyes as she rinsed the shampoo out of her hair massaging her scalp along with it, Cyn felt a hand glide up back as her eyes shot open but before she could've done anything a hand clasp over her mouth.

"If you move, I swear to god I'm gone fuck you." She heard Calvin whisper in her ear, her body immediately relaxed as she felt his erection grow, Cyn turned around facing him as his eyes examined her body like he was a hungry lion in search of meat. Them eyes just made her want to do things that were unimaginable, and that smirk, oh god that smirk....Cyn's thoughts took over completely.

"I moved." She said as he smirked lifting her up as she wrapped her legs around him along with her arms. His lips connected with hers instantly as he started to feel on her plump ass and made his way to her thighs, Cyn felt his fingers denting her body as he started to kiss on her neck, she wasn't sure what she was doing' but she guessed her body and her mind don't have the same necessities.

"I always liked my girls thick." He mumbled against her chest sending chills up Cyn's spine, he made his way down to her breast as her mouth parted slightly in satisfaction. Feeling him pop one of her nipples inside of his mouth left a warm sensation on her breast, Cyn sank her teeth into her bottom lip in pleasure as his tongue began to work magic swirling, sucking and flicking, the enticement was too real and Cyn felt my toes curl up. She love this feeling and right now she'd wished that he'd stop playing and show her more.

He lifted his head now leveled with Cyn's as her body was back up against the wall with her legs still wrapped around him.

He kissed her once more before sliding her legs off of him and she looked at him confusingly.

"Hurry up." He said as his face now was cold and straight, he smacked Cyn's ass before chuckling and stepping out of the tub leaving her there dumbfounded.

"What the hell!" Cyn sighed frustratingly rolling her eyes as she heard him chuckling.

playing Calvin's little game Cyn walked into the room and over to her case taking out some of the money that she had stolen from Rodney. She stashed some inside of a paper bag and rolled it up stuffing it into her coat. After she walked out to the living room and no longer saw Calvin she left the apartment.

soon found her way on the other side of town back to a more familiar area. She looked at her old ran down trailer and saw some of the windows busted out. Staring at it for awhile she shook herself out of her thoughts and continued to walk.

Stopping at Travis's them trailer she knocked a few times. Seeing that there was no answer she knocked again.

"Who's there?"

"It's me...Cyn." She replied. She heard the little tin door opening and watched as Travis stood there, she quickly embraced him with a hug as if they hadn't seen one another in years.

"I missed you..." She spoke up.

"Seem more of like you switched on me..." He spoke and by the sound of his voice she knew he was hurt.

"It's not like that Trav, I been dealing with so much. A lot really. I can't be around like I used to." I sighed.

"You moving ain't'chu..." He said hitting the nail on the head. Cyn looked down at the unhealthy browning grass and looked back up to Travis.

"Oak ain't got shit for me Travis."She shrugged as he shook his head understanding.

"I just want you to be safe out there. Atleast you had the decency to let me know. Folks just be dipping out with no explanation."

"You was my only everything Travis. You deserve to know. Kinda would be scummy of me to just up and go out there." She said letting him know.

Cyn reached into her coat and pulled out the brown paper bag handing it to Travis.

"It's all for you, make something out of it." Travis opened the bag which revealed the money that she had packed specifically for him.

"Nuh uh, I can't ta-"

"You taking that shit and you gonna better you." She said to him sternly as he licked his lips. He contemplated for a while then shook his head.

"Ain't like much to do anyway." He mumbled.

"There's a lot to do Travis, you can get the fuck out of here, we not doin' how we planned it but I refused to leave you hanging with no boost man. I owe this at-least to you." Cyn said nudging his arm.

"Thank you Cyn. I'm really gone miss you man." He said taking a good look at her.

"I'm gone miss you too." She said tearing up probably knowing this was the last time they'll probably see each other.

"Take care Cyn." He said and she nodded being sure not to let a tear fall.