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𝐒𝐚𝐭𝐮𝐫𝐧 𝐃𝐞𝐦𝐚𝐧𝐢 𝐆𝐫𝐞𝐞𝐜𝐞

𝗔𝘁𝗹𝗮𝗻𝘁𝗮 𝗚𝗮 — 𝟺:𝟺𝟺 𝙿.𝙼

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-And that's how it should be

➪𝑇ℎ𝑒 𝑐𝑙𝑒𝑛𝑠𝑖𝑛𝑔 ℎ𝑜𝑢𝑟➪

"hat did I say?" Saturn took the blunt out of Keenos hand and took a pull from him. They layed in the bed of her bedroom , she had her legs over his as they layed in pile of her covers and stared at eachother.

The room was blue — the color they both loved . They didn't know this at this time though . The LED lights spoke the vibe in the room as they shared a splif and got high together just enjoying eachothers company.

This was their first time officially chilling together — being sixteen years old she was now allowed to have boys over.

played throughout the room . Keeno took the blunt and took a pull — he decided to try something new with her — grabbing her chin sofly , they stared in eachothers eyes as he blew the smoke in her mouth slowly.

Staring into his eyes she didn't realize she was in trance . she felt something strong for him that she hadn't ever felt before — he was the same. He didn't like the feeling but he knew it was going to happen regardless.

for the first time in their lives.

"I wanna start rapping" She smiled at him restjng her head on her hand. "Yeah and what you gone call yoself?"

"Ion know ... you know since your my bestfriend and all maybe you can help me with that" She said — kind of looking down and messed with the hood of his jacket. "Of course"He started— "But it gotta be some different , cause you aint no average mufucka"

She smiled and started laughing. She thought he would say no— he was so mean.

"What's something you like?" He asked her

"Ion know..." She mumbled fiddling with her bracelet. . he stared at her as she payed no attention to the zooted male infront of her. "Gold" He said looking down at her gold plated necklace. She raised herneybrow "China..." She mumbled "What?"

"I love that name , when I was little I used to want my name to be china or jasmine sooo bad" She said making him look at her and they started laughing.

"Gold China...." He looked at her leaning his head back. She put her head down blushing He smacked his teeth and grabbed her neck making her look at him -

They stared at eachother intensely until he finally worked up the courage and pressed his lips onto hers . They shared a deep passionate kiss — even though neither of them had any experience they shared this moment

Something she always wanted.

Pulling back he smiled and her slightly and caressed her lip with his finger ""

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-Two weeks later

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Saturn stared at the ceiling laying flat out on her bed — the smoke of her blunt clouded the room and so did it cloud her mind also . She only had space left in her heart for Keeno is what she thought all this time .

It took him to kill himself for her to find out that he was her whole heart . And she loved him with everything in her. They were best friends before they started anything serious. And he couldn't even take her on that date.

Thats what she thought about so heavily since he died — the

It would have been the first official date they had - had. and she couldn't even experience that with him.

"Its my fault" She mumbled to herself holding the blunt between her lips.

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"Keeno?!" I ran in the livingroom through the house dropping my phone in the process . Everybody in the livingroom stopped and looked at me shocked . I pushed past the people near the stairs and Mookie was standing outside his door pacing while on the phone.

"Rock Creek D... Saturn" he stopped and looked at me with sorrow. I pushed him trying to get in the door to Keeno's bedroom but he wasn't letting me.

"Please just let me see him" I cried.

"I'm sorry" He kept repeating wrapping his arms around my body so I couldn't move.

"Let me go" I pushed him and opened the door.

seeing him layed out on the bed with a bullet hole in the side of his head I stopped to my knees and started crying.

his body was slouched over the front of the bed and his phone was still in his hand. It was open — and the it was set on my contact name.

I sat on my knees and sobbed heavily feeling like a wave of emotions were crashing down on me.

"Why would he—" I sniffed and Mookie grabbed my arms pulling me up. "No I have to stay with him. "

"Its okay come on" Trying to sooth me he said. I closed my eyes and tears felt like they were burning my face — I started shaking heavy feeling my heart break literally.

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THE WORD OUT WAS

No one really knew if he was he was dead — his body was gone the next day and they decided they wanted to have a funeral for him anyways.

No one understood how Satrun felt — it was like she was more hurt about loosing him than his own mother did — which she didn't understand . But she did not question it either.

The boys tried to do things with her. She would tell them off. The girls too. She didn't want to see Ki'Lani nor Janae . Although she felt like they weren't telling the whole truth.

And that's why she wanted to just sit down and have a conversation about the situation. She felt like she needed to

𝟗𝟖𝐯𝐢𝐞𝐰𝐬

𝐕𝐢𝐞𝐰 𝐚𝐥𝐥, 𝐜𝐨𝐦𝐦𝐞𝐧𝐭𝐬 I cant believe someone stole you away from us , i couldn't even see HIM be put in the ground before he was gone . This was my nigga since we were 15 , and he wont even be there to meet 19. We used to be sooo happy when we were younger that was something we looked forward too . Keeno you will always be the love of my life — I just wanted you to know no matter what you did I forgave you. And he was bad as hell man 😭, me and this boy used to do ANYTHING and get in trouble together. Still never folded on eachother. You was the one for me bra. We were on and off like hell but we always fixed it . the only one for me and still is 💔. I cant believe I lost my better half , my soul mate . The love of my life really . Just my heart in human form and now you're gone. I refuse to believe you're gone. Hold onto your loved ones ,

I love

you Keenoswo ❤️. #myhaitiandaddy4life

𝟗𝟖𝐯𝐢𝐞𝐰𝐬

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After the funeral everyone went in the back of the church where the repast was hosted and started eating and conversing. Where as Saturn just looked for that one person — she knew she would find them there cause .. why not?

"Hey.." Saturn tapped Ki'Lani on her shoulder catching her attention. Ki'Lani looked up at her since she was sitting down. with a shocked look on her face.

"I'm sor—" Ki'Lani started. "Can we talk?" Saturn cut her off — her soft tone caught Ki'Lani off guard . Saturn was the last person she would think wanted to talk to her.

They walked far off in the corner by the water fountain. "I just want to say i'm sorry about how things happened before he shot himself , i knew you loved him and it hurt me seeing my crush at 13 be with one of my friends" Ki'lani rushed out before Saturn could say anything.

She just nodded not caring about the situation at all at this point. "Lani, I dont care—"

"Please don't end our friendship over this Saturn it was petty yes I know—"

"Did you two really have sex?" She cut her off sighing. Lani stared at her and bit her lip . Finally answering "" She answered truthfully. ", he left . He didn't even look at me not once since we got there . The boys did have sex with me but Keeno didn't"

"Thank you" Saturn smiled weakly and walked away.

Walking outside and just standing there for a while . She continued her walk across the street . Feeling someone come up to her and whisper something to her ear till she fell on the cold concrete.

Iᴛs ʟɪᴋᴇ I ᴡᴀs ᴅʀᴀɢɢɪɴɢ ғᴏʀ ᴍʏ ʜᴇᴀʀᴛ ᴛᴏ ʙʀᴇᴀᴛʜᴇ

Mʏ ᴍɪɴᴅ ᴄᴏᴜʟᴅɴᴛ ᴛᴀᴋᴇ ɪᴛ ᴀɴʏᴍᴏʀᴇ.

Iᴍᴀɢɪɴᴇ ʟᴏsɪɴɢ ᴛʜᴇ ɴᴜᴍʙᴇʀ ᴏɴᴇ ᴘᴇʀsᴏɴ ᴛʜᴀᴛ ᴡᴀs Tʜᴇʀᴇ ғᴏʀ ʏᴏᴜ ᴛʜʀᴏᴜɢʜ ᴇᴠᴇʀʏᴛʜɪɴɢ.

Tʜᴇ ɢᴜɴ sʜᴏᴛ ᴡᴇɴᴛ ᴏғғ ᴀɴᴅ ᴊᴜsᴛ ʟɪᴋᴇ ᴛʜᴀᴛ 𝗺𝘆 𝗵𝗲𝗮𝗿𝘁 𝘀𝘁𝗼𝗽𝗽𝗲𝗱.

-Sᴀᴛᴜʀɴ Dᴇᴍᴀɴɪ Gʀᴇᴇᴄᴇ

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hehe.

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