"How are you?" Suzy asked me in the car. I had no business speaking with her, thus putting the volume up for the radio. She groaned.

We parked up and I was the first to leave, not bothering to wait for her as we made our way into the restaurant. I got our table number, at and ordered without her.

She sat in front of me, looking pissed.

"Seriously? Let's talk."

"We are talking," I smirked and she rolled her eyes.

"Rosé, please? I just want to be friends with you. Let's talk about us, okay?" She grabbed my hands, caressing them.

I missed her. A lot.

But I have a girlfriend and I truly love her. I moved my hands away, clearing my throat.

"There is no us, Suzy. I have a girlfriend."

"Oh, come on. I know you're still into me." I kept silent. She smirked. "So you are?" I'd be lying if I said I wasn't. I may still like her a tad bit, but the rest of my heart belongs with Jisoo. "Then... How about we start again?" She grabbed my hands again.

I sighed, moving them away. "I'm not going to leave Jisoo. I'm not like you and I never will be. I truly love her."

"You're truly lying." I raised an eyebrow at her. "You don't love her at all. Your heart still belongs with me."

"I love her more than anything," I said with a firm tone. "I love her so much-" I was stopped by a pair of lips on mine.

Suzy's

I was shocked and tried to push away at first, but I realised I missed her lips. She wrapped her arms around my neck when she felt me responding.

I was intoxicated with her.

I only pushed her away when I got my senses back.

I have a girlfriend.

An amazing girlfriend.

I can't do this.

She looked at me confidently. I wiped my lips, rubbing them to get her feeling away. "Crap, crap, crap, crap, crap!" I ran my fingers through my hair, stopping in the middle and tugging on them. "I have a fucking girlfriend, Suzy! What's wrong with you!?"

I stood up. She did the same, slamming her hands on the table. We're causing a scene.

"Me!? You kissed me back! The fuck is wrong with you!? You.. You Cheater!" My eyes widened.

"I'm not a cheater."

She smirked, taking out her phone. "Why don't I tell Jisoo what happened and let her be the judge of it?"

My eyes widened even more.

"Don't you dare-" She clicked Jisoo's number and it started ringing.

She answered it.

"Hello?"

"Yah! Switch it off." I took the phone off of her, ending the call. I panicked. "Don't tell her. Please don't."

"Will you do anything?"

"Anything."

I was stuck doing her house chores. It wasn't as bad I was expecting but she added another rule. I had to do everything she says then and there.

It's going to be hell for me.

I've messed up so bad.

I can't tell Jisoo. I love her so much, I'll break her heart. She will leave me.

I finished mopping the floor when she was done with her bath. "You may leave."

I looked at her in hope. It was the middle of the night. I was tired and badly wanted to see Jisoo.

To apologise and tell her how much she means to me.

I quickly put the mop away, putting on my shoes and coat and dashing out the house. I had to walk since Suzy was the one who picked me up so I didn't have any travel to get home.

My money was spent at the dinner we never ate.

I arrived at the hotel, panting and sweaty. I'm cold and need something to eat.

I didn't want to head to my room first because I wanted to see Jisoo. I entered her room and all the lights were off so she was probably sleeping.

I entered the bedroom and she was cuddled up in the corner. I smiled, laying beside her and wrapping my arms around her.

"Are you awake?" I let out a sigh of relief when she didn't say anything, kissing her in different places. I laid my head on her back and drew small, lazy hearts on it.

"I'm so sorry. I'm so so so sorry. Forgive me, please." I hugged her tighter.

"You love me, right?" I asked. I felt her nudge a bit but she didn't move again. "Please forgive me. You know I only love you, right? Jisoo, I've messed up. Forgive me." I was going to cry.

I can't believe I kissed Suzy.

She was right, I had no one to blame but myself.

"I love you, baby." I held myself up on my elbows, moving some of her hair that was stuck in her face before kissing it. "I really do. I hope you forgive me." I sighed, getting up and leaving.

I do love her and I didn't mean to cheat. I missed Suzy and I shouldn't have done that. It's fucked up.

I may like both.

But I'll stay with Jisoo as long as she forgives my mistake.

I entered my own room, taking off my shoes, jacket and clothes before going to lay in the bed. I had no energy to change and slept in my undergarments.

I opened my eyes, turning to stare out the window.

I've fucked up. Big time. I cheated. I kissed Suzy back. I didn't mean to, I just missed her touch so much.

Is this wrong?

Shall I not tell Jisoo and just live as Suzy's slave.

Shall I tell her, hope Jisoo forgives me, and get rid of Susy from my life?

But what if she doesn't forgive me?

I've completely fucked up. And I have only myself to blame because of my mistakes. I just hope they'll be fixed and forgiven soon.