Jisoo grabbed my hand, dragging me down the hallway of YG. We were here because she said they offered us a good job and money.

I couldn't help but see how excited she was and chose to come without researching the company first.

We entered the office, she calmed down and bowed to the boss. I did the same and we were offered some seats. We sat down.

"Good morning, Ms. Kim and Ms. Park." We greeted him back. "As you can see, I want you in my company. You both have excellent talent and can make it out top stars. I have more to offer, it's your choice whether you want to see it or not."

I stared at Jisoo, she was thinking. Her serious face was on and I got lost in her eyes as she asked professional questions, I had no clue of the meaning of. Something about pay, taxes and shit like that.

Her hand was on my thigh, caressing it, not sexually, but comfortingly. I twiddled her fingers, playing with them as she continued her serious business-related talk.

I only looked up when the question, if we wanted to take the job, was asked.

"Yes. You have a deal, " Jisoo said, shaking his hand before he gave us some papers to sign. I didn't know what I was meant to be doing, I zoned out for most of that. I just followed where Jisoo signed, leaving my seal after.

We were excused, leaving hand in hand. We looked around the company, through the dance rooms and the break rooms. She really liked it, I couldn't help but notice her giddy smile now and then.

My eyes were focused on my phone though. Suzy has been texting me nonstop, threatening me with what we did, into buying her new bags and wealthy products she knows I can't afford.

I can't do this with her anymore. She's in Europe, nothing could go wrong if I blocker her.

Right?

I decided not to, the 'what if's' running through my mind.

I grabbed her hand tighter, causing her to stop whatever she was rambling about and shoot her head at me. "Are you okay? You're squeezing my hand pretty tight."

How could I have done that?

Cheat on such an amazing person?

My lips quivered and she furrowed her brows. "What's wrong? Do you not like the company? I can change it- Woah!" She almost tripped when I hugged her, burying my face into her neck.

I'm such a jerk.

I have everything right here, inside this tiny person. And I dared to even think about Suzy. I hugged her tighter, earning stares but I wanted her.

Not Suzy.

She patted my back, again asking, "What's wrong, baby? If you didn't like it, we can change it. No need to cry."

I shook my head. I have to tell her. I'm dying to get Suzy off my back. The amount of debt she's putting me into is unreal.

"What is it then?"

"Will you get mad?" I whispered. She pulled out of the hug, culling my face. She pecked my lips, shaking her head. "You'll get mad, promise you won't leave me though. I'll give you space from me, but I love you too much for me to leave you."

She furrowed her brows, "I love you so much too. I wouldn't leave you even if you killed my cat. I hate cats." She slightly chuckled. "Want to go somewhere more private?"

"Yes please, " I replied, letting her drag me to wherever we were going. It was the bathroom, she locked the door and continued to speak.

"What is it?"

"You know in Europe... When Suzy and I went on that dinner?" I fiddled with my fingers. She prompted up my chin with her finger and urged me, with a smile, to carry on. "You're going to break up with me."

"I won't. I could never-"

"-I kissed her."

Her body tensed, her eyes widening and her smile dropping. She took a step back, furrowing her brows even more. "What? Funny joke, Chae."

"She kissed me and I kissed her back!" She shook her head. "That's why I was late. She's blackmailing me with it. Chu, I love you so much."

I tried to grab her hand, she moved away, shaking her head. "You cheated?"

"I didn't mean to, Chu. I was confused."

"Confused if you loved me or her?" She chuckled, pain evident with her voice. I will regret this, but I needed Suzy gone for me to fix this. "You love me, right? Or is it Suzy that has your heart?"

"It's you, Chu. It's always been you."

I saw her eyes tearing up. Jisoo doesn't cry, she rarely does. I felt my heart break because I've broken her over a stupid mistake. I tried to hold her in my arms and she put her hands out, indicating for me to stop.

I did, wanting to respect her.

"I appreciate the honesty, " she said with a fake smile. "I need space.." Her voice cracked and she quickly left before she cried.

She's done her best for me.

I took advantage of her love and cheated on her. I do love her and I hope she forgives me soon. This is unforgivable, but I hope she knows my love is real enough for her.

I took out my phone, not wanting Jisoo alone for the night. I dialled Jennie.

"Yellow?" She answered.

"Jennie. Stay with Jisoo."

"What, why? What happened?"

"She can tell you, " I sighed. "Suzy."

"You told her!?" She yelled. "Chae, I told you not to tell her! She's going through a whole load of shit right now. With her mother and her family! Why would you do that!?"

I moved the phone away from my ear. "I can't with Suzy anymore."

Jennie took a deep breath. "You're gonna put so much more stress on her. You know she doesn't tell you shit."

Jisoo, according to Jennie, is going through family drama. Something about her grandparents and her mother. Jennie never told her the fine details.

"I'm sorry, Jen. She's just run off. Please look out for her. I'll give her the space she needs. Remind her that I love her and I'll be waiting for her."

Jennie let out a groan mixed with a sigh, "You better make it up to her you chipmunk."

"I will, I promise."

"I swear to God, Chae. If you don't this friendship is over. You can't cheat."

"Unnie, you know what happened."

"I know. Make it up to my chicken."

"I will."

"I'll tell her you love her."

"Thank you, " I said before ending the call. I sighed, looking up into the bathroom mirror.

You absolute jerk.