The entire night I could hardly sleep even after we moved to the bedroom. The realization I had come to yesterday didn't allow me the rest I needed after the world shattering orgasm I had. At 5Am I decided I would sneak out of bed and go for a run. It wouldn't be easy getting out of bed without waking at least one of them. Kai slept in the middle with both of us wrapped around his front on each side.

Before moving I look over at them and a sad smile creeps on to my face. When we slept like this Nari usually held my hand till she fell asleep. Then when she drifted off first like always I would hold hers till I drifted off. I love that some how no matter what the three of us we're always connected. Knowing I have to leave this behind is heartbreaking.

Slowly and quietly I creep out of bed and into the walk in closet. When I switch on the light it was like walking into a world of what my life could be. All of our clothes lay around the closet hung up in their own sections , all of the sex toys that we have some how collected over the months lay on the closet island, and a pile of our mixed dirty clothes in the hamper on the floor. In another life we would have a beautiful life together the three of us.

I try to push the thought of what it would be like to wake up to Kai and Nari every morning away. My emotions were starting to take over and I couldn't risk crying in the closet for one of them to hear. So I snatch on my running shorts, my sports bra, and my sneakers. Pulling my locs into a low ponytail I make my way out the room. I grab my phone, smartwatch, and headphones out of the living room and head out.

As soon as my feet hit the pavement I take off. It felt like my mind was running along with me. All the reasons I love them flashing like a movie in my mind. Like how Kai doesn't think I know he pops into my practices just to check on me. Or how tight Nari holds me when she kisses me like she's scared I'll run off. Or how everything she studies she makes Kai and I a copy because she just as invested in our future as she is in hers. Or how we can cuddle and laugh for hours after sex all three of us. I some how fell in love. I fuckin love them so much and it wasn't supposed to happen. A tear slips down my face and I leave it as I continue my run.

Halfway thorough my run I realized that I can't keep doing this. It was supposed to be just sex. I'm already hurting and I don't want them to hurt like this. I know deep down that nothing, not even love will keep me in that town. I need to end it before we go back to school and I still had 4 days left here with them. I needed to make the best of it. I need to enjoy these last 4 days because after I end it with the two people I love they will hate me. So I need them to at least want me like they did this whole time for the rest of this trip. I know it's selfish but I just need it.

When I get back to the house 2 hours later the house is still quiet. I want nothing but to climb back into bed with them but I shouldn't right now. Instead of going back to the master room I decide to head to the guest room closest to it. As I enter the room I slip out of my clothes and leave it in a trail behind me as I head toward the bathroom.

As soon as I enter the shower I stand under the waterfall shower head. It's my favorite feature of all the bath rooms along with detachable shower head on the wall. The water running over my face and body relaxes me a little as I take slow deep breaths. I never thought I would be feeling these things for two people. I felt sick that I couldn't keep this feeling forever. I could never ask them to come with me. Who would look after Kai's parents.

After showering I wrap one of the fluffy white towels around me to make my way back to the master room. But before I could get to the door I could hear her moans. Nari's sexy moans always made my core tighten. I love those fuckin moans. I stand and listen for a while before I walk in.

I drop my towel when I enter the room. The view I'm welcomed with makes my mouth water and my pussy ache. They are both so into it they don't even see me enter the room, slip in and out of the closet, and sit on the black leather loveseat across from the bed.

Kai is on his back and Nari is riding his dick hard. Her juices drip down to his balls as she slams herself down. I can't help but switch the bullet on and stuff it in my soaked hole. I lay back and and spread my legs letting the vibration soothe my ache as I watch them.

Being able to watch them together is the second best thing next to being with them. From the begin I could see the love in how they touched each other. Every kiss, rub, orgasm tailored to how they've learned each other's body. Over the months they've both learned my body too. I've never had orgasms like the ones they give me.

Nari whispers something to Kai before getting up and turning around to ride him reverse cowgirl. We lock eyes as she sits back on him and I'm forced to rub my clit. My body needs more, it needs this release and the view of watching my lovers in pleasure is pushing me to a new high.

As Nari pounds Kai's thick cock inside of her she moans but doesn't break our eye contact and I can't seem to look away either. I rub my swollen clit faster my juices now dripping on to the couch as it drips out of me.

When Nari cums she looks me deep in the eyes like she's trying to pull my secrets out of me. I fuckin love you both I wish I could scream. Even though I shouldn't I kind of hope it's what my eyes are screaming back. I can't take it and I come apart too as a tear drops from my eye. My body convulsing over and over from the vibration prolonging my orgasm.

"Fuckkkkk"Kai groans as her releases inside her. I wipe the tear away before either of them could notice. I definitely didn't want to have that conversation yet.

Kai hops off the bed with a smile on his face as he heads to the bath room. "Get your sexy asses dressed. I'm taking you girls out on the boat today. I want to spend the day with you girls before I have to run home tonight to help my dad but I'll be back in the morning." He says before the shower starts.

My heart sinks a little at his sweetness but I do my best to put on a smile. I need these 4 days.