You sighed. Okay okay! Hear me out! Maybe you weren't exactly the best at keeping your promises. You weren't the at being a girlfriend. And you most certainly weren't the best at... well anything.

But at least you tried right?

And- okay maybe- just maybe it was very wrong of you to go behind the stands and make-out with a boy you barely knew while your blissful boyfriend sat in the stands, thinking you had gone to the bathroom or something.

But you couldn't help it! He was so hot and you were soooo bored. So there you where... his tongue in your mouth and your arms wrapped around his neck, combing your fingers through his hair.

The male pulled back and smirked at you. "We should do this more often~." He kissed you more. "And maybe... something more...? When we're in a private setting." He muttered in between his lips dancing with yours.

You let out a hum and kissed him back. "Maybe...but I still have a boyfriend remember?"

He groaned. "Well obviously he doesn't treat you well enough babe~."

You rolled your eyes. "Whatever. Speaking of I should get back to him before he gets too suspicious."

"Fine..." he leaned in and gave you one last passionate French kiss. "Let me know when you're free again~."

The two of you disbanded, him probably making his way up to his own girlfriend, and you made your way out from under the stadium back up to where your boyfriend was, still enjoying the game.

You sat next to him, earning his attention.

"You're back!" He said with a smile, wrapping his arms around you.

You hugged him back and smiled. "Hey Suki!"

Suki silently cuddled you like that for the rest of the game. You knew he deserved better than you. The males was caring, very protective of you, silent when he showed his affection but still got across the fact that he loved you.

But that didn't stop you from cheating on him- what was it- 4 times now? God... you were a mess! But it was so... exciting and strange. You couldn't describe that feeling you got when you knew your partner was inches away while you played around with another man. It was absolutely exhilarating. And you never did anything too bad. After all you wanted to keep your virginity.

The next day at school as you were passing in the halls you couldn't help but hear a certain female whisper to her friend "(Y/n) is a slut! I heard she was making out with the new kid... she's dating Suki!"

You rolled your eyes. So it got out already? Probably shouldn't go after the new students next time... you shrugged.

You weren't worried about Suki hearing about mostly due to the fact that he didn't really listen to anybody when they spoke to him, other than you of course!

You made your way to class and immediately walked up to Suki. He peeked up as soon as you came near him and quickly got up, hugging you to the side and resting his face on your head. "Good morning..." he said in a soft and tired voice.

You giggled at his adorableness and rubbed his head. "Morning." He closed his eyes and leaned into your touch. You tilted your head as he rubbed your neck with his nose. You had this boy wrapped around your finger!

"Has anyone spoken to you yet today?" He asked.

You rose a brow. "No?"

He opened his tired eyes and smiled. "Good... I'm the first one then." He kissed your cheek and gently nuzzled your face.

You couldn't help but blush! You wanted to just pinch his cheeks he was so cute!

"Suki... class is about to start. I should go to my seat now." You said.

The male frowned but nodded his head. He gave you a firm yet very delicate squeeze and let go of you, moving back to sit in his seat.

You made your way to the front, where your spot was, and was plopped down in your chair. As soon as the bell rang and the teacher rushed in and started lecturing you quickly got bored.

You moved you coat on your lap and pulled out your phone while the teachers back was turned. You turned it on and we're shocked to see a message from the new kid you made out with yesterday say:

You furrowed your brow. What friend? You didn't know anyone had your number! Oh well...

"Yeah? Who gave you my number?" You typed back.

You couldn't help but roll your eyes. He was so needy, already demanding to see you again. You hoped he knew that you weren't serious about yours and his "relationship".

"Maybe today. Why do you ask?"

You smirked. Another boy wrapped around your finger. You liked that feeling of having practically two boys on a leash.

Suki glanced over at you and saw you on your phone with a smile on your face. Something in him didn't sit right when he saw that look. He anxiously tapped a pencil against the table, quietly staring at you, watching your thumbs move back and forth, clearly texting someone.

But who?

Who did you need to talk to? Why did you look like you enjoyed talking to them? Why did you need to text them in class- the only time he couldn't glance over your shoulder- just to make sure!

It made him feel jealous knowing you enjoyed someone else's company. Was he not good enough for you?

He stopped tapping his pencil.

It hurt to think of such things like that...

The bell rang and you quickly shoved your phone back into your pocket and stood up to gather you belongings.

Suki quickly made his way over to you and rested his head on your shoulder, watching you put your papers and pencils into your bag.

You glanced at him. "What?" You asked.

He tilted his head cutely at you. "Nothing."

You mentally fangirled! He was soo adorable!!

"Can you come over today?" He asked suddenly. "We can watch that movie you've been wanting to see..."

You froze. You had already promised Aki- the new kid- that you'd spend some time with him. But... Suki rarely ever asked you to come over!

"I dunno..." you mumbled.

The male wrapped his arms around your waist and seemed to give you puppy dog eyes. "Please..."

How could you say no to that face? "Um... sure!"

He gave you a small smile. "Yay..."

His smile made your heart melt!

Suki in his head was glad you decided to agree but disappointed that you wavered and didn't immediately say yes. He would have... any chance to hang out with you he'd take in a heartbeat. So why did you hesitate? Did you not want to hang out with him as much as he did?

That... wasn't acceptable. You were the only person he really talked to and the only one he felt a strong desire to protect. He didn't know why but he loved hugging you and holding you in his arms... it felt so safe and everything felt at ease.

He cared about you, protected you, held you, did everything a girl could ask for. All he wanted was your undying love and affection...

After school was out you and Suki met outside in front of the building and started walking to his house with him. You could tell it had rained from all the puddles and the smell of dew... it was rather peaceful.

The two of you walked, hand in hand, when suddenly a car came rushing down the road, sending mud flying everywhere.

Suki instinctively blocked the mess from hitting you, only a drop getting on your cheek while a whole lot got on his shirt, face, and even in his hair!

You gasped. "Suki you didn't have to do that!" You said, taking out a tissue and dabbing off his face- like it helped a lot.

He looked down. "Sorry... it was instinct." He said.

You managed to wipe off most of his face, leaning in you pecked him on the cheek. "My hero~."

The males cheeks dusted a rosy red color. "Only for you..." he said. He looked up at your face and with his thumb wiped off the bit of mud that did get on your face.

You looked him up and down. "You're gonna have to take a bath when we get to your house!" You said, noting the dirt in his hair.

He pouted. "But-... what about the movie..?"

You smiled. "Don't worry I can wait! You can take your time- I don't mind!"

The male nodded and didn't think much of it, assuming you just want him to be clean when he cuddled you alllll night!

But that's not why you said that- you had a plan. It was the riskiest one of all! You were going to invite Aki over to Sukis house while he's in the shower and have just a liiiitttlllleee bit of fun with him.

It's risky, stupid, cunning- and your best plan ever! You were aware of all those things but you genuinely wondered if you could get away with it. Would it work? You just had to find out!

By the time you had got to Sukis house you had texted Aki the details, making sure several times that Suki wasn't looking as you did.

"I'll go wash myself off now..." he said, kissing you on the cheek.

You nodded. "Kay I'll just wait here for you."

The male nodded and headed up the stairs to the restroom. He started a bath, blissful to the scheme you had created.

In about 5 minutes Aki was already over and had you pinned against the couch, rubbing his hands up and down your sides while he caressed your lips with his.

You couldn't help but moan into the kiss and rub your hands along his chest. The male pulled back and let out a heavy sigh.

"I wish we had more time~... I'd make you feel so good babe~." He gently bit your lip.

You couldn't answer, too distracted by the males hands that were caressing your clothed body. His hands reached under your shirt and trailed along your stomach.

You were about to protest but he quickly kissed you, cutting off your verbal disagreement. He stuck a hand out and started unbuttoning your shirt.

You gasped and pushed him away slightly. "H-hey wait a minute!"

The male grinned at you and ripped your back, exposing your bra covering your breasts.

"I'll be gentle..." he muttered and went back down, snatching your lips and working his them against your own. His hand trailed up under your bra and squeeze your breast making you moan deeper into the kiss.

Suki had already taken his shower and now he was drying his hair. He wondered if you wanted to take a bath too? He could fill up the bath before hand so he'd have it ready and look like such a gentlemen.

He smiled at the thought of you looking up to him... he couldn't help but be happy. You were the most perfect girlfriend he's ever had- not that he's had any other girlfriends...

But he's glad his first could be you... and hopefully... his last. He walked out of the room and down the stairs.

"Oooh~ no~ stop~!"

He froze. What? Why were you-

"I don't think you want me to~."

He clenched his jaw.

He quickly made his way, quietly, around the corner. His eyes widened at the sight... you were pinned on the couch- his couch- with some man he didn't know. Your shirt was unbuttoned- faces all red and sweaty with the mans hand cupping your breast and massaging it under your bra.

"What's going on?" His voice spoke up on its own causing the two forbidden lovers to jump and scurry away from each other.

He saw you look up, your eyes wide with fear and panic. "S-Suki!" You cried.

The male got up and quickly made his way to the door. "I-I should go-!" He said and rushed out the door, slamming it behind him.

Suki was silent.

You quickly got up, not bothering to button your shirt, and wrapped your arms around the males neck.

"S-Suki I-."

He grabbed your waist and dug his fingers into your hips making you wince. His eyes locked with you and he stared at you with a look you've never seen from him- or anyone- before.

Utter heartbreak and fury.

"Why?" He asked.

You didn't answer.

His face twisted with disgust. "WHY!? Was I not good enough for you!?! Did you want more from me? Did I do something wrong!?!! Why!? Why why why!?!?" He shoved you back and roughly gripped your hair.

You yelped and grabbed his wrists, trying to stop him from yanking your hair off. You've never seen him like this before!! He's only ever been quite and calm what's happening!?!?

"S-Suki-!"

"SHUT UP!!!" He yelled and started dragging you by your hair up the stairs. You struggled to keep up with him as you pulled and tugged at his fingers.

He shoved you into the bathroom and on your knees in front of the bathtub that was full of water.

Your eyes widened. "What are you-!!!"

He shoved your head under the water making you gasp letting the water flow into your lungs. Fear rose up in your chest as the water seemed to be burning your lungs like lava. Your hands shot out, pressing against the edge of the tub trying to get your head above the surface while your nails dug into the sides.

Suki pulled you back up allowing you to gasp and sputter, coughing up water as droll dropped from your lips.

"How many?" He asked in a dark tone.

You trembled. "W-what?"

He yanked your hair making you yelp. "How people did you cheat on me with!?"

You flinched. "I-I- it-! It was only 4 but I swear!! I- I didn't want him to do that to me I- I never did anything more than kissing pl-!!!"

He shoved your head back underwater, you cried out as the painful substance flooded your lungs again.

He stared down at your struggling form as he stood over you, pushing you further and further underwater. He narrowed his eyes... he hated your words and wanted to drown them out of your precious lips.

He pulled you up and let go of your hair. You fell to the floor and coughed your lungs out, crying in pain.

He stared at you and slowly- his eyes softened. Was it his fault you were like this? Was it because he wasn't a good enough boyfriend? Or perhaps the world had much too many temptations and your simple yet beautiful mind couldn't handle it all.

It was everyone else's fault- wasn't it?

He leaned over you and rubbed your back. After you managed to catch your breath he picked you and set you on the counter. He picked up a towel and draped it over your head, gently drying your hair.

"You still never told me why..." he muttered, caressing your head as you shook in fear, staring up at him, wondering what he was going to do next.

"I-I really- I- I don't know- I don't know why- I- t-th-they-." You bit your lip, staring at the look on his face and shivering like a chihuahua, still coughing.

He put a finger under your chin and tilted it up. "Did they perhaps come crawling up to you first?" He asked.

You tensed up, seeing his face look so serious yet clam. "I-I.. well- ya- t-they did an-and I didn't know how to say no- I- I um..." your voice trailed off as your eyes glanced to the side.

He let out a hum. "That's what I thought..." he wrapped an arm around your waist and the other took your head, pulling you gently into his chest. He felt your hand grip his shirt as you shook under his touch.

"You know... we can still watch that movie~..." he cooed and stroked your head.

'What the hell?' You thought. 'Just a minute ago he was so mad...'

You shook, your arms gripping his as tears started pouring down your face. "I'm so sorry Suki!!!" You cried, pulling away and staring into his eyes.

They looked different... so much darker.

"I'm an idiot!!" You yelled. "You shouldn't date me- no- you shouldn't talk to me ever again!!! I don't deserve you- I- I'm such a failure-!" Your breathing became rigid and you started choking on your own tears.

Suki took your face in his hands and rubbed your cheeks with his fingers. "Shh..." He cooed. "Don't say that... it's my fault... I should've kept you on a better leash..."

Your eyes widened. "W-what? A- a better-...?"

He smiled. "I should've known other people would want you... I'm so foolish for thinking you could handle it. I should've locked you up sooner~."

Your heart stopped dead in your chest. "S-Suki no-." You grabbed his wrists and tried to push him away from you. "You can't do that!!"

He chuckled. "Oh don't sound so scared (Y/n)... Youre my girlfriend~... it's my job to protect you~." He moves his hands to the ends of your still unbuttoned shirt and slid it off.

"What are you-!"

He kissed your lips deeply and more passionately than he ever has before. It seemed to take your breath away and make you weak as fear overcame you.

He pulled back and smirked. "Now lets get that pigs scent off of you."

~Time Skip a Couple Years Later~

Suki opened the door and immediately two toddlers scurried into the house. He smiled at them as the obediently took off their shoes, though sloppily, and lined them up against the door.

"Go say hello to your mother Kay~?" He said in a soft tone.

The two children nodded and rushed up the stairs with Suki following behind them.

They ran up to a door and knocked. "HI MOMMYYYY!!" They yelled. "WERE HOME!!"

"Oh... how was your day at school?" Your soft voice whispered from the other side of the door.

"GOOODD!!" They said in unison.

"Mama I punched a kid in the face today cuz he said I was stupid!!" One of this kids said with confidence in his voice.

You giggled. "Don't get in trouble though okay?"

They nodded.

"Is your father there?" You asked.

"Yep! He's standing right by the door!" They said, turning their heads up to glance at their father who had a blank expression on his face.

"O-oh..." you muttered.

Even though they were only children they still picked up on your stutter.

"Why don't you run along now?" Suki said with a hum. He gave the two kids a smile making them quickly nod and run off knowing not to go against the word of their father.

The male pulled out a key and unlocked the door that kept you, his fair maiden, trapped in that small bedroom.

He opened it and saw you sitting on the floor facing towards the window, as you usually where. He closed the door behind him and sat down behind you and pulled you into his lap.

"I missed you..." he mumbled in his usual sweet tone as he gently kissed your neck.

You tensed. "I'm sorry..." you mumbled.

Suki frowned. "So you tell me everyday." He leaned so he could give you a peck on the lips before going back to your neck and snuggling against it. "Should I make their aunt take the kids for the night so..." he slid a hands and caressed your waist. "We can have a date~? You can wonder around the house too..." he gave you a cute look. It was a look that would've made you fall head over heels in love again... but all it made you felt was fearful if you refused.

"W-well..."

His eyes darkened and his fingers tightened. "You're not doing anything else... so why would you hesitate?"

You flinched away. "It's not that..." you reached your hand to his and gently held it with your own. "I... am just tired is all."

"You're not going to try and escape are you?" He asked. His voice was laced with anger and sadness.

"W-what? No! I haven't tried to escape in 5 years now... why would I now?" You said quickly, your eyes wide with fear and worry.