It's Monday...cringe

I realized we all want the week to end but at the end of the week is another brand new week we want to end :/

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"You... Want me to be your girlfriend?" I ask making sure I heard it right.

"Yeah, you going to answer or keep me waiting here awkwardly."

I sigh and shake my head. Because he finally asked me.

I look at him and give him an answer that's going to change our lives.

"Okay. I'll be your girlfriend." I smile, "But are you sure Justin? If you don't want to rush into things I'm more than happy to stay as fr-"

"The point is Holly-May. I don't want to stay just friends with a girl that I love. I want to call you mine, I want people to call you mine, I want you to don't think about any other boys except me, even if we aren't dating and you didn't look at any boys, I'd still want you to be mine because I don't want to give you an opportunity to look at any boy. Except me. And I know that sounds selfish as fuck, but it's true. I want. You."

"Why me?" I ask getting to the point

"What do you mean?"

I sigh, "You never asked Hailey to be your girlfriend and Sofia and Alexis and Sahara an-"

"Holly, are you really comparing yourself with them?" He asks giving me a look

"I'm sorry," I embarrassedly look away ,"I just over think too much."

"I see that," he chuckles, "if I wanted Hailey to my girlfriend or like the girls you've mentioned. I wouldn't be here right now, asking you to be my girlfriend."

He does have a point

"Okay." I smile, "just one favor." I point out

"Sure. What is it?"

"No more girls. Like girls leaving your house when I come in, girls that quote your song lyric 'keep each other company'. No more hoes." I tell Justin

He takes out his pinky, "I pinky promise, that I will not let any hoes in my house, quoting my song 'keep each other company'"

"Really? A pinky promise?" I raise an eyebrow

"Oh then you want a spit shake?" He says spitting on his hand then signals me for a handshake.

I scrunch up my face, "ew."

"Well then can i at least get a kiss?" He asks

"Ew." I repeat joking around.

He gasped pretending to look hurt.

I laugh and give his cheek a soft slap then I move closer to him until I sit on into his lap kissing him.

He responds by kissing back and a smile was plastered on his face through the kiss.

I can't believe it

I'm Justin Bieber's girlfriend? Doesn't sound right.

BUT IT WILL.....soon....I hope.

"Want to get out of here?" He asks after our kiss

"Yeah, let's go." I sigh, standing up from the bench

"You know how long I wanted to ask you that?" Justin says breaking the silence, looking at me

"You know how long I've been waiting for you to ask me that?" I reply looking also at him.

He chuckles and rubs my chin with his thumb looking straight back at the view. He puts an arm around me and we walk back to the small house in silence thinking.

After we pack up and take our things we head to our cars.

"Please come sleep over my place today." Justin asks wrapping his arms around me

"But it's Christmas, isn't your family home?"

"They went somewhere, they're going to come back later on leave again." He says pecking my lips

"Christmas is a time for family Justin." I say to him

"But he haven't seen each since forever." He pouts

I sigh, "okay let's do this, you go home, to your family and then when you're done with your family gathering and when they also head back home, you can come over to my house, we'll have a sleep over there." I explain

He raises his eyebrow, "will your parents be home?" He asked

"They are, but my mum told me, later on she and my dad are driving up to Hollywood for something I don't know, they're staying the night there and then I think, they are going back to New York City for the last time." I smile

He smiles, "well then I'll see at 8."

"I'll be waiting at 8." I wink

He leans in for a kiss and I give him a passionate long kiss until I pull away, "bye boyfriend."

"later may." He winks and I give him a disapproved look, "since I'm your boyfriend, I have the right to call you May." He jokes

I roll my eyes, "whatever floats your boat."

"Just kidding, later babes."

When we finally have our last kiss and go our separate cars and separate ways, I can't help but just smile the whole ride home. I finally got what I wanted.

He's amazing.

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It's actually hard writing this book now because I need perfect ideas to write but I end up not writing them