LIAM

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"Boom in yo face!" Violet yelled as she got a strike.

Yeah we're bowling. Did i want to come?no. Did i come?yes. Only because violet wanted to. She vaults she loves bowling but has never been. But she really likes it. Alex,Colton, and jules are here. Braydon couldn't make it ( he definitely is fucking his new boyfriend right now.)

They're not officially dating, but they definitely will be soon.

"Liam your turn!!" She said as she ate one of her cheese fries.

"Nope"

"Liam yes"

"No violet."

"For me?" She pouted with her sad puppy dog face. She always does this sad little puppy dog face where she pouts her lip, and bats her eyelashes. A look she knows i can't say no to.

"Fine" i said getting up.

"Liam you got a strike first try!" She said jumping up from her seat and clapping.

"He's actually good at bowling, he's just too shy violet." Alex chuckled.

"Can we request songs here?" Violet asked.

"Yep" Jules replied back.

"Liam! Since you're my sugar daddy please go and request me a song?"

"Depends on which song"

I know damn well I'd do it even if i hated the song.

"Hmmm do party in the USA by Miley!"

Never heard of it but okay" i said standing up.

"You've never heard of-"

"Shh. I'll be back reina" i said as i kissed her forehead and walked over to the song requests.

Just as i turned the corner i stopped.

What.

The.

Fuck.

Panic.

I cant breathe.

It's hard to breathe.

Why cant i breathe?

It just got really got in here.

Is it hot in here?

Panic.

Panic.

Panic.

"Liam?" A far too well familiar female voice said.

"Skylar?" I somehow muttered back.

"Liam.... What are you doing here?"

I cant breathe again.

I tried to talk but i can't.

How is she here?

My ex skyler. The girl who no where dares to talk about around me.

The reason i lashed out on violet.

Oh god- violet-

"Liam what's taking so-"

"How do you know liam?" Skylar said to violet sounding disgusted.

"He's my Bff. How do you know him?" She replied back, not realizing this was a serious situation.

"I- liam who is she?" Skylar replied.

"She's my friend"

"Im his girlfriend"

Shit.

"What?"

I turned around to look at violet. She stopped. And just stared at skylar.

"Violet-"

"No liam it's fine! Just go talk to your other friend who obviously means more to you! Have fun! I'll be over with our friends if you need me!" She said sarcastically.

"Violet no-"

"It's fine! Have fun with Skylar." She said as she walked away.

"Ouch." Skylar scoffed.

"Why are you here Skylar?"

"I'm here with a friend-"

"Her fiancé" a tall man with blonde messy hair said pulling a arm around Skylar.

Fiancé?

"Fiancé?"

"Uh- no- well yeah i guess so"

"Yep. Me and her." The guy said smiling.

"Sky, what the hell?"

"Whoa- sky? Jeez Skylar you won't even let me call you that." He scoffed.

"We're old friends jax, i went to uh- high school...? With him...?" She lied.

"Oh right, whats his name?"

"I'm Liam."

"The famous Liam? Oh god dude you're lying"

"Shut up!- now go back, I'll be there in a sec."

"Be quick, i want you to watch me win baby" he said as he kissed the side of her head and walked away glaring at me.

"Liam what the hell? Who is she?" She said as if 'she' was poison Ivey she just spit out.

"A friend."

"She said girlfriend."

"Yeah and who's he?"

"Don't worry about it- Liam-"

"Don't worry about your fiancé? No sky, just leave me alone"

"Liam can we talk? Please- i swear i can explain all of it-"

"What? explain how you slept with my best friend? In my own house. On my bed?" I scoffed back.

"It's not how it seems-"

"I don't give a fuck what it seems like. It's what it was. Do you even know how bad that broke me?- it absolutely ruined me."

"Liam-"

"Liam what the- you?" Alex said from behind me.

He also knew Skylar. He was the one who let me crash at his place the night it happened.

"Alex? You guys are still friends?"

"Yeah not everyone is a backstabbing bitch like you-"

"Shut the fuck up."

"Dude, you can't be defending her" Alex said sounding angry.

"I'm not- and where's violet?"

Oh god.

My poor violet.

"Now you care? Dude solve your shit. We're gonna go home. Don't bother coming with us" he said as he walked away.

No

No

No

This can't be happening.

Where's violet?

"Violet?" I barely whispered out.

"Who the hell is violet?" Skylar scoffed.

"None of your goddamn business."

"Well it seems to be my business when you can't even call her your girlfriend since I'm in front of you." She scoffed.

"Skylar shut the hell up- you don't get a opinion. You don't get to run into me. You don't get to talk or even think about me or violet. I was doing just fine- and you had to mess it up- again. So get the hell out of my life and leave me the fuck alone. You already messed my life up enough" i said and then stormed off into the bathroom.

And i threw up. I barely made it to the toilet.

I feel sick to my stomach.

I never thought I'd see her again.

She absolutely destroyed me.

That's why it's so hard to date violet.

Because of Skylar.

She slept with my fucking bestfriend a day after i proposed to her. And she said yes.

And my bestfriend is the one who helped me plan it for gods sake.

I washed my face and hands and looked in the mirror.

I don't even like my refection anymore.

I see me. Myself.

I'm so weak.

I'm broken.

I don't deserve violet.

She's too good for Me.

I hate myself.

I fucking hate myself.

Everyone thinks i like doing this kind of shit- hurting violet.

I don't.

It breaks me. Every single fucking time.

Where's violet?

I need violet. I need her soft arms around me telling me it's okay and that she's there for me.

Where's my sweet violet?

The one i hurt again.

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