I walked out to the living room dragging my suitcase with me, we had to finish packing and catch out flight to head home. Yesterday we had an amazing day at the pool.

Vance and Andy swam with us, we had so much fun, we all crashed hard last night. I truly was so grateful for them all.

Lycus walked out of the bedroom, with tears in his eyes. I furrowed my eyebrows as he walked over to me wrapping his arms around me.

"What's wrong?" I spoke softly as I rubbed his back.

"I just- what if they take you?" He murmured.

"They won't!" Vance hadn't been himself all morning, with the stress of traveling and the visit tomorrow, he definitely isn't himself...

Lycus buried his head into my chest as I hugged him tightly.

"It'll be okay." I reassured him. I hated lying to him, but I didn't believe that. Could Vance keep me?

I had no clue what was gonna happen tomorrow.

None of us did.

It was nice to be home, I don't know if I ever thought I'd consider this home, but this place is my safe space, where I found love, and happiness...

If you told me months ago, when I first got here; I would be throwing a fit about leaving here I would've laughed in your face.

Now I'd do anything to stay...

I walked out of the office after talking with Vance, we talked a little bit of everything.

He explained the paperwork he was doing for tomorrow, we even talked about Andy, I didn't want to say I was gonna be sad he was leaving, I will be heart broken if stuff goes wrong tomorrow and I leave all of them.

The thought of what will happen to me if Vance doesn't win is terrifying.

He basically explained my aunt will lose complete control of me, and then cps has complete rights with me and can choose what institution I go too next.

I didn't want to be put in some fucking mental hospital. I told Vance if he wins I promise I won't put up a fight for therapy or mental health class bullshit, whatever he chooses, because I at least trust him.

Compared to some child protective services that could barely give a shit about the child.

Andy was packing up his stuff to leave, which gave me an idea. I strolled into his room, one of the spares and gently knocked on the door.

"One more thing before you go!"

He raised his eyebrows.

I stood on my toes and placed a soft kiss against his cheek.

He smirked, "darling, you can do much better than that."

Vance butted in. "I told you Kalon, he wouldn't care." He chuckles before turning on his heels leaving the room, and shutting the door behind him.

"Do better, little prince." My cheeks flushed a bright red. I turned away anxiously.

He grabbed my chin forcing me to look up at him.

"I said...do better." I squeaked at his sudden firmness, and gently placed a kiss on his lips.

He tasted sweet, extremely sweet, I loved it, I couldn't pull away.

He licked my bottom lip asking for my permission. Which I gladly gave him access, I gripped his biceps holding him close.

"D-don't go...not quite yet." He smirked, before gently kissing my lips.

"Alright fine, but you're not allowed to tell the other boys if destroy you harder then them."

"I- wait, I didn't mean- f-fuck."

Vance told me Andy always had one night stands, Andy never did commitment.

Vance also told me to understand I didn't have a chance with him, even in a poly relationship Andy didn't do relationships.

"What's wrong little one?" Andy spoke softly snapping my attention back to him.

"Oh uhm, nothing" I smiled softly.

"Hm..." he hummed.

"I-I just wanted to kiss you good bye..." I smiled innocently.

"Uh huh." He smirked as he kissed my lips roughly, holding my jaw in place.

He placed light butterfly kisses down my neck and gently nipped my collar bone.

"Do you think the others will care?"

"Kalon, I've had my fair share with most of them." He smirked.

I furrowed my eyebrows, but I shook it off.

I couldn't help but think about how attractive he was, just like his brother, the ink going down his arms, his black hair completely slicked back.

Each time he kissed me I could feel his cold lip ring against my lips, which sent shivers down my spine.

He glanced to the bed and back at me. I nodded shyly, as he threw me on my back.

He crawled over me, helping me lift my shirt over my head, he gently kissed my torso, making my blood rush to my dick feeling his soft touches.

He chuckled slightly.

"You look so pretty Kalon." His voice was so soft and in a hushed whispered tone. I moaned out softly, and bit my lip.

He hooked his fingers on my waist band and slipped my pants off.

"I-I can't be the only one without clothes." I pouted.

He chuckled slight before stripped down turned back to me.

"Hold on." He mumbled before going to his bag, he returned with a small bottle and a condom.

"You don't have to- if you don't want too."

He sighed and shook his head with a smile.

"Darling, do you want me too?"

I nodded quickly.

"Look, you have all the other boys, so I'm gonna fuck you, because I know you want too, and I like having sex, but it's gonna be a one time thing, and I mean that with no hard feelings, I just don't do more than one time things. But I'm still gonna come over and hang out with you guys." He smiled softly.

"But I care about you emotionally, I need you to understand that, I want everything to go perfectly tomorrow, because I don't wanna see you go. But If you want me to fuck you, you need to understand it won't happen again."

His words made think for a minute, having to process it all.

It made me a little sad, but I knew I had the boys, so it would be okay.

But he still care about me...just not sexually...

"I-I still want you too, I understand." I watched his emerald green eyes, he shared with his brother, they were so captivating.

He dropped down to my waistline and placed a kiss.

"Good." He mumbled before kissing my waist line again.

Andy was much more gentle and slow compared to Vance.

Andy took his time and didn't rush things, he worshiped my body, he left a few hickeys on my collar bone and torso, and I loved every second of.

'Hmm' he hummed.

I tilted my head questioning him.

"What?" A shy smile appeared on my face.

"What's your most comfortable position?" My face blushed, I had never been asked that. The other boys threw me in a position and fucked me.

"T-they all just force me into one and you know, destroy me...."

"Well do you want me to be rough?"

I didn't see Andy as rough, he was being so gentle, but maybe too gentle. Wanting to see his roughness, but also telling him what I want and how, would be fun.

He huffed as I took too long to respond.

A playful smirk appeared on his face.

Suddenly I felt the urge to be slightly nervous. He grabbed my thighs roughly, as he threw my heels over his shoulder.

"Oh fuck..." I whispered, making him chuckle.

He lined himself up with me, and leaned over me, as he thrusted into me painfully fast.

"W-wait, stop that's too much, you're so big, holy fuck." He instantly stopped when I asked, he froze deep inside me with a smirk on his face.

"Take all the time you need darling, I'm just gonna admire your cute face." Quickly covering my face with my hands, he grabbed my wrist and pinned them down so I couldn't.

My cheeks burned red.

"Good?" He asked.

I bit my lip and nodded. As he quickly picked up the paced holding my wrist as he slammed his hips into me.

The sound of our skin slapping echoed through the house.

Loud moans were escaping my lips without my control, my eyes were rolling back, as pleasure was rushing through my body in waves.

Calling Andy gentle was an understatement, a huge fucking understatement.

My moans began to come out as choked sounds, the pleasure was so much, he began rolling his hips, yet each thrust was still rough, making sure he hit deep inside me. Every. Time.

"Y-you're so b-b-big, oh my god, oh my god. Fuck fuck~" I moaned out as tears began to form in my eyes, overwhelming pleasure has taken over my body, and I loved every second of it.

He gripped my throat with one and the other still held my wrist.

"Are you gonna cry? Is it too much?"

I rapidly shook my head.

"Don't stop! Do not stop, please Andy don't stop~"

I moaned out as I picked up the pace. My dick was throbbing, as he slammed into me, my moans were loud and I was positive the whole house knew how hard he was railing me.

"Are you gonna come for me, Kalon?" He whispered in my ear sending shivers down my spine, as he placed kisses on my jaw line.

"Fuck yes, can I cum? May I cum Andy?" I quickly spat out as my eyes screwed shut.

"Cum for me."

Pleasure hit me like a bullet as tears fell down my cheeks, I was a moaning mess as my eyes rolled back. I came hands-free, panting rapidly.

It took me multiple minutes to catch my breath.

"Y-you can leave you don't have to worry about me."

"Kalon, I'm not that much of an asshole." He shook his head as he cleaned me up, and gave me his hoodie and kissed the top of my forehead before he wrapped his arms around me and pulled me against his bare chest.

"I didn't take you for much of a screamer." He spoke softly, making me blush.

I huffed.

"I didn't take you to be rough, guess we were both surprised." He laughed at my response, his beautiful laugh was the last thing I remembered.