I knocked on her bedroom door, hoping to get her to answer. According to her father, she's been in there since morning and won't come out. He doesn't know why but I told him not to worry about it.

"Jisoo... I have chicken. Let's eat." I didn't want to just barge in, the door was locked anyway. "Come on, Soo. You haven't eaten."

"Go away, Jennie." She said in the most painful voice ever. She's going through a lot and as her cousin, this pains me. I love her so much.

"I have chicken though. It'll get cold. Come, open the door and we'll talk." The chicken should bribe her. I heard small shuffles and the door unlocked. She opened it and I found her, stuck in a hoodie way too big for her and her eyes puffy. I've never seen that hoodie. It doesn't even fit her. Jisoo gets oversized stuff, this was just way too oversized.

"You look like shit, " I chuckled. I entered her room and out down the chicken. "Damn, Soo. Do you want to chat?"

She shook her head, rolling up her sleeves to eat.

"Is that Chae's hoodie?" She didn't say anything. Judging by her reaction, it is. "I heard what happened."

"She cheated on me..." She clutched the chicken harder. "I thought she loved me."

"She does. A lot." She turned to me. "She loves you too much."

"If she did, she wouldn't have done that, " Jisoo said, eating the chicken. "She wouldn't have kissed the bitch back."

"You love her, right?" I asked. She turned to me and furrowed her brows.

"Do you think I'd be wearing her hoodie if I didn't?" I chuckled and she finally cracked a smile. "I love her so much."

"Then, you're willing to give her another chance, right?" She thought for a moment. "If she's willing to fix through her mistakes, you'll give her another chance."

"Yeah... I just need some time, Jen. Maybe I'll text her later." She continued eating the chicken. I couldn't help but notice the sadness in her eyes. She sighed, "Can I give her another chance?"

She glanced at me, tearful.

I nodded, "She's an amazing person. Don't let her down, okay? She loves you so much. She wouldn't have told you if there wasn't an intention to fix it. Suzy's blackmailing her, she's in debt to jewlers and designers. She's trying her hardest too, Chu."

She furrowed her brows. "Debt?"

"She's been blackmailed into buying stuff for Suzy. She was going to tell you what happened between them but chose to blackmail her instead. That's why, I guess, she had to tell you." I smiled slightly. "I offered to help, but you know how she is with money."

"Stubborn." Jisoo chuckled. "She has too much pride, she doesn't want money as a gift. Or anything expensive."

I smiled at her, she pulled up the hood and I saw how she cuddled in the hoodie. It hasn't been long without Chaeyoung and she's already feeling it.

"How about we go talk to her?"

"No." She looked up at me and shook her head. "I'm not ready yet. Give me time."

"Alright, Chu." She continued to eat. Her sad eyes were still there, I hate them. She isn't a sad person, her sad eyes make it so hard. Her tears started falling out and she stopped eating to bury her face in her hands. "Jisoo..."

She shook her head, telling me she was fine with her cracked voice. I sighed, going up to her and hugging her tight. "It's okay, Sooyah. Let it out."

She cried more, telling me how much she loved her girlfriend and how she dares to even think of another girl. I hugged her tight, letting her cry on my shoulder.

"I hate her. I hate her. I hate her." She repeatedly hit her head on my chest.

"No, you don't, " I said, calming her down. She sighed, laying her head on my chest.

"I don't... I love her." She sniffled. "Am I not good enough for her?"

"You're the best. Don't think like that, okay? She's messed up and she's going to fix it." I felt her calm down a bit, not wanting to leave my arms. I caressed her back and she leaned her head against my shoulder.

"How do you do it?" I hummed, not knowing what she meant. "You and Lisa are in a long distance relationship and yet, I've never seen you fight. How?"

"We've fought before." It's true. We have fought and have almost ended it, "But we love each other too much for that. I gave her chances and she did the same, we're healthy and happy now."

"So, shall I give her another chance?" She sniffed and pulled out the hug. I shrugged my shoulders, wiping her puffy eyes.

"It's up to you. You love her, letting her go would be your biggest regret."

"You're right, Jen." She went back into my arms. "I love you. You're the best."

"I know I am, Unnie."

I turned on the video camera, waiting for my girlfriend to answer. She answered, sorting out her laptop before leaning back into her seat, a huge smile plastered on her face. "Hey, princess."

"Hi, baby." She looked tired. I tell her to sleep and because of time zones, we don't have a time we're both free. She willingly said she'd stay up for me, but I know she's tired.

Even if it's hot, I'd want her to sleep.

"Are you okay?" She asked, hands behind her head as she closed her eyes. "How has your day been?"

"Jisoo Unnie argued with her girlfriend."

"Really? What happened?"

"Her girlfriend cheated on her, but they still love each other. So I think she's going to give her another chance." She sat back up, leaning on her palm as she looked into my eyes. Dispite being on a screen, thousands of miles away, she has the same effect on me as when she's with me. "You're so hot. When are you coming home?"

I crossed my arms on the table, leaning into them and pouting. She chuckled her tired chuckle. It's hot. "I'm not sure, babe. Soon, hopefully. I can't wait to see you."

"Neither. I miss you so much. I get jealous looking at Jisoo Unnie and Chae." I pouted more and she smiled wider.

"Now I just have to get home soon." I smiled and she did the same. It was silent for a bit, we just looked into each other's eyes till a train going past Lisa's house brought us back to reality. "Is there anything you want to talk about?"

"How was your day. Tired?"

She nodded, "I'm tired, but my day was great. I had many photoshoots and even went to the beach."

"You should sleep."

"I want to talk to you, babe. Lay in our beds?" I nodded, taking my phone with me as I got comfortable in bed.

We talked for a while longer till she fell asleep on call. I stared at her, realising how much I miss her and want to cuddle her.

This was the closest thing I was going to get so far.

I blew her a kiss before falling asleep my self.

I love her.