I couldn't really stay awake anymore. Stupid depression. I was falling asleep more often and my voices and flash backs kept getting worse. I need my Katsuki. I wondered so many times since Bakugo left if I would ever see him again. If I would ever even get to get his phone number at least.

Fuck. I'm tired agian and it hasn't even time to go to the damn gym yet. I walked from the dayroom to my shared room. Even though Midorya was there it still felt kind of lonely without Bakugo.

"FUCKING DAMN IT!!"

"I-I'm sorry."

"Do you think that fixes all of this shit it was your fault to begin with."

"N-no but I'm really sorry."

"See the little brat is crying agian and you still wanna keep him. YOU'RE BETTER OFF DEAD KID."

"I'M NOT GOING TO JAIL BECAUSE OF YOU SO KEEP YOUR MOUTH SHUT. "

"I SAID STOP CRYING!!!"

I touched my face. It was wet. I had been crying in my sleep again. Shit. Katsuki I wish you were here.

"Hey," I looked up it was Midnight," good you're up come on everybody is already lined up it's time for lunch."

I slowly walked out of the room. I tried drying my tears. It was still obvious I had been crying. My eyes were puffy, I could feel it. My eyes were probably red too.

When I got to the line, Midoryia was next to me, "Are you alright?"

I raised a brow, "Yeah, I'm fine. Just . . ." I paused trying to come up with a word,"Overwhelmed."

"Oh," Midoryia says quietly.

"Hey I know I'm not Katsuki,"said the green haired boy," but I hope you know that you can trust me and talk if you need to."

I nodded in response. He smiled at me as the line began to move. We stepped out through the doors and the hallways. Down to the cafeteria.

Lunch. This is a good thing I can see Bakugo for a brief moment. I'm happy. I try and smile knowing I'll see him. Even if it would be brief or a simple hello. It would make me so happy to see him.

"Oh look it's unit six,"said a blonde.

She had two buns on the side of her head. Unit 8. I looked to see if Katsuki was anywhere but he wasn't.

"Hey blondie," I said," where's the transfer from our unit?"

"Oh him,"she giggled," he stayed in the unit for having a temper tantrum you know. He left a dent in the wall from punching it so much. Probably has bloody knuckles."

I was on the verge of tears again. I couldn't believe it. The idot I wanted to see wasn't here.

"Shut up," I mumbled.

" I SAID SHUT UP!"

I felt a hand on my shoulder. I grabbed the hand and shoved the person who had done that. I looked to see my other roommate on the floor now. Shit I'm hurting people again. NO NO NO NO!

I walked up to him but stopped myself. He looked somewhat scared of me. I could feel tears forming at my eyes.

"Hitoshi,"he said looking up at me,"are, are you ok?"

I let the tears run down my face. He was asking if I was ok.

"ARE YOU OK?"

"Yeah," he said I probably just have a bruise is all. I'll be fine," he said smiling.

"Hitoshi."

I looked back to see where the voice was coming from. It was Aizawa. He looked concerned.

"Want to go back up to the unit and talk for a bit?"

I nodded my head. He walked with me out of the cafeteria. We walked slowly in the hallway. I was trying to catch my breathe.

"So Hitoshi,"said Aizawa,"you're not doing too good, wanna talk it out now or later?"

"Later," I said in a quivering voice.

"Ok."

Shoto had helped me get up. Lunch today didn't look that appetizing. It was really buttery rice, some steamed vegetables and what looked like roast beef.

I sat down at a table with Shoto, Uraraka and Iida. They all sat down and looked down at their food. Deku cringed at the sight of the rice.

Momo and Jiro came to sit at our tabel. Jiro and Momo sat next to Iida.

"Ugh," groaned Jiro I hate it whenever he cooks. It's always flavorless and bland."

"Agreed," said Uraraka.

"Izuku are you all right?"

I looked up to see Iida looking at me. Did I looked that bad for him to be asking that?

"Yeah, why?"

"Oh it's that you seem to be staring off into space. Are you still worried about Hitoshi," he asked.

"He'll be fine," said Shoto.

"Sho we don't know that," said Momo.

"None of us here are fine," he responded.

Everyone looked down. I looked at Shoto. I wonder what has him like this. Is he upset about something? Did he see his dad? He looked like he was kind of upset. Was he upset about what happened?

I looked down at my food. I poked the rice with my spoon. It sank into the rice. I played with my vegetables a bit and then ate one.

"Hey Sho do you need to talk too," asked Uraraka.

He nodded in response. He looked at me and hugged me. I felt something wet and warm on my shoulder. Tears. They were tears. Shoto was crying. I hugged him back. He hugged me back tighter.

He let go. His eyes looked a bit red. Everyone looked at us. In shock I guess.

"Sho has never done that before you know," said Jirou.

"Really," I looked at him," you've never hugged anybody before or cried in front of somebody?"

"I guess both," he said.

Tears started forming in my eyes. They were happy tears though. I'm happy he felt enough trust with me to do that.

"Oh no," Shoto said," I'm sorry Izuku. Is this my fault," his voice was full of panic and it was shaky.

I wiped away a tear," Don't worry these are happy tears. It's ok."

He smiled at me. The rest of lunch went well. On the way back to the unit Shoto held my hand. He smiled on the way there.

I was happy but still worried about Hitoshi. We were back on the unit. Shoto walked with me to the dayroom. I smiled at him and he smiled back. He let go of my hand and sat down to watch tv.

I sat next to him. I was getting tired. I walked to my room but stopped before opening the door. Hitoshi I hope your ok.

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