Milanas PoV

I woke up to insane lain running though my body.

I was dazed. I could Dylan screaming in anger and though my blurry vision I could see his hurt and angry face beating something at me.

Oh god the pain. I couldn't help but begin to scream back, I was also fearing my stomach, if he re opened it I don't know what I'd do or how my body would react. Dylan had tied me up above a door frame and just had me in my underwear

Why was he doing this. Was the old him fighting back. I bet he's struggling to process everything and he's coping the only way he can: with fear in control

"Stop now, she's watching you" I screamed at him. I didn't know how I was able to talk but it worked. Dylan stopped for a second

"I closed the curtain she can't see" He said, I could tell in his voice how scared he was. I don't blame him

"Your letting fear take over, Dylan you need to take back control, let me down okay, I'll help you calm Dow, don't let fear win" I started blabbering out in hopes Dylan would agree but he just lifted his hand

"For Melanie's sake, be strong for her, fight back what destroyed you" I screamed and closed my eyes reading my self for the beating. The beating that never came.

I slowly opened my eyes and saw Dylan running his hands though his hair. He was shaking, tears started to roll down his face and he was border line hyperventilating. I needed to calm him down. I only knew one way and that way was going to destroy me. But I needed to just help him escape this hell he was trapped in. I knew he wouldn't be able to bear it any longer and he'd snap and that would be dangerous

"Dylan, untie me now, and I'll help you feel a lot better" I said, I tried to calm my voice down and make it sound slightly seductive. Dylan turned to me and i wiggled my hands slightly

"Let's finish what we started" I said in the same voice. Saying it disgusted me and made me feel like I was dying on the inside but it was for the better.

Dylan calmed himself a little more and untied me. I could tell my his face that he was trying to return back to normal. Restricting his face from frowning.

I decided I needed to take the lead. I walked to Dylan and walked him over to the bed. I then pushed him down into it, trying to keep up the act and not burst out into hysteria.

I then contained to push him back, igniting the burning pain that was still rushing through my body. I climbed on top of him and lowered my torso do my face was at his. I could feel my stomach disagreeing and shooting out pain but I just ignored it. I started to slowly kiss his neck while moving my hands down to his zip so I could get things going

Dylan started to pick up the paste and started to cooperate. He moved us further back onto the bed and helped the removal of my pants while I removed his.

I started to ready Myself, trying to picture a different senareo.

I was planning on leading this for his sake but he soon decided he was taking charge. He flipped me onto the bottom so he was on top.

He didn't do anything. He just was paused for a second. He was looking at the ceiling and squinting, like he was re thinking this all, I was hoping he would. He sort of sloughed and looked down slightly sad. I thought he was going to have another brake down. I lifted myself up slightly and Dylan moved off me. I sat myself up and went to the end of my the bed where my pants had been flung on the railing.

I was nelt up at the end of the bed and was getting ready to Climb off the bed but that's when Dylan grabbed me and flung me around and got back ontop of me.

I looked into his eyes and saw something was different. I didn't know what but he looks was different from what it was. I don't know why but it looked lifeless to me.

But his eyes didn't matter right now but he had already gained entry before I even had even settled on the bed.

His hands where either side of my head since he was just going for it, I lifted up my arms and grabbed hold of his arms and dug my nails in. I had my eyes squeezed together and my teeth gritted.

But then the curse kicked in and I started to enjoy it. I couldn't help but allow my body to just take over. I mean this was the best kind of drug there was. Helps you just escape all the pain and replaces it with pleasure. I could tell Dylan was enjoying it as well. The pain of my body didn't matter to me any more, I couldn't care more if my stomach ripped open right now I just didn't want it to end

As we got more and more into it we started to move around a bit more. I guess we both where trying to black so much out that we were just going for it. Doing everything and anything. Dylan was tugging on my hair as he's pace picked up to extreme as the high was started to come to an end. I was like a front kneeling horse and he was like a cowboy. My hair being the reins and acting as if we were in a race against the speed of time. My body getting violently jolted back and forward with only Dylan's grip on my hair keeping me in place.

Then the best part of the high hit.