life is really unpredictable , you never know what tomorrow will bring . one thing is for sure life is not easy their will be hurdles but if you hope for good you will get the solution for those problem.

your destiny is written for you already but you can achieve it if you have will and most importantly someone who support you .

i still don ,t believe how i come to this point .the person who did so bad in his life yet Allah showed me the way . only if i had known in the begining what was the right path.

one thing i understood from my life is good parenting is really important . because they are the one who shows their child what is right and what is wrong .

i am doing my best to be a good parent now . i know forgetting those things that i did is really difficult but larib is always there to support me to make me understand to move on .

its not easy to move on , still after four years away from this i am still under the protection of my men because leaving these thing behind is really difficult .leo has aloted guards for me and justin saftey and they are always gurading us and our family .

justin also got married and he also live in Dubai , he is also under our man protection. susan had a baby few months ago .we were really happy .

for them.

my family is also doing good , larib is doing all the time her mother duty and she is also running her clinic near our home.

zoobia is now 4 year old she had been admitted to school now. she is one of a naugthy girl and might i say brave like her mother.

"zayn are you deaf i am calling you from past hour " my sweet wife was again angry .these pregnancy hormones of her.yes she is again preganant with our second child. we are really careful this time but the good news that doctor told us that everything is normal this time and larib body is more than ready to carry our child.

"ouch " i yelled .

"did you really hit me this hard ." i said holding my shoulder .

"yes i did. i am talking to you from an hour and you are here lost in thoughts"

"sorry jan ,what were you saying .?"

"nothing.i don,t want to say anything

.... be lost in your thoughts ." she got upset and moved away from the bed .

"oh come on janiman why are you so angry my big baby or should i say fat baby ." i said and and brought her closer to me by her waist .

"shut up you are fat not me ."

"ok ok , how is my baby ."

"which one are you talking about ."

i smiled on her answer.

"so you accept you are a baby ." she hurt me again on my chest.

"zayn ." she whined

"oh ok sorry i am talking about my small baby who is here." i put my hand on her tummy .

"the baby is more than fine but his mother is not because your baby is constanlty kicking me from the morning i am so tired i can,t sleep , i can,t sit .".

"oh baby what i am listening are you irritating your mother its bad baby you have to take care of her and beside if you will tired her this much so when will i have my time with her.

"zayn don,t even think about it i am hell tired leave me i.just made our daugther sleep now.i need to. rest because tomorrow she had to go to school"

she try to move away

"oh comeon jan you never have time for me now lets give this night to us please." i tugged her more closer.

"no way, may be tomorrow but not today.please i am tired na ."

"fine you also do this with me its been week now you are saying same thing .".

i moved away and pretended to be upset .

"zayn please don,t be upset.na you know i can,t sleep when you are upset ."

"oh really. ... you don,t care i know that."

"zayn "

i didn,t listenend to her and slept on my side and switched off the light.

after a while i felt the bed dip and she turned me around to.her.

"tomorrow you will make the breakfast because i will be tired and this will be your punishment for blackmailing me dear hubby ." she said and kissed me

"really if you will be mine i will take this punishment every time." i smirk to her

"you are idiot hubby " she smiled to me .

"ouch " she screamed beneath me..

"what happened are you alright " .

"yes your child doen,t want us to be close i think its a boy he just kicked me." she smiled.

"my son control your legs don,t come between me and your mother its very bad ".i scolded him.

as i moved closer to her with my hand still on her tummy this dude again kicked her.

"ouch ." she yelled.

"zayn move now i can,t tolerate this kickes move away so he can sleep and stop kicking me

"

"ufff we gonna have problem little dude i am letting her go today but not tomorrow .

i kissed her one last time.and slept with her being in my arms .

we just slept when the door of our room opened and i looked up , i know who it was .

"daddy i wanna sleep with you and mommy".

"oh mari jan come here ".

i took her in my arms and laid her between us .she quickly moved from me and put her head on her mother arm and hugged her . as a motherly instinct larib wrapped her arms around her and also hugged her to her self and she kissed her on her forhead in her sleep.

this was the sight to watch my both girls beside me .i love them alot.

morning is a really hactic hour.

"zayn come down quickly for breakfast and you have to drop zoobia she is gerting late so are you."

i heared her voice from.downstairs.

i got hold of my files and glasses and went down.

the driver took my files and bag to the car.

"baby eat your breakfast comeon be good baby. "

"open your mouth come on "

i sometime really get jealous of my children because larib attention is just on them and not me .today i got ready so nicley she didn,t commented as she does .nor did she even look.

"shabash my jan now you are ready for school.".

"dolly you go to the car i am coming ok .".

"ok...daddy" she said in her baby voice and went out .

"what happened did you forget something .". larib asked me.

"no jan you forgot something ."

" what did i forget ?".

"this " and i kissed her .she also return the favour we both miss this.

"dady its getting late ." came the voice of my daughter and larib quickly freed her self from me.

she smiled on my annoyed look.

"go jan your daughter is waiting " she pecked my lips and pushed me towards the door.

"we will continue it tonight .. bye " i winked at her .

i am 9 months preganant my due date is very near so i have closed my clinic for a while.

life is really going nice well their are alot of work but as someone said life is not a bad of roses. my daughter is growing so quickly she is 4 years old now . she recently started her schools and she is one intelliegent girl .

she is the light of my and zayn life .it is really difficult to brought up children but me and zayn is doing our best to help each other.we want our kids to know about their religion and also love it by their heart . we are doing our best to make them better human.

zayn is really careful about that because what happened to him he doesn,t want that it happen to his kids so he is so alert in his daddys duty .

i am happy for him alot because i have seen the change in him .he said Xavier died and he was not wrong the king xavier really died , this guy this is zayn , a husband , a father , a grandson .

he regulary offer his prayer and recite quran beacuse my husband belief that childern are.very good observer and they learn whatever they see so to teach them good things we have to do it by ourself .

and i have no doubt in that i also belief in that.

i am still doing my wife and mother duty .

"aaaaaaaaaa " i screamed due to pain .and set on the bed.

"larib bhabi what happend ." amna ran up to me .

"aaa .. baby... is...coming ." i said and held my hand on my stomach .it is so hurting god.

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its been 3 hours we are in hospital. larib is in delivery room but i am dead scared what happened last time i don,t want it to happen again.

doctor came out .

"mr zayn your wife wants you to be inside with her so if you."

"yes i will ." i said quickly.

"ok then wear the gown then come inside ."

amna and her husband is here with me and the rest are in the house dadi and dada is at home and zoobia is with them .

i went inside .

she was lying on the bed so pale .as she looked at me she stretch her hands towards me.

i caught her hand in mine .

"its hurt zayn ." she said with tears falling from her eyes.

"shhh baby everything be fine just push ok .."

with the help of doctor after half hour our baby boy arrived to our life .my janiman was so exhausted.

doctor gave me my son and i held him in my arms .

"ma sha allah .. Allah shukar " i said and kissed my son.

"jan .. look at our love sign ." i moved him towards her and she held him and kissed him . i kissed her on her forhead and recited dua on her.

after few hours we moved home as it was normal delivery so she could leave for home.

"as we entered inside the house was full decorated with balloons .

every one welcome the new guy and zoobia was so happy to be a big sister.

today was my janiman birthday .but she did not know because she was so busy with kids .

me and everyone arranged a suprise party for her.my daughter was so good in keeping her busy by wanting something after every hour and not letting her comeout of the house .

we arranged the back lawn for her party .she had faced alot ,now i want to give her happiness even though from last few weeks we are going in financial crisis but she never said a thing and hoped for good and i know this problem will also be gone soon .

because i have sign a contract with a company, soon we would be in good conditon again and i know that.

everyone is here , justin ,susan , amna and every one with their kids . dadi and dada is also here, her family is also here.

i send maria and susan to get the kids ready by saying their husband are.taking them out .

everything is arranged in the back yard my kids are also here .now its time we bring there mother

i gave sufiyan my son to grandma .

"grandma please.hold him i need to bring her here."

"yes beta ofcourse ".

i went to our room she was sleeping

"god she is really tired ."

i have arranged our room for her .

i slowly went and took her dress out and placed it on the couch near the bed .and placed sticky note on it.

i went out and loudly knock on the door.

i know she quickly get disturb .

and my loud banging would have definitely woke her up .as i heared shuffling and faint voice of her calling me.

i went downstairs to tell everyone.

i was so tired because of kids , its really hard duty .susan and amna took kids out with their husband and they took sufiyan so i can rest for a while i fed him and also changed his diaper.

i just slept.

after sometime a loud knocking on the door woke me up.

as i opened my eyes first i was angry but after looking around the anger vanished away .

"zayn " i called him but their was no answer.

i went to open the door but no one was outside.

as i turn around their was a beautiful dress on the couch .

their was a sticker on it.

"wear it janiman and look beautiful for me i am waiting downstairs 😉😍

from your only jan ".

a smiled appeared on my face .

"you never forgot ,only were pretending " i smiled and took the dress.

the room looked really beautiful

i got ready.

a text came on my phone.

" don,t take this long janiman you are killing me 😥😟😟😘"

i smiled on his message something never change does it .he will also be naughty no matter what even if he become grandpa.

i started moving down their was a huge balloons in the hall. now i was feeling like i want to cry

.do someone really love someone this much.

their was a note on it.

"come to the lawn love."

i took the picture of the balloons and slowly went towards the back lawn .

"what have he planned."

but i never expected this would be his suprise , he knows me very well .

as i stood in the door of back lawn their was also swimming pool.

i saw blue balloons on the swimming pool.

( consider them.blue )

i was so lost in them . i could only see them due to the pool light everything else was black.

suddenly all lights of lawn lightup and.

"happy birthday larib." loud voices came .

everyone was here , our both families were here.and here stood my husband infront of them with our kids .

our son was in his arms while our daugther was standing beside him holding his finger and they all were dress in blue my favourite colour he never forgot did he.

this was a sight to watch .a smile came but with it tears also came in my eyes.

my babydoll came towrds me .

"mommy happy birthday "she gave me a rose and card i kissed her forhead and took the gifts.

"thank you jan" .

"mommy read it." she said holding the card.

as i opened it, i could not control my tears.

she had written it in her baby writting but i know with someone help the spelling were correct.

"thank u mommy for fighting for me and not letting me go .i know i hurted you alot by not waking up. so sorry for that, daddy told me how you were upset i love you alot mommy and i will never leave you again .

as you never let me go even i was almost dead .

you are my mommy only , i love you alot.".

"

dadddy wrote it for me but these were my words not daddy ok.".she said in baby voice.

"i know mari jan .mommy love you too you are the best gift of my god". i kissed her on her cheeks.

"don,t cry janiman today is of happiness not tears." zayn voice came.

i stood up to him he cleaned my tears from my face.

"i wanna see you smile only ." he said.

"happy birthday janiman , this if from your boys." he gave me bouquet of roses.

he kissed my forhead and led me towrds other.

i held my baby girl and he held our son.

i met everyone they wished me and gave me gifts

zayn had arranged such a beautiful dinner .