Dear Jiyong,

I lost all of my hair now and whenever I stare at my mom she always smiles thinking that I can't see the pain in her eyes,. I'm broken and sad, we all are.

The more I hear my mother's cry the more burden I feel. If you're here will the pain go away -even just a little?

I just wanted to die and lessen the burden but there's hope in my mother's tear and that gives me a slight motivation so I kept thinking. I can't die, not yet, not now.

xoDara