Author's pov

It has been more than 2 hours and you didn't stop crying. It was just that you couldn't stop. You felt sick, someone had eyes on you, he watched everything you did in your room.

You couldn't get the thought out of your head that he watched you change every single day since god knows when.

And you were scared that Jackson might leak the clips, now that you didn't even obey him it's going to happen anytime. No you weren't ready for any of this to happen.

'I even lost him. The guy i liked, no one other than my stalker. Yeah i might have blocked him and cut off ties with him myself. Despite all that i liked him, everything still felt genuine. I just couldn't risk it and let things repeat just like today's incident.'

'He was someone who gave me comfort. I thought it would be hard to live life, with dad gone and college and stuff i thought i wouldn't make it. But he made life better. Now that is gone too. I just wish we would have met under better circumstances and not like this.'

A tear rolled down your eye and you crashed down on the sand below you.

Your hands slipped into your backpack and removed something. It was a cutter. Yeah you always kept it with you, from the very start.

You grabbed it properly and started drawing cuts on your left hand. It was painfully but that was how you dealed with your anger. You were used to it, but this time the cuts were a little deeper.

You screamed in pain everytime the blade ran over your skin. Blood started oozing out, there wasn't much but it wasn't less too.

All you wanted was pain, physical pain that could replace the emotional pain you were going through. Even if it was temporary, you wanted to feel it. It was a great distraction.

You just sat there with a blank face. Slowly the blood dripped down your fingers. It was very silent, the beach was quite since it was evening. Not many people were around. You liked it.

After few minutes you felt your eyes closing. And then it happened. You passed out in the middle of the beach.

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Over call

Hyung I'm sorry. He ran away.

I'm sorry. Hyung..where is y/n?

No. All she said was she is fine, over text.

Okay hyung. I will do my best.

Call ended

Jimin's pov

"What did he say?" I asked.

"He ran away. That bastard." He cursed under his breath.

"I'm glad she ended up switching on her phone. I was finally able to track her down." I sighed in relief.

"It's almost 8 Jimin. Why does it says she is still there. God she shouldn't be alone at night." He gripped his hair in frustration.

"We are here. Come on. This is the exact location it is showing. If we can't find her, we look around in this area." I ordered him.

I pulled on urgent brakes and was about to get out. But he was already running towards the empty beach.

'bitch' i cussed at him internally.

I ran towards him and looked around for y/n. I switched on my phone's flashlight since it was a bit dark.

There i saw a body lying down on the sand. Panic rushed through my veins. Hoping that it was someone else just sleeping or whatever. I sprinted towards that body and saw y/n lying down helpless.

I carried her delicate body in my arms and ran back towards my car.

"I found her!" I yelled in his direction to let him know.

He came sprinting towards me. But looking at y/n, he stopped in his tracks. Fear crept all over his face.

"What the fuck happened to her. Why is she like this Jimin?" He asked lowly. But i could feel how angry he was.

He sat in the back seat, with y/n laying down. Her head on his lap, while he caressed her hairs.

"When i saw her on the beach, i found there was a cutter beside her and blood was all over her hands."

I could hear him cuss multiple times.

"Why the fuck would she hurt herself."

"Are you an idiot? Didn't Jungkook tell us what happened today?! Plus the way she got mad at you thinking that you were the one who had her clips, but it was Jackson. Y/n has completely lost trust in you too because of this. She has gone through a lot." I explained him while driving.

"Whatever she's going to pay for doing this to herself." He hissed.

"Try your best. I won't let you do anything to her." I spoke bitterly.

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