"DRACO MALFOY!" I yelled down the hallway at him.

Draco turned his head to me.

He was leaning against the wall, as he chatted amongst his friends.

"Hello, darling." Draco smiled, as I approached him.

"You!" I howled as I grabbed him by the collar of his shirt, "You're coming with me, you dirty little rat!"

I dragged Draco by his shirt, he trailed behind me as I pulled him into an empty class room.

"Ow, ow, ow!" Draco said, as I let go of him, "Now, that wasn't very nice. What has gotten into you?"

"You're a fucking traitor! You helped that pink bitch!" I yelled, and I pushed him to the wall.

"I didn't know you were in there with them, I swear!" Draco's smile had quickly disappeared, and a scared look fell over his face.

"Don't lie to me! You still helped her. Even if you knew I wasn't in there, you knew my friends were!" I yelled, as I brought my wand up to his chin.

Draco swallowed hard, and he looked like he was going to cry.

He's such a pussy sometimes.

"I- um... ok I knew your friends were in there! I was getting them caught, not you! Please!" Draco begged, as he closed his eyes.

"Snitching on them, is snitching on me." I spat at him. "They told me you were only being nice to try to lean in on what we were doing."

"Please! I was being nice cuz I think you're lovely... when you're not holding me against a wall with a wand to my neck." Draco breathed heavily as, he held his tears back.

I dropped my wand to my side, and stepped back from Draco.

He opened his eyes, and let out a sigh of relief.

"Your father tried to kill us, he tried to kill me. He's a deatheater, Draco." My voice softened, and I looked at him.

Draco looked at the ground, and ran his hands through his hair.

"I know he is."

"So I really can't trust you!" I screamed at him.

I grabbed my by the collar of his shirt again, holding my wand to his neck.

"No you can! Let me prove it to you!" Draco begged as nearly cried.

"You've proven enough to me! Whatever we have... it's done." I shaved him harshly against the wall.

I let go of him, and I stepped back.

"Fuck you!" Draco spat.

"Fuck you! You're a fucking pussy, you know that!?"

"Don't to this! You're being over dramatic." Draco yelled at me.

"Eat shit!" I flipped him off, as I walked out of the room.

I felt the hot tears drip down my face as I entered the girls lavatory.

I was more angry, than I was upset.

I sat against the cold wall.

My head fell between my knees, as I silently cried.

I didn't want what Draco and I had to end, but I couldn't risk it.

He was being a dick again.

All what we've done, all that we worked for was down the drain.

"Whats... wrong?" Moaning Myrtle squealed, as she floated over.

"I'm not in the mood, Myrtle." I sniffled, as I swallowed my cries.

"Does this have to do with.... that boy from last year?" Myrtle sat next to me, and rested her head on my shoulder.

I swallowed, and I wiped the tears from my cheeks.

"Yeah, it turned ugly. He's a traitor, I don't trust him." I sighed.

"All the blonde ones are. Did he cheat on you?" She asked, as she stroked my arm.

Her touch was ice cold, but some what comforting.

"No, we weren't even together." I let out a weak chuckle. "Things just got messy, he betrayed me."

"I'm sorry he did that. Do you love him?" Myrtle looked up at me.

I turned to her.

"Well.... I.... haven't been asked that before." I stumbled off.

I don't think I've ever loved anyone before.

I've never felt this way, about anyone before either.

What Draco, and I had was different.

I always thought about him.

Draco never seemed to leave my mind.

His eyes lit the stars up.

His smile made me happy.

"Do you care about him?" Myrtle asked me.

"Yes, I do." I replied.

"If you care about him, that at least means something..... Or you can kill him, but what do I know? I'm just a dead girl." Myrtle chuckled, as she floated away.

I stood up, and dusted off my clothes as I stood up.

"Thanks Myrtle." I yelled to her.

I walked out of the girls lavatory.

I walked too the Gryffindor commodore, and too my room.

I flopped down on the bed, and closed my eyes.

I did care about Draco, but I don't know if he cares about me.

It didn't matter anymore.

I tried to tell myself 'I'm not going to let him back in', but I knew it wasn't true.

My body couldn't stomach it.

My head didn't want to accept it.

My heart wouldn't take it.

Maybe I did love Draco.

I had to do what ever it took to push him away.

I didn't want to, but I knew it had to be done.