It's been a few weeks since Austin and Alan ran off, and I'm getting closer to my heat, and Vic and I really need to talk about what we're going to do when either of us go into heat. My heat doesn't exactly come on time every four months, but it should be coming around this time now. And, fuck, I don't even have any of the pills that I take when I'm in heat. I couldn't even take any of my stuff with me when my father exiled me from the Clan anyway.

I sit cross legged on Vic and I's bed, waiting for him to come back from wherever it was that he went. My tail was resting across my thighs, and my ears were sticking out through my hair on top of my head. I've decided that I'm gonna keep them out for awhile, just to try something new I guess. Which also means Vic and I have taken a few trips into town to buy me jeans to accommodate my tail.

While I wait for Vic, I decide to turn on the TV and put on a movie. The Lion King if I must say. It's always been a favorite of mine for as long as I can remember. And anyway, who doesn't love The Lion King?

About half way through the movie, I started to feel a sudden hotness in my abdomen, and a burning pain in my lower region. I let out a strangled meow of pain. I knew exactly what was going on. My heat has started.

I clawed at my clothes, my ears and tail retracting back into my body. My whole body felt like it was on fire, and my lower area felt like it was being stretched open. Which it technically was. My body was preparing itself for Vic. But I wasn't ready to mate with him. Neither was Vic, at least, I don't think he was ready.

I quickly leaped off the bed and ran into the bathroom, locking myself inside and ripping off my clothes. I've never exactly went through my heart before without my pills, so, I didn't really know how it felt, but I can definitely say, that I don't like it.

I walked over to the shower, using the wall for support, and turned it on once I reached the shower. I climbed in under the water, and stood under the water, leaning up against the wall and letting out small meows and whines of discomfort and pain.

My dïck was rock hard right now, and practically throbbing. I needed a release, and I needed it badly. I wrapped a hand around myself and started stroking. But it wasn't enough. Since I'm fertile, and able to carry children, I needed my mate's dïck inside me. I could feel my hole practically dripping with the clear lubricant-like liquid. My body produces it when I'm in heat so it's easy for my mate to slip in and out of me, and there isn't exactly any need for prep.

I end up collapsing onto the shower floor, leaning up against the wall, stroking my hard on, while whimpering and moaning. I need my pills. I need my pills. I can't handle this. Sobs start to wrack through me at the unbearable pain and need that my body is wanting. I need this release so badly.

Finally, after what felt like hours, I was finally cumming onto the shower floor. I sighed in relief, but whined in pain and discomfort again, as the same feeling of arousal over came my body again. It won't go away until I've mated with my mate.

I curled up on the shower floor, whimpering and groaning at the feeling. My hand still stroking my once again, hard on. I didn't like this feeling at all. I wanted it to end, and the only way it can, is if I were to take my pills, or I were to mate with Vic. I'd much rather take my pills, but I don't have any here. And if I mate with Vic, there's a chance we'll forget to use protection and I'll fall pregnant. And I don't want to take the risk.

I don't know how long I was laying like this for, till I heard Vic yelling on the other side of the bathroom door. He was also banging on the door and trying to get it open. "Vic!" I whine, continuing to pump my hard on. "I-it hurts!" I cry. "Please! M-make it stop!"

I heard him move around on the other side of the door, till he finally got the door open, also kinda breaking it in the process. He then ran over to me, and I looked up at him through tear filled eyes. I saw his eyes darken, but he didn't do anything other than speak.

"Kitten, what's wrong?" He says, turning off the shower before kneeling down next to me. I noticed him sniff the air, obviously smelling the change in my scent. "H-heat." I whimper out, all I really need to say for him to understand what I'd happening, by I'm pretty sure he could already guess that he already knew was what was happening to me right now.

He gets up grabbing a towel out of the cupboard to dry me off with, before carrying me out into our room and wrapping a blanket round my naked body. I continue to whimper as Vic holds me closer to him while I'm wrapped in the blanket. "V-Vic." I squeak out. "P-pills. Th-there's pills I take wh-when I'm in h-heat." I whimper. "I-I need them."

He nods, before looking up to the open door and calling out someone's name. But I don't know who he's calling out for. All I know is, that I want this to end. And soon.

I walk back to mine and Kellin's room from outside the Pack's house. I had just gone down to the Pack's local chemist to pick up some more of the pills I'll be needing to take when I go into heat in a few weeks time. I have no idea when Kellin will be going into heat, but we need to discuss it as soon as I get back into our room. We need to discuss it so we dying end up doing something stupid, and Kellin ends up pregnant because of it. I know Kellin is able to carry children. And honestly, it's not that hard to tell that he would be. He does have rather feminine touches to his figure.

I walk down the hall to our room, but stop as I hear what sounds like someone in pain. At first I think it might be Kyle and that something's wrong with his and Johnnie's babies, but then I realize it sounds nothing like Kyle, and it's not coming from Kyle and Johnnie's room.

I start running down the hall faster, the sounds becoming more louder and strained as I near mine and Kellin's room. Is Kellin hurt? Once I reach our room, I open the door, running in to find Kellin nowhere to be seen, and the TV on playing The Lion King.

I look over to the bathroom door to see it closed and the sounds coming from in there. I run over to the door, trying to open it, but it's locked. I hear the shower going, and whimpering, morning and groaning on the other side of the door. I start banging on the door. "Kellin!" I call. "Kellin! Open the door!" I say, desperately. I don't want my kitten being hurt. "V-Vic!" I hear him cry out. "I-it hurts!" He cries. "Please! M-make it stop!"

I continue to try and open the door, before finally after I don't know how long, I've gotten it open, also breaking it in the process. I run into the bathroom, spotting Kellin curled up on the floor of the shower, water still raining down on him. I notice his hand slowly pumping himself, and the pained expression on his beautiful face, as he looks up at me.

I have to admit, seeing him like this kinda turned me on. I mean, I'm an alpha wolf, and my mate is just laying there, curled up on the shower floor jerking himself off. He's clearly started his heat, and he doesn't seem to be coping very well with it.

I run over to him, turning the shower off and kneeling down in front of him. "Kitten. What's wrong?" I ask, already knowing fully well what's going on. I sniff the air, after just noticing the different scent lingering on him, causing my eyes to darken slightly. Yep. He's definitely in heat.

"H-heat." He whimpers out. I then get up grabbing a clean towel from the cupboard to dry him off with. I then go back down over to him, helping him up and drying himself up. He let's out small whimpers as I brush against his, areas as I dry him off, before wrapping him up in the towel and carry him bridal style back into our bedroom, where I remove the towel from him and wrap a blanket round his small, naked body. I'm not going to make him wear clothes just right now. I don't want to risk him over heating.

I hold him close to me, resisting the urge to mate with him, and just rock him gently from side to side. "V-Vic." He squeaks out. "P-pills. Th-there's pills I take wh-when I'm in h-heat." He starts to whimper. "I-I need them."

I nod, before looking up at the door, as a young red head wolf walks past, but stops and opens the door slightly, obviously curious as to what's going on, and being able to smell Kellin's scent. "Danielle." I say, looking up at her. She walks over to me slowly, and stops at the edge of the bed. "Yeah Vic?" She asks nervously.

"It's Kellin. He's in heat." I explain. "And he needs these pills designed for werecats for him to take while he's in heat." I say quickly. "Can you and Sky go out and get some for him?" I ask. "Please. I don't want him hurting like this." I say desperately.

She nods quickly. "Of course Vic." She says. "Sky and I will be right back as soon as we've got them for him." She says, before running off out of the room to find her mate and get Kellin the pills he needs.

I look down at Kellin, who's still whimpering and moaning. "V-Vic." He sobs. "M-make it s-stop." He cries. "It hurts s-so m-much." He buries his head in the blanket and I feel him practically shaking in my arms.

I lean down, kissing the top of his head. "Don't worry kitten." I say. "You'll be okay soon. I promise." I rub a hand up and down his back through the blanket soothingly. I don't like seeing him like this at all.

I look up at the door, hoping like hell that Danielle and her mate Sky won't take too long. I don't want my baby kitten hurting like this for too long.