I feel nothing

Everything shut off

And I can't tell if it's worse or not.

It turns off the pain that

feels like a stabbing at your heart,

But at the same time it brings a

different type of pain that lingers in the dark.

I look in the mirror and

have no energy to smile.

I don't laugh at the things

that usually make me laugh.

But I don't cry, I don't feel sad,

I just stare.

I guess one day I'll wish to feel something

But for now, I feel nothing