Maya's pov:

Life is always unpredictable, we never know what happens the next moment. I've never planned my future this way, the dreams I've seen, the hopes I've built, the hardwork I've done all these years everything seems to be shattering for me. But that is what life is right, while we are busy making other plans, something other happens.

Getting into a relationship is the least thing I've thought about, but see here, I'm going to get engaged in a few hours, and I'm not feeling any emotions in me. I don't know whether should I be happy because I'm getting married to the person I love or sad because this is not what I've planned. I know I should get married one day or the other but I'm afraid what if the things go wrong?

I always had a crush on Avi, with the years passing by my feelings for him grew strong. Whenever we met, I always felt a strong pull towards him. I couldn't help but fall in love with him deeply. But I didn't have enough courage to tell him the same. So I've just buried my feelings for him deep down in my heart.

Nothing is same with the years passing by, I have lost myself some where in clutches of the past. I've been shutting myself away from everyone, including

my family, all these years. If it

was back then, I could have just

jumped in joy with this alliance but now all I feel is emptiness. Letting him in my world which is nothing but empty and dark seems to be impossible for me.

He knows that I'm not ready for this big step, but then he doesn't want to let me go. I remember what hesaid the last time when we met "I know my bunny is not ready for the marriage but then do you think I will sit and see when someone comes and asks your hand and takes you away from me? That's not possible bunny. So just prepare yourself for this marriage". I don't want him to enter this darkness. He deserves much better than me but he won't listen to me, such a stubborn man he is.

Am I ready for this big step? Will I be able to give him the happiness he deserves? Oh God! Why is it so complicating?

I looked through the window of my room, towards the horizon, it's getting dusk. The sun is casting the long shadows and splashing vibrant colours across the sky. It's looking breathtaking with the mix of orange and red hues. I always believe sunsets have healing power, they make us believe that endings can sometimes be beautiful too.

I looked down in the garden, there is a hustle-bustle going on there as the engagement is going to take place there.

May be destiny has planned something beautiful for me.

Keep smiling and take care ❤