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I have been asked many times about what I want to change.

What I want to get better.

And I wish I could answer it.

But I have no clue how to.

I've always been this way.

I don't know what it's like to be better.

I don't know how much better is bearable considering I've never been better.

I just want to feel okay.

To feel happy.

To feel alive.

To feel.

And when I get there I'll know.

So don't worry.

I have no expectations.

I couldn't even if I tried.

But when I get there I just hope,

that I'll feel full on the inside.

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