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"You look like a burnt garbanzo bean." I say as soon as I see Justin.

He looks up at me smiles, then soon his smile fades, "The fuck is a garbanzo bean." He laughs

I shake my head, walking into his room and sitting on the side of his bed.

I take a good look at him. His hair is so grown now omg and it's his normal hair color now. So wonderful....

"I'm starving." He groans putting his hands on his face.

"I saw a fridge here, I'll go check it out." I mess up his hair and stand up heading to the kitchen. I hear footsteps behind me so I'm guessing Justin is following

I enter the small kitchen and go to the mini fridge. I crouch down opening the fridge to see what was inside

Oh, there quite a few stuff here.

"Okay so, you have some milk? What the fuck, it's probably expired because you didn't even come with milk." I say and he silently chuckles behind me.

"And some takeaways, my takeaways actually, you thief." I laugh and take the out the takeaways.

I turn around and stand up, only to see Justin right in front of me looking at me with a dangerous smirk. I never figured he was this close...

To this point I finally realized he was wearing nothing, well not nothing he was only wearing his calvins, they were black. he always wears his white calvins, don't want to sound like a weirdo so let me stop.

"Um holly?" He laughs waving a hand in front of my face.

"Huh, yeah, sorry what?" I say. Omg how embarrassing! Yeezus

"I said, I'll just have some breakfast from downstairs." He bites his lip keeping from laughing

"Okay."

"And you, kind of sorta dropped the takeaways." He chuckles

Shit. I give him a fake laugh and quickly pick it up. Putting it back in the fridge.

Why am I getting so nervous around him? I've known him for like months now, why couldn't I feel like this when we first met. Well at least he was dressed when we first met but ughhhh, sweet niblets

"Okay, I'm going to go shower. I'm stinky and I wanna go shopping remember." I say trying to act normal,

I walk away afraid that i would make the air between more awkward than it was but he suprises me by pulling me to him, bodies are now touching. We were inches away and he was holding me tightly so I couldn't back out.

"You didn't give me goodnight kiss last night." He pouts, his voice his low

"Well too bad, it's not night right now." I play hard to get.

"Well, it technically doesn't have to be night." He says pulling me closer, if that's even possible

His hair was messy and was on his forehead. I love his hair, and his morning hair, god I can even imagine his sex hair, god that would be the be-

What even

Holly stop, he's right in front of you, stop being weird

But he's cute

Ew you're ugly

He wants to kiss you

I want to kiss him

He probably doesn't even like you

I love him

Wait, hold up

I LIKE him

Yeah lol, well I think I love him but I totally like him. Don't want to rush

"Can I kiss you now?" Justin asks looking into my eyes, caressing his hand on my cheek

"You don't have to ask." I reply shyly

"Okay then I'll take note." He half smiles, gosh can he stop being cute

Right before our lips were about to meet. The fucking doorbell rings. Yes, I know right, I am going to haunt the person who rang it. I awkwardly laugh pushing myself away from him and he sharply takes a deep breath leaning against the counter.

"I'll answer it and you um," I pause looking down,"put on some pants." I say and walk to the door before it got very awkward.

I open the door roughly and see Martin standing in front of the door.

"Oh hey holly, what are you doing here?" He says like he was surprised.

"just chilling, watching tv." I laugh leaning on the door frame, "and you?"

"Oh I just wanted to show Justin that Sorry has hit 2 billion views on YouTube!"

Omf really Martin? You had to ruin my moment with Justin? for that, Seriously. Well I know that's a great thing like woah but it's so obvious Sorry was gonna hit 2 billion hits.

"Uhm holly?" He says

Oh right reality

"That's great." I comment

"What's great?" Justin asks opening the door for the both of us. I see he only out on some sweatpants which wasn't enough for me to chill but it's alright, I'll try

"Sorry hit 2 billion views on YouTube!" Martin tells Justin

"Really?" Justin asks not believing what he said

"Yeah bro!" He says showing Justin. Okay that's my cue

"Congrats dude." Martin says to Justin after he showed him

"Thanks cock block." Justin replies

Martin gives him a confused look then realizes why he said that and he widens his eyes putting his hand over his mouth.

Okay that is definitely my cue, before things get more awkward.

"Okay I'm going to shower in my room, and yeah, I'll see y'all later." I say, walking back to my room, well speed walking. At this point I'm too scared to even look back because I feel like things are awkward now.

"You can have some breakfast by the way, downstairs!" Martin shouts to me but that doesn't stop me from walking

"Already had! Thanks!" I say shooting a thumbs up but not turning my head to look at him. I finally get to my room and I quickly unlock it and shut the door as soon as I enter. The first thing I do was lean against my door and deeply sigh. Man I nearly died there, I felt like I was hyperventilating.

But why Martin why!!! Ugh god I wanna strangle him Gosh!

I scream in frustration, right after that my phone starts ringing.

I sigh picking up my phone from the table

I check the caller ID seeing it was Charlotte.

"Hey Char." I sigh heading to my bedroom to get ready ready for that shower

"Holly! Oh my god, why aren't you answering my calls?" She says with worry in her voice

"Oh sorry, I've been sooo busy." I say taking some jeans to wear today out of my suitcase

"I am sooo angry!!!" She shouts "Close the door when you leave my room Kendall!!"

"What why? Whats happening ?"

"do you really want to know?" she says

"well obviously, spill it out charlotte," I reply

"Okay well you know Mac-dick faces girlfriend?"

I chuckle at the nickname, "yes, Chloe."

"Well yeah, Chloe fucking Manchester is pregnant." She laughs

Why was she laughing? Idk it's kinda funny though lol.

"Whatttt? No ways." Stopping what i'm doing I stand up walking around the room to concentrate on the phone call

"Yes dude."

"Mac is gonna be a dad? oh my, I can't imagine h-"

"Hold up there, Mac isn't the dad." She sighs. Oh no, no no no no

"Then who's the dad?" I slowly ask knowing the answer

"Gary." She says calmly

"Gary? your gary?-"

"yes! my fucking gary, who else?!" she shouts. i can tell shes about to cry

"Woah, this is too much to process. Gary is the dad?"

"Yeah, agh I hate him." She sniffs

"How did this even happen ? how did he find out"

"He told me. we've been hanging out a lot lately and like we both knew there were some feelings, then 2 days ago he tells me when he asked me come over, Chloe was with him when i arrived at his house, I don't know I couldn't handle it anymore after he told me so I left, and now we're completely over." She says with a sneeze

"Well obviously you guys are over but damn, never saw that coming."

"oh he's coming alright." she jokes

"stop! I hate Gaz now."

"Don't call him Gaz anymore, call him Gary."

"Okay, I feel like I hate Gary more than Mac now."

"Ew no, Mac is number one, as always."

"Yes actually. I never knew I'd ever hate Gary." I say forgetting about my shower and head to the balcony at my bedroom window.

I open it see the German view

"Me too." She sighs, "Now I haven't been out of my house in 3 days."

"Woah that's a record." I laugh cheering up the mood

"I know, I know." She chuckles, "when are you coming back? I miss you and it's been 2 months now."

"I'll be back soon, I think we're not going to Switzerland anymore. So just Germany, where I am now then Italy then back to LA." I explain

"Yay. How is it?"

"how is what?"

"Tour."

"dude i'm loving it, it's so weird though, because like everyone knows me if you know what i mean."

"yes i get it you're famous." i can picture her rolling her eyes

"no no, not like that at all. it's just that i find it weird that i've done nothing but tour with justin now suddenly people are wanting to follow me, and see everything i do."

"yeah, but it's something you're gonna have to get used to now."

true

"yeah...i know. Anyways I'm gonna go shower now, I have to eat some breakfast, even though i have already i'm gonna go talk to people downstairs."

"Woah it's like 11:30 at night here." She laughs

"What can I say, we're in two completely different countries."

"Haha, well I'm gonna go watch some Ex on the beach."

"You do that." I laugh going back inside and leave the door open for some air

"Bye, love you Hamilton."

"Love you Mair." I reply

Well everyone is in a mood today. Including me.

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FINALLY FINISHED WRITING THIS CHAPTER TWICE DAMN