Milanas PoV

I had opened Dylan's boot and we were both sat down inside. It has gotten cold and Dylan didn't want to leave the star so I opened it and wrapped the blanket he had back their around the both of us. I could faintly smell perfume which disturbed me but at least it didn't smell of death.

"See you didn't need to try and find a girl to be her, you never lost her, see she's shining up there for you" I told him and placed my hand on his thigh and allowed a little smile to creep on my face. I felt a sense of accomplishment. He had his sister, or so he believed, and that meant he no longer needed to harm everyone or me. "Every night you can just look to the sky and see her, remember she's the brightest one, and if clouds block her, you still know she's there, watching you"

It was silent for a while, Dylan still ficsated on the star, but then he spoke

"Do you think she saw all the things I did" he asked in a hush tone. I didn't really know how to give a comforting respond to that

"No, I think she was with your mother when you did those things, otherwise she wouldn't be glowing for you now" I jumbled out. Dylan looked up

"My mother?" He asked "she isn't shinning for me" he said slightly hurt.

I could tell that trapped little boy inside was coming out, his had no maternal figure in his life

"She's shinning for the man who loved her, it's just his didn't see her glow and he's got eaten by fear" I went quiet at the end, scared that mentioning his father could trigger him. But Dylan just nodded. He then stood up and walked around to the drivers side of the car and got in. I guess he wanted to go now. I stood up and placed the blanket back and closed the boot before walking over to my side of the door.

Dylan started to drive. We didn't talk but the silence and moon light was nice.

We arrived at Dylan's cabin and we walked back inside. Dylan's silence was starting to worry my slightly as he face was twitching. He grabbed my arm and brought me to his bedroom. He chained one arm up so I couldn't escape, but with my stomach how it was and my exhaustion the chances of me escaping where slim.

Dylan was next to me. Staring at the ceiling. He then rolled out so he was close to me. I tried to just ignore him and go to sleep since I knew he was probably just trying to feel comforted.

I could see myself starting to drift away when I felt something on my arm. Like kisses. I slowly opened an eye and saw Dylan kissing my arm.

Why of God

He then climbed himself over me, hovering above my wound. I hitched my breath and he moved his face closer to mine. I was too tired to fully process what was going on. Soon Dylan was moving his lips against mine and one of his hands turned into Dora (le explorer) I had my eyes open in shock. Dylan was building up that wall again wasn't her. Or maybe he was just trying to feel good after feeling bad. Dylan turned his head to the window and he opened his eyes. The curtains where open slightly and you could see the sky.

And a bright star

I saw Dylan's eyes widen as he climbed off me and ran out the room.

He didn't wasn't his sister seeing him sin.

Dylan's PoV

My sister was always there. I had these girls for no reason. I don't regret any of it. It made me feel so alive and good it's just I wish I had known sooner. So I could talk to her at night, still protect her even though she's in the sky

I just missed her so much. I sat myself down and couldn't help but let out everything I had being building up and locking away. Crying like a fucking weak ass pigeon.

It's just milana made me feel something

Something I didn't even know I had.

I mean What do I do with milana. I don't need her anymore yet I want her to stay. Something about her I like. But she hurt me. Talking to me about things I chose to forget. She made me feel weak and even now she's taken my from the power full being I was. She's Made me feel emotion again and this time they hurt, and they are hurting me so much to the point it's scaring me.

Milana is doing this to me. If she hurts me, I'm hurting her back.