The next two weeks I spent training. I wanted to build up my reality shifting abilities. I had only expanded my range by another foot in the last five months. I was still only able to shift non-animate objects, meaning I couldn't use it as a disguise. I was hoping to go full Mystique on HYDRA's ass, but that didn't look like it was going to happen.

I was in the towers main training room, trying to shift the color of the room past the seven feet I already could. I was straining my power, and I knew I was, but it was the only way I knew how to get results.

After a few more minutes of pushing myself, nausea rolled through my stomach and I had to run to the bathroom to throw up my breakfast. It wasn't the first time I pushed myself too far in the past few days either.

Two days ago, I pushed myself to the point where I passed out. Luckily for me, Natasha found me. I knew she wouldn't tell Loki. She was not one to share information that was not hers to share.

After the nausea in my stomach calmed down, I decided I needed a break, and a shower. I didn't want to risk using up too much energy, so instead of teleporting to my room, like I usually did, I used the elevator.

I was exhausted. All of this training and stress had been getting to me. Over the past two weeks, I had fallen asleep in almost every room in the tower. For the most part, everyone would just let me sleep where I was, but on occasion I'd fall asleep somewhere random and wake up in bed curled up next to Loki as he read.

I finally got up to my floor and released a sigh of relief. I could already feel my muscles starting to relax from their tense position. I turned the corner into the kitchen and just about melted when I saw Loki waiting for me.

"You look tired." He commented and held out a glass of orange juice for me. I laughed as I took it from him.

"I am." I told him and took a sip of my juice. "Thanks." I said for the juice. "I'm just going to shower and then probably lay down for a bit."

The one good thing to come out of using up a lot of my energy was that I was actually able to get some sleep. I was sleeping around six hours a night, which was amazing for me, and then I took a nap or two throughout the day to restore the energy I used up during training. That also meant I was a lot hungrier. I'd been eating twice as much just to help replenish my energy.

"Want any help?" Loki asked with a sly smirk.

"Maybe." I smiled and turned to go to our room. "You could always try your luck." I called out over my shoulder. I heard him chuckle as I walked away.

As soon as I closed our bedroom door, I put the glass of orange juice down on the table and ran to the bathroom to brush my teeth. As I did, I turned the shower on so the water would heat up.

After my teeth were thoroughly brushed and I swashed some mouthwash around, I peeled off my workout clothes and took my hair out of its tight bun.

I stepped into the shower and turned the water a bit hotter. I then turned and wet my hair.

I could hear the bathroom door open and close as I untangled my hair with my fingers. I turned to face the water and let it pour down my face, washing all of the sweat off.

The shower door opened as Loki slipped in behind me. I kept my eyes closed, enjoying the hot water, while he wrapped his arms around my waist from behind and pulled me against him. I relaxed into him and hummed when he kissed up my shoulder. I turned in his arms and wrapped my own around his neck.

"You constantly tempt me." Loki said as he leaned in and kissed me.

"Good." I sighed against his lips. His hand slid up my back and into my hair as I kissed him. We were so tightly pressed together that there wasn't room for anything else.

"It's only a good thing when we're alone. I highly doubt you want me to bend you over and fuck you every time you tempt me, especially when we're in front of someone, like Ms. Romanoff, or Stark." Loki told me before reaching down, skimming his hands over my ass, and lifting me up.

"You'd never let them see me like that." I argued as I wrapped my legs around him. "You're too possessive over what's yours."

"As I should be." Loki challenged. "You're mine."

"And you're mine." I challenged back.

"Forever and always." He told me and pinned me between him and the wall. I gasped at the cold tile pressed to my back.

"Forever is a long time." I commented as Loki lined himself up with my entrance. "You sure you're going to want me that long?" I asked before closing my eyes and moaning as he filled me slowly.

"I meant what I said before, I will always want you." Loki told me. "The real question is, are you going to want me that long?" He asked. It was hard for me to answer with him thrusting slow and hard inside me. I was almost swallowed by the pleasure of it.

"I will always want you, too." I finally said and opened my eyes. "Always and forever." I repeated.

His eyes were watching mine before falling to my lips. I moaned when he kissed me. It was soft and careful, but full of everything we felt for each other. Loki sped up his thrusts and my hands went into his hair as I kissed him harder.

It still surprised me how my body reacted to him. We had been together for years now, and I wanted him more than I did when he first kissed me. I loved him more than I ever thought possible. It was an overwhelming feeling. It was sometimes scary how much I felt for him. It was like I was an addict. I almost needed him to touch and kiss me. I didn't know how I spent over a year away from him. Now, I didn't even want to go a few hours without him.

Loki groaned when I nipped at his lip. One of his hands came up to wrap around my throat. He applied light pressure as he dominated the kiss. I moaned against him and ran my nails over his back and shoulder, trying to get him closer to me.

"You feel so good wrapped around my cock." Loki whispered into my ear. I whimpered against him when he slowed down. His thrusts were agonizingly slow, but hard. Every time he bottomed out, his pelvis would hit my clit, causing spikes of pleasure to shoot through my body.

I had to press the back of my head against the wall and close my eyes to breath through everything that my body was feeling. Loki saw it as an opportunity to kiss and mark my neck. He knew that my neck was my weak point, and he was taking advantage of the blissed out state I was in.

"Loki..." I moaned out. "Please..."

"Please, what?" Loki asked knowing full well what I wanted. "Use your words, Kitten."

"Fuck." I sighed when he hit a spot inside me just right. I rested my forehead against his shoulder and just melted into the pleasure.

"What do you want, Kitten?" Loki asked again and slowed until he was just barely moving.

"Use me to cum, my prince." I told him and turned my head to kiss his neck. "Please?" I asked and kissed his shoulder. Loki sighed a moan before turning my head and kissing me deeply.

"As you wish." He said against my lips and slammed into me.

His thrusts were hard and fast as he took what he wanted from me. I was already on edge, but now I felt the warm rush of tingling that was usually accompanied by my orgasm.

"Don't." Loki commanded and grabbed my throat again. "I want you to cum when I cum." He told me. "Be a good girl and wait."

I immediately tightened around him, trying to hold myself back. I heard Loki groan as I did. I bit my lip and squeezed my eyes shut. It was the only thing I could do to focus and keep myself from tipping over that pleasure filled cliff I desperately wanted to jump over.

"Good girl." Loki praised and released my throat to rub circles on my clit. I almost screamed. "Wait." Loki demanded. "You're little cunt is squeezing me so good." He groaned. I whimpered and Loki kissed me gently. "I know, Love. You're being so good for me. Just a little bit longer. Be good a little longer."

I was shaking with the effort to took to hold back. I couldn't even think, only obey. I was trying so hard to be good.

"Fuck..." Loki sighed. "You ready? Want me to let you cum?" He asked.

I nodded, because it was the only thing I could do without losing control. Loki's thrusts speed up as he chased his own orgasm.

"Cum." He commanded and pressed hard against my clit.

I finally let go and let the pleasure consume me completely. I clung to Loki while each wave of indescribable relief and enjoyment washed over me.

I honestly think I blacked out for a second, because the next thing I remember was my head laying against Loki's shoulder as we both caught our breaths. Loki kissed across my shoulder soothingly to calm me.

"Are you alright?" He asked.

"Mmm." I hummed. I couldn't do anything else. My body felt like jello. Loki chuckled and ran his fingertips through my hair.

"Let's get you cleaned up."