I go upstairs and grab my suitcases from my closet.

Tears.

Tears are actually comming out of my eyes.

No this is not okay. I was just using him. But deep down i actually thought he liked me.

But i gave him a choice, and he chose. So i have to follow up on my side.

Once i finish packing i call Emily.

"Hello?"

"Hey Em, can you came pick me up?" I ask.

"Of course." She says and with that she hangs up.

I put on my jacket and roches.

I grab my luggages and head for the door.

But I stop, i see Sin.

"What are you doing?" He asks.

I say nothing. I just attempt to go around him.

Key word attempt. He block me.

"Where are you going?" He asks. He grabs onto my waist.

I dont look up at him.

"Let go of me Sinclaire" i say loud enough for him to hear.

"What? No. Baby dont call me that" he begs. He takes my suitcases and throws them to the side. He grabs me and picks me up.

He shuts my door and locks it.

"Sinclaire stop" i whisper. Im to broken to move.

"Stop please" he begs. He walks over to my bed. He pulls off his shirt. Then he lays me down and comes on top of me.

"Dont leave" he whispers.

Im starting to get mad

"Get off of me Sincl-" i try to say but he cuts me off with his lips.

His soft lips against mine. It makes my stomach turn. Makes my body tingle. Its like this little force thats wanting me to kiss back. But he chose HER.

He pulls away. "Kiss me back Kota."

"Thats not my name" i say looking him dead in his eyes.

He gets this pained expression on his face.

He leans back down and starts kissing all over my neck. He starts to unzip my jacket. Trailing kisses. I keep my moans in.

My jacket soon comes off and he kisses on my stomach.

He comes back up and looks at me.

He leans down and kisses me on my lips. I couldnt help it anymore.

I kiss him back.

Once he realizes im kissing back, he kisses harder. I feel my shorts come off. Then my underwear.

I feel his tonge. I open my mouth.

I hear the sound of plastic.

But im to busy foucising on his lips to realize its a condom.

Without warning his thrusts into me.

"SIN!" I scream out.

"God yes" he groans in my neck.

He sits up and little and goes faster.

His thick member touching every inch of my walls.

"God damn" i scream. I never in my life thought this was this good.

He leans back down and captures my lips in his.

"Come on baby girl. Cum for me" he whispers looking dead in my eyes.

He starts going faster and harder.

"Ok, so close" i whimper.

"On three?" He says. All i could do is nod.

"One" he says going a little faster.

He sits back up and goes deeper.

"Twwooo" i moan out.

"Threee" and i let loose. I scream out his name. I feel him fill the condom up inside of me.

He groan out yelling out curse words.

He leans back down.

"You, baby girl, i love you"

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