{Hello Veil this side, you may find some other novel related to this so please read that is you want, I am writing this cause I Thought that why not. This may have many differences in characters from the original and the mc won't be having an harem. Also I may write some light cusses in between.}

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Raoul, he used to be a shut-in after all the shit he went through for accidentally colliding with the Campus Belle during his High School years. He was beaten till his face got blue, he couldn't eat normally at the canteen and finally when he was started being forced to strip his clothes on the stage, he just went in his room and shut it. Completely cut from he outside world. His parents were very worried for him and even asked the school if something happened but they simply refused to say anything after all it was about their reputation.

Raoul started watching anime after his only friend left, Simon, recommended it to him. He started with Naruto and just fell in love with it. He used to sympathize with Naruto. Things were going good, although his parents didn't say anything, they were very worried for him, and his only friend, Simon used to visit him on weekends and they used to talk and laugh. Those days with Simon were only ones when he laughed.

Then one day Raoul finally decided to for once to check his phone for messages if any, and he found a message from an unknown number. Raoul opened it and there was a video of Simon talking to his Bullies and.... smiling.

Seeing this Raoul played the video:

Bully 1:"Hey Simon, we bullied that Bitch a little too much he doesn't even come to school now"

Bully 2:"Yeah, but it was so fun finding a target to become an anger outlet"

Simon :"Whatever, not like I care about that piece of shit. He annoys me so much, He doesn't even what is going on at his home"

Bully 1 :"Yeah I pity his Parents"

Simon :"If I were him i wouldn't have troubled them so and just die"

The video ended.

Raoul felt anger, sadness, he felt bitter hearing what his friend said.

"Should I just die? They don't know how it feels to experience all that. " Raoul thought

After a while Raoul finally spoke in the silence of his room with a cold expression on his face " NO, I'll just make them suffer the same, make them have the same thoughts, they'll wish to die" It was that when he became a person who would do anything to have his revenge.

-A Week Later-

Raoul finally decided to go his school, He was in his 2nd year and 15 years old (idk the age so just assume). He was 163 cm tall, Brown hair covering his eyes and he was a little chubby.

He carried a knife after thinking how to take his revenge he decided to stab his bullies and Simon.

At school it went like he expected, no difference in the students, the only difference was that this he payed attention to Simon and say him secretly laughing at him. He decided to kill him today.

During the recess, Raoul went to the rooftop and found Bully 1 and 2. He went forward, walking towards them looking downwards and preparing to stab them.

Bully 1:"HA!!! you finally came after months you Bitch"

Raoul did not give any reply

The Bully got angry and said " Now you ignore your masters??"

The bully started walking forward with the intention to hit him. Just as he was about to punch Raoul, Raoul barely evaded and directly stabbed the knife into his eye and took the knife out causing the blood to splatter on his face. As the bully was lying on the floor, crying in pain, Raoul licked his lips and had a weird psychopathic smile and started walking towards the other bully.

The bully was too scared to even move and he almost peed in his pants. Raoul didn't flinch and him on his shoulder making him cry in pain too. Hearing their cries a teacher ran to the roof only see a boy with a knife with blood on it and his face while two boys were there crying in pain.

Soon the police came and took Raoul away. When he was being taken away there was a hint of sadness in his eyes. The teacher who called the police thought that Raoul finally started to feel sad about what he did. Little did he know what Raoul was thinking.

While leaving with the police, he only thought " I'm really sad I could not greet my only friend".

--15 YEARS LATER--

"Sir, I've got the print of the pdf file you sent me" : Raoul

" OK, then go and get me a cup of tea" : Sen

"Yes sir" said Raoul

Now he was working as a peon at a small office. Due to the police case, he was thrown out of his house, expelled from the school and lost all his non-existent friends. He barely on the streets, but 4 years ago he met his boss who gave him a job which enables him to at least afford for his own food and gets treated like a human.

As he was walking to get the tea, Raoul was staring at his office crush when he slipped and hit his head on his office crush's table's edge.... and died.

After some time Raoul felt very good and woke in an unknown place.

As far as he could see there was a pure blue sky with white clouds and very clean water.

"Water hmm, Oh yeah i feel like going to the washroom but lets just do it here since no one is watching" said Raoul

Just when he was about to do his eco friendly work, he heard someone cough " ughm ughm "

"wha-.. Who are you, old man?"

In Front of Raoul stood an old man, even older than ancient itself.

"Oh I am the god, well technically" : God

"So what am I doing here?" : Raoul

" um, so the thing is that you uh...." : God

"what uhhhhh, say something" : Raoul

" Alright, you died. You died after staring at your crush and died after hitting your head at her table" : God

" Don't fuck with me old man, Do You Expect Me To Believe It?" : Raoul

"Well that is the truth believe it or not... but that is not the main point here, I sense now that you were born in somewhat a wrong world" : God

"-__-" : Raoul