DEKU'S P.O.V

I stare a the white door not sure if i should open it. I just hope that Hitoshi's ok. I hope he still doesn't feel to bad about what happened earlier. I take a deep breath and walk into the room.

I look at the beds first. No sign of him. He's not in the bathroom either the lights would have been on. He's sitting at the window staring at the view. The view isn't really much. It's just the parking lot of a beer company.

"Hitoshi?"

He turns around with darker circles under his eyes and tears streaming down his face. He looked down and wiped the tears from his face. His eyes were red and puffy.

"H-hey,"he said in a wavry voice,"Listen, I'm sorry about what happened earlier its just that I-I..."

"It ok, really it's ok," I said with a smile.

"Still," he said," I'm sorry. I'm so fucking sorry I didn't mean to push you or hurt you I just. UGH I MISS KATSUKI. I WANT TO SEE HIS STUPID FACE AND BE ABLE TO HUG HIM AND HEAR HIS FUCKING VOICE AGAIN! I MISS MY ANGRY POMERANIAN DUCK. I FUCKING MISS HIM!"

Tears start to form in his eyes again. I went up to him and hugged him. He tightly clung to me. My shirt was getting wet from the tears and could now feel it on my skin.

"It's alright just let it all out,"I said hugging him.

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Jirou pov

I look at the ceiling as I lay on my bed. Hitoshi's accident in the cafeteria wasnt something new but surprising.

Shut up.

SHUT UP.

I immediately sat up and claw at my head. My roommate was gone and got up to leave the room. I went to the staff member. I just need a shower to calm my mind my down. Just breathe.

I open my door and look for anybody in the hall. I walk down and see Aizawa.

"Aizawa?"

"Hmm," he looks up and sees me, "Yes, Jirou?"

"Can I have my hygiene bucket and a towel. . . I'll like to take a shower," I said quietly.

"Sure, I'll be back in just a sec," he says with a warm tone.

I wait for Aizawa and I look through the window that held the rest of the unit. Todoroki was . . . doing something. Kaminari was talking with Kirishima and was laughing while coloring.

When coming here Kaminari was the first one I meet here. Kaminari was technically here before me when I came.

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Damn it, I'm stuck here.

I . . . Just want . . . What do I want?

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Since that day, he's been my best friend. I look at the other side of the table to see Momo. She's pretty. I smile and that's when she decides to look up and smile back.

My face goes full red and I also most fall back and them Aizawa pops back up, "Heres your bucket and towel."

"Uuuuh, yeah bucket, towel. Things you need to shower. In my room. Yeah, uuuh bye."

I turned back and leave quickly to my room. When I closed my door, I threw my back on the door and breathe.

"Im such an idiot. Ugh. Maybe she thinks I'm werid," I groan and walk to the shower.

I groan at the stupid voices, just shut up for a couple minutes. At least the end of my shower. Please.

I slowly moved to the bathroom and thank God the voices shut up. I went the bathroom and closed the fake door. Kinda like me. I turned on the shitty shower on and started to my thing while the shower warmed up.

I slowly got in the shower relaxing as the warm water hit my chest and down to my back. I need a break. . . Mainly from the hospital itself. . . But . . . I dont want to go back . . . Not in the system. . .

The stinging in my eyes told me I was crying so I shove my face in the water to stop crying. I dont want to go back.

I wish I could disappear into the water. Just for once and sleep and . . . Forget the fucking system. Just please.

I slowly sank to the floor and hugged myself. Just letting the water flow.

I watched Jirou kinda freak out and hurry out, which is werid. I mean there's times whens shes confident and really shy. I wonder what's up.

A laugh broke me from my thoughts.

"You are so stupid," Kaminari said laughing while poking at Kirishima's side.

"Well arent you two cute today," I smile.

Like come on they are adorable. Both look at me and immediately turn pink. I laugh. Shipped.

"Wel- well you and Jirou would make a great couple. How bout that," Kaminari retorts.

Now it's my turn to be pink.

"Oh come on. Shes practically way more adorable than me and she gets so flustered really easy. Ugh," I say.

"Uh oh, someone's gay just turned on."

"I can say the same for you," I said.

I laughed and was gonna go check on Jirou