The girls and I all made our way to the airport for our flight. I had turned off all of my notifications the night before, because I didn't want to be distracted of course I was going to post all over social media about our girls trip but I didn't need to see what people had to say about it..

Me, Stassi, Chantel, Jordyn, Selena, and my older sister Kendall walked up to the Starbucks waiting for our drinks. We spent the next 20 minutes with fans, ignoring questions about Hailey and Justin and just talking to the real fans who don't care about that and just are genuinely happy to meet me.

We were on the plane and I just listened to music and talked to the girls, we decided not to talk about any drama or Justin or Hailey or anything. Just forget for awhile about all the shit in our lives and relax.

We landed around 7 pm and the view was amazing the night breeze and the the golden glow of the lights and sounds of music filled the air. We got to our house that was on the beach. Tropica Island resort was fucking incredible. I couldn't believe we got to stay here for a week. We got the Beachfront Suite.

I went into my room, setting my stuff down and turning to face the bed. And on the bed were roses, a couple of gifts, and a bucket of champagne. The room was brethetaking. There was a bathtub in the corner that was filled with rose petals and there were lights and it looked so relaxing.

This room was supposed to be me and Justin's..Before shit hit the fan, we said we were going to go on a joined vacation with some of our friends. He ordered 9 tickets the day before we went to his family's house. He only gave Stassi 6 tickets so were did the others go? I undressed and grabbed my phone blasting my Spotify playlist "Jay". I know I know I said I wasn't going to think if him but its hard being so in love and getting your heart broken not once but twice by the man who claimed to love you. I heard the girls yelling around the house something about a bunch of achohal. I rolled my eyes sinking further in the water, listening to 'All Bad' suddenly my music stopped and I snapped my head to Kendall rolling her eyes.

"Seriously? This is not why we came here, for you to pout about him we came to party show him what he's missing!" She said throwing her hands around. Kendall never met Justin she was traveling abroad when me and justin were together. She is a journalist. But from what I told her about him she doesn't need to meet him she already told me she thinks he's an asshole.

"I know I was just...relaxing it was a long flight." I said getting out of the tub drying off and then putting on my white robe.

"So he did all this I suppose?" She said motioning to the roses and gifts all over the bed.

"I guess." I said plopping on the bed opening one of the bags revealing a diamond ring, necklace, bracket, and a rolex watch.

I heard all the girls walk in a gasp.

"Shitttttt girl." I heard Jordyn say.

"Dude..." Selena said looking at everything, picking up the note that I never read.

Selena gave me the note at this point I just couldn't contain my tears.

"I think you should see this.." Chantel said handing me a CD

I wiped my tears and opened the case putting the CD in the CD player that was conveniently sitting on the dresser. I hit play and then that's when I knew...He put all of this stuff here after we broke up.

(On the cd is his album Purpose...I tried putting a video to the whole album but it was taken down..)